I was temporarily pissed and and only partially dissed.
but the disrespect was an understandable reaction to neglect.

I'm married to my job - blessing everything,
My boss is the Most High, but not the way you may think, it lets me sing.

Despite the zodiac references and the pagan connotations
I still have faith in Jesus, but not like the congregations.

Despite the similarities with Horus and pagan mythology
There's a resonance there that hits my heart properly.

Solar Deity or revolutionary? Maat? Hebrew or Egyptian?
Invalidate with mythology? Or resonate with the mission?

Brotherhood, sisterhood, forgiveness when you used to beat me.
Treat my neighbour as I would like him to treat me.

Never tell you what to do cos Dogmas old school.
Like Yoda on Dagobah pretend to be an old fool.

Link with my soul family, the planet must have missed us.
Try these labels on for size, spiritual not religious.

Christian Taoist Druid with Buddhist leanings to Enlightenment,
Is that an emotionless state or an incremental increase in light friend?

Some ascend, some take the bodhisattva vow
To wait to take their friends, beyond the power of now.

Some wait til death and attain the rainbow body
Some attain the light body first, it's all perception probably.

Quartz crystals - "Light rocks"! Ya get me?
I feel the Divine on dancefloors when I'm gettin sweaty.

I feel the Divine in hugs and transcendental cuddles.
I feel the Divine in Sunlight, I see it in the puddles.

I hear it when the baby laughs, when the base vibrates my thighs.
I feel it in the wind on the Tor and I see it in your eyes...

People like the words they read but want to hear it to believe,
Occasionally said with passion... in an English accent.

Oh the malevelont, incendiary genius of love.
Genius is not a gift but energy from above

And all around. "Diametrically opposed emotions",
Yin and yang, duality goes through those motions.

Intense anger sharpened by inner peace,
Katana, samurai precision, knocking out teeth.

True gratitude, "love reality holistically" really.
The ups and the downs and the frowns, ya feel me?

Am I inside your head? No teleMpathic, not telepathic.
Emphatic, I don't know what you think but how you feel and while I'm at it

When you relate it opens the gate with heart coherence,
Dan Winter helped explain that part of our 'fate'.

David Wilcock speaks with bravery of Stargates and Edgar Cayce.
But I don't worship these men are just men here to help me not to save me.

Writing emotionally inspired poetry personal
Smoking the purple, with no intent of hurting you.

I was temporarily pissed and and only partially dissed.
but the disrespect was an understandable reaction to a neglect.

I'll always care for you, but I'll always care for humanity.
I'll go where my heart knows it should be, not where my mind wants to be.

Honesty can be painful but not half as much as lies.
I don't want to be fake and admired, rather be real and despised.

And if you love me for being me then it's all lovely.
"Let it be, blessed be, trust me, nah trust yourself, just be."


The funny thing about the documentary The Esoteric Agenda is that the last half an hour of it makes the first hour and a half seem entirely pointless. The first hour and a half is disempowering fear mongering, I believe that the vast majority of what it says is true but if it scares you it doesn't serve you. The conspiracy facts just pile up and you forget that you can still walk outside, stare at a tree and smile regardless of what the illuminati, Freemasons or American Nazi's are up to. Everything from Jesus Christ to the Greenhouse effect could be a myth according to the Conspiracy Theory salesmen so what's left to believe in?

Yourself.

Why should we even trust the documentaries? For example Michael Moore, (who isn't in the Esoteric Agenda, I'm just making a point) says the American Government did this, that and the other but he never says why, he never points his finger above the puppets and at the puppet masters. Is Michael Moore one of them? AAAAAAGH!

Breathe.

Then you get to the last half hour of Esoteric Agenda and it says, don't worry, the battles over, just wait for your free DNA upgrade around 2012 and everything will be fine. Well why the fuck did you spend the last two hours trying to scare the shit out of me? It's the way it has to be, you have to keep your third eye open all the time, and you can't see the salvation if you can't see there's a need to be saved. Meanwhile, my mans dem who know that watching images of children blowing up does nothing to help them create the reality we adore... I'll show them the last twenty three minutes, and maybe seven minutes more...

INVINCIBLE INVISIBLE
expect a miracle
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Epilogue to Reality Strikes Parts 1 and 2, Three different translations of Chapter 44 of the Tao Teh Ching

44. Contentment
Health or reputation: which is held dearer?
Health or possessions: which has more worth?
Profit or loss: which is more troublesome?

Great love incurs great expense,
And great wealth incurs great fear,
But contentment comes at no cost.
For who knows when to stop
Does not continue into danger,
And so may long endure.


Tao Te Ching - Lao Tzu - chapter 44

Fame or self: Which matters more?
Self or wealth: Which is more precious?
Gain is loss; Which is more painful?

He who is attached to things will suffer much.
He who saves will suffer heavy loss.
A contented man is never disappointed.
He who knows when to stop does not find himself in trouble.
He will stay for ever safe.


Tao Teh Ching, Chapter 44

As for your name and your body, which is the dearer?
As for your body and your wealth, which is the
more to be prized?
As for gain and loss, which is the more painful?

Thus, an excessive love for anything will cost you dear
in the end.
The storing up of too much goods will entail a heavy
loss.

To know when you have enough is to be immune from
disgrace.
To know when to stop is to be preserved from perils.
Only thus can you endure long.