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moving and yipes!

LadyPan — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 03:53:10 GMT

so life is overwhelming.. if anyone wants to help.. i will pay, barter massage or just be forever grateful. for those of you who don't know - i am moving back into 35 wyman street (this weekend? before forestdance!) i am possibly putting a bid on a house we're thinking of buying (in jamaica plain) (also this week before forestdance) i am storing a bunch of stuff temporarily at white owl farm (so i have to also get a truck of stuff out there..) and of course, as usual, as per mars in my life - everything else is happening at the SAME TIME!! there for i am going crazy.. i thought about crying but laughter was more fun and felt better at this point in time. i am accepting happily packing crazy friends on thursday afternoon anytime after 2pm i am also accepting packing happy friends on saturday throughout the day i am looking for strong bodied folks to be bartered, hired or coerced into loading and unloading truck on sunday and probably i am looking for perhaps barter for cleaning help monday. so that's the deal. i know some of you have been desperately trying to figure out how to barter for massage with me.. prime opportunity! smooches

Urban Tribal Pirate Fiesta - THURSDAY AUGUST 7th!!

LadyPan — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 15:34:22 GMT

Come See Us Play Be a PIRATE JOIN the PIRAID! 7PM PIRAID leaves from JP Licks - Centre Street - Jamaica Plain (corner of green street, near green street T) (we'll be joining and raiding INCUS!) 7:45 Scallywags - public concert Loring Greenough House 9pm on - Piracy at the Alchemist!! join us in food, drink and frolic 10pm on - more Scallywags, 2 full sets of our famous mobile 5 piece piracy at the ALCHEMIST !! no cover free free free The alchemist is at the corner of south huntington and centre streets in jamaica plain (GREAT FOOD and DRINKS!!)

Sacred World Photos

LadyPan — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 21:35:42 GMT

and while i'm at it... sacred world http://www.kodakgallery.com/Slideshow.jsp?UV=475035987493_487753019306&mode=fromsite&collid=70010753706.888683019306.1217799277335&conn_speed=1

Starwood 2008

LadyPan — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 21:23:34 GMT

here's a link to some photos! if you want me to remove any of them (i believe i stayed very appropriate) just let me know!! http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=w5ulfai.6s3fwxm2&Uy=b48ejr&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0&UV=475035987493_487753019306&localeid=en_US (and here's one not included!! pretty hot ivy.. pretty hot!!)

the morning after

LadyPan — Tue, 29 Jul 2008 04:12:45 GMT

and we're back!! another starwood.. journeying through fairy land. vikings. mead. pirates. ninjas. fires. the stripper pole. fish fairy flying salmon. maddog radio. mud wrestling. crisco twister. ritual. drumbeat. music. dancing. hottub. bakedbeans. tree lined dewy orgasms echoing down the squishy path to half slept laughter. rain. sun. lightening. chaos. laziness. lack of sleep. drinking horns. horniness. the horned god. goddess chanting. wood. the end.

Gloucester Beach WEekend!!

LadyPan — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 00:42:36 GMT

Hey Loves - Just a reminder that we're heading up to gloucester tommorrow night or friday early morning for a weekend of campin' and beachin' !! anyone is welcome! So far my sister and her two kids (ages 6 and 8), and about 6-7 other friends have confirmed.. other's have spoken it.. not sure who's coming.. feel free to let me know if you're coming and want my cell phone so you can reach us once you get there.. we will be beaching at wingersheek beach in gloucester on friday afternoon, all day saturday and all day sunday... so much love! (and sunshine!!) http://www.capeanncampsite.com/

What Beautiful Energy we Share...

LadyPan — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 02:56:04 GMT

and how i love to be around a fire with you.. playing my flute laughing dancing in silence by the moon or none i have many reflections coming soon... in this moment thank you! thank you! thank you!

Wanted Starwood (travelling) Partner in Crime

LadyPan — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 05:21:48 GMT

Hey Loves .. So far i do not know who my driving companion is for the haul to Starwood! the one i was going to drive with is needing to go for less time then me...... So - anyone want to load up my explorer with me and hit the road? details - we leave sometime either friday or saturday the 18th or 19th definately arrive by sometime daylight on the sunday the 20th.... (so we can set up) if we get there before then great.. if not cool... i want monday to do close to nothing!! (since i run the teen program starting the next day) I also wish to leave on Monday the 28th i like ipods, music, silence, laughter and talking.. i believe in driving a fairly solid 10 + miles over the speed limit. i like to pack great snacks and stop for diner food when needed. i will trade road massages. i am willing to pay for more than 1/2 of the gas (since my truck is a bit of a guzzler) we can stop on the way down or back and go swimming in my dad's saltwater pool (awesome!) i'd rather only take one passenger.. but... i will consider the right two!! (oh and don't make that joke.. you bacchus worshipping perverts..)

