I'm so far gone now.. as my body slowly dissapears
My tears no longer fall my screams you'll never hear

I'm the one who made you
cry because I drown in my own insecurities
I'm the one who made you
hurt because of my hate and fury
I'm the one who made you
leave because I kept pushing you away
I'm the one who made you
blind to see I loved you more each day
I'm the one who made you
believe that you were nothing but a free ride
I'm the one that made you
want to be with someone else because I died
I'm the one who made you
wish you had chosen a different way
I'm the one who made you
feel like you weren't good enough today
I'm the one who made you
panic when there was no need
I'm the one who gave you nightmares
and visited you in your dreams

It's okay don't be scared this monster chose to pass
Lindsey's body is dead now lying in the grass
I hope you learned that you don't know what
you've got till it's gone.....
that was another thing I ignored and I did wrong.

Don't call me because I wont answer
Don't write to me because I wont write back
Don't search for me because the search has already stopped
Don't try to find me because i'm already found
My soul has flown away from this god forsaken ground.....