I'm pretty fucking lucky. I used to think otherwise, but I couldn't have been more wrong. You see, I somehow managed to be one of the few to wake up to the nightmare and stay calm enough long enough to figure out a game plan instead of slipping into utter despair and ending it all in a luke warm bathtub with some down the tracks razor action. Not that it was easy by any means. I mark certain events in my life as waystations along these crooked miles I walk. One of them was the promise I made ... read more

well kids, here we are again, 5am...i slept today finally from about 630pm until about 1130pm or so. i don't really remember sleeping the two days or so before that. for the most part i have been running around oregon in search of a diesel bus. i've looked at a couple now and the one we finally made it out to see way the eff out in Sandy after running out of gas looked halfway decent. it's a '79 bluebird snubnose with a cat 3208 and an allison 4spd automatic. I really hope this is the one. I... read more