Infinity Cotch (Resting Naturally)

I don't know how we choose to use awareness,
Hairless apes often take their cue from the media - careless!

Peace, infinite potential, find the infinite within,
Compassion, a balanced outlook, Wisdom is in

The ability to perceive, mind, everything and nothing.
Awareness is existence, I'm not bluffing.

To be aware is not necessarily to exist but seeing
Or awareness of anything is to dream it into being.

Platos world of ideas? Alright yeah, but I'm leaning
To the idea that ANYthing is true if it's YOU believing.

Awareness is always recognised or it could not be.
What's the meaning of life? It depends on what you mean.

Points of view are dual like bass and treble,
Limitations, definitions on just a 3D level!

Conditioned responses to comply or rebel,
To react positive or negative, but now I stay level

In relaxed awareness - the advice was lovely,
Like 'listen to your heart' or even better 'just be'.

Better or worse do not exist in infinity.
Trust me, no trust yourself, just see no dogma limits me.

Religion gives many the security of a worldwide community
But Christ Consciousness realises interdimensional unity!

But Christ has connotations, names and words have limitations,
The infinite is transmitted through infinite vibrations...

IAO


(ps - 'cotch' is London rudeboy slang for relaxing, as in 'do you want to cotch at my yard?' or 'I was just cotching on me sofa watchin Eastenders wiv me brethren.')

There are many of us who are actively clothing unconditional love in baggy trousers and a hoodie (just most of them are having too much fun to stop and explain how so-called 'enlightened' they are. Besides what would be the point, we're all there already.)
Despite the Stonehenge 'turn the other cheek' experience I guess I still needed confirmation of my ability to walk calm through the storm. I've given up learning new pains but halfway through a meditation course I was given shocking news that could have hurt me. Due to the way in which I handled this situation and due to the nature in which I left the class I've gained the acceptance and understanding of some of the people I respect the most due to another storm that had the potential to bring pain but brought peace.

It is paradoxically my ego that wants to boast to itself how 'humble' it is, my higher self wants to shine it's talent bright and implement inner peace for all to see, but not everybody realises how amazing they are and that almost embarrasses me. It is the fact that I want EVERYONE to know how amazing and impressive we all are that has stopped me from telling inspiring stories in the past so the universe presented me ith the perfect situation situation to express my steez. I spread love and diffuse aggression all the time, now that I've stopped asking answerless questions I can rest in the moment and 'do what happens next'. Resting in awareness, zen, inner peace, these were my goals since I was very young (I'm still perfecting, the illuision of time gives this incarnation an opportunity to maintain balance.)

I've given up learning new pains, I've given up asking answerless questions but I have not given up learning new ways to experience the void. I will rest in awareness for longer periods more frequently. (Thank you guys.) I hadn't realised how disconnected I had become from my so-called 'higher-self', but I had become more involved in the physical than the metaphysical, it's been a busy summer.

We are all one so regardless of how bright I shine I shine for all of us and it may be you shining tonight or tomorrow (no need to remind me that time is an illusion,

Humilty is an illusion just like everything else. We're fantabulous.