Well, last nights show was really fantastic. The night was crisp and fresh, and the club was packed with people. A warm glow of candlelight filled the room as I shared gifts of spirit and song. I felt really capable of bringing my whole self to the stage last night, and was actually kinda sassy!!

It was my last show of 2005, and I feel like a bear - ready to do a bit of hibernating - in the studio, of course!!

Andre (my producer) and I have been chopping away at the stone, sculpting sound, giving definite shape to these creatures, these beings that are being borne through me. Music is flowing, pouring out of me, like it knows it has a home.

I have been getting rid of lots of old things I dont need anymore. Cleaning house, and making room for the new. It feels so good to just release all this stuff, and decide if I really need it at all.

As I go through drawers and closets, memories flood into my mind - of times and places I bought something, or found it, or was given a gift. My life coming into new perspective. A sense of who I was finding a place within who I am now. And that is always changing. I feel a strong need to change the outer world now - since I have transformed so much of my inner landscape. Most people begin on the outside - which is important too - however, the truest transformation happens at the root of the tree.

I am SO READY!!! I just feel so strong in a really gentle way right now.

YEAH!!!!!!!