joined on 03/26/06
last updated 07/30/06
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He was right and I knew it, I had been feeling it for way few days now; I was going downhill. I could feel another dip in my stupid-ass cycle. I was feeling overwhelmed by everything, even the simple things that I might usually enjoy. I hadn't been able to think of anything that would cheer me up; everything had started to seem a little hopeless, or was it pointless? I don't know exactly...I do know that something was wrong again, and that I was so far unable to get a hold of it enough to mak...
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Today, I woke up feeling discouraged. I have been sick...life feels crazy, I feel crazy sometimes too!
I got a text saying that I had received an Email from a friend of mine....so, I hopped online to check it out.
In January, I posted up a list of things...goals for the year. This is what it looked like:
Things I'd like to have set up here within the year:
1. I'd like to be throwing pots on a regular basis again. [Done]
2. I'd like to be back in school or very close to doing so....
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I am discovering, slowly, that I am an artist. By this I don’t mean that I am finding that I have artistic abilities. I have known for quite some time that I am talented and creative. Rather, I mean that I fit in to the more traditional “starving” artist stereo-type, although I prefer the band of performers that could be seen traveling together during Shakespearean times looking for opportunities to make some money. I believe that style of profession is still very much alive and I see myself ...
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"We are born with the capacity to learn how to dream, and the humans who lived before us teach us how to dream the way society dreams. The outside dream has so many rules that when a new human is born, we hook the child's attention and introduce these rules into his or her mind [...] By using our attention we learned a whole reality, a whole dream. We learned how to behave in society: what to believe and what not to believe; what is acceptable and what it not acceptable; what is good and what...
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Okay, the good news... I move into my own place tomorrow! Yay! Finally! I'm so excited!
The bad news...I lose my internet access. Plugh!
Anyway, I'm updating (quickly cause moving is a lot of work, and I'm really cutting it close!) to tell you that I probably won't be on so much for a while, but that I haven't left the planet (at least not physically).
Best wishes to all...I'll be back soon.
Sat, May 6, 2006 - 11:56 AM
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Going Downhill
(blog entry)
He was right and I knew it, I had been feeling it for way few days now; I was going downhill. I could feel another dip in my stupid-ass cycle. I was feeling overwhelmed by everything, even the simple things that I might usually enjoy. I hadn't bee...
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And Suddenly the World Crashes Back into Order
(blog entry)
Today, I woke up feeling discouraged. I have been sick...life feels crazy, I feel crazy sometimes too!
I got a text saying that I had received an Email from a friend of mine....so, I hopped online to check it out.
In January, I posted up a ...
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For the Love of the Trade
(blog entry)
I am discovering, slowly, that I am an artist. By this I don’t mean that I am finding that I have artistic abilities. I have known for quite some time that I am talented and creative. Rather, I mean that I fit in to the more traditional “starving”...
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The Domestication of Preston
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"We are born with the capacity to learn how to dream, and the humans who lived before us teach us how to dream the way society dreams. The outside dream has so many rules that when a new human is born, we hook the child's attention and introduce t...
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Good News and Bad News
(blog entry)
Okay, the good news... I move into my own place tomorrow! Yay! Finally! I'm so excited!
The bad news...I lose my internet access. Plugh!
Anyway, I'm updating (quickly cause moving is a lot of work, and I'm really cutting it close!) to tell...
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