I've realized lately that I want to make everything "mean" something - to the detriment of mostly everything. Sometimes there 'are' important meanings and lessons, but mostly it just is what it is. I can’t always figure it out and I certainly can’t "figure out" or "decide" how I feel. Feelings are as they are - in the moment that they occur. It's when I try to attach meaning to them that they become something more, something confused and complex. Everything must play out in its own time. The... read more