Sacred World InterdepenDANCE

LadyPan — Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:43:39 GMT

Hey loves.. just wondering who's coming.. i'm so excited for the first sacred fires of the summer!! and it's sooooo close.. if you haven't been to white owl yet - you really should come.. it's this amazing organic farm, just up route 3 north of boston (and not very far...) They have a wood fired hottub, fire pits, beautiful green space, it's on the greenbelt (which means it borders conservation land) - just lovely!! and the amazing womentribe that own the place want many of us around there a lot more!! deepening the links. for all of us city dwellers always thinking of running off to the woods it's a great compromise! So come play, it's just $25 for the weekend or $15 for part of it.. and i think space runs out at some point so GO GET A TICKET and come play with us!! umm.. oh www.heartbeatcollective.org and then there's a button to register, but someone spelled register wrong, maybe it's fixed, but if you get a dead url - respell register... hope you can come!!

Pirate Night!! Tommorrow come play!

LadyPan — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 20:30:27 GMT

Please Save the Date: Thursday, June, 19 2008 - Angeline plays the Lizard Lounge with Bitters and the Scallywags!!! 1667 Mass. Avenue, Boston, Massachusetts 02138 Cost : $8 Angeline plays with friends and family at the sweetest room in the city, the warm and lovely Lizard: Bitters (Angeline's vibes sister Cheryl Etu's other band! And they are so good...) - 9pm Angeline - 10pm Scallywags (Angeline's very own bass player, Jason B,'s pirate band! They RULE!) - 11pm..... The season and the occasion of playing with the inimitable Scallywags has us in a seafaring, wild and rascally pirate mood...so bust out your Keith Richards finest/sea captain/sailor/mermaid/wench/ wear and come down and lift a glass to the power of song!!! love and giggles, enjoy this delicious summer air! xox Cheryl Argghhh - ahoy mateys!!!

Help !! ThiNK SUN - Feel SUN

LadyPan — Sat, 03 May 2008 02:17:45 GMT

Radiate SUN BE SUN tommorrow is wake up the earth festival.. please please don't make me have to do it all again .. we don't want to raindate and it's so much better if it's a beautiful day!! i'm counting on all of you.. radiate sun!!

walpurgisnacht 2008

LadyPan — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 20:11:00 GMT

first batch of photos posted! more coming!!

They Might Be Giants

LadyPan — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 13:43:05 GMT

Who wants to go with me tommorrow night to see them....? i thought this might be the funnest way to find some lovely partner in crime... one of them is my friends brother, so we'd be on a guest list.. don't know if we're chillin' wtih them or just some other beautiful sexy dirty bird friends from philly and my friend from twin oaks.. let the madness consume..

Sign Petition to Help Tibet (timely as in immediate)

LadyPan — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:53:55 GMT

Hi, I just signed an urgent petition calling on the Chinese government to respect human rights in Tibet and dialogue with the Dalai Lama. This is really important, and I thought you might want to take action: http://www.avaaz.org/en/tibet_end_the_violence/98.php/?CLICK_TF_TRACK After nearly 50 years of Chinese rule, the Tibetans are sending out a global cry for change. Violence is spreading across Tibet and neighbouring regions, and the Chinese regime is right now making a crucial choice between tougher crackdown or dialogue. President Hu Jintao needs to hear that "Made in China" exports and the upcoming Olympics in Beijing will have the support of the world's people only if he chooses dialogue. But it will take an avalanche of global people power to get his attention. Click below to sign the petition - in just 3 days, the campaign is almost half way to the goal of 1 million signatures! http://www.avaaz.org/en/tibet_end_the_violence/98.php/?CLICK_TF_TRACK Thank you so much for your help - forward this email to friends!

SPRING!! FULL Moon Gathering Friday Come!

LadyPan — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 02:11:13 GMT

Hey Loves guess what!! it's spring! it's spring... i've been home sick the past couple days, but i'm looking forward to snapping out of it tommorrow and celebrating the joy of spring the new sun cometh!! wahoo! I have been feeling deeply moved by elements of deep spirit, stars, and life moving us to newness, to a new time and place in our existence on this earth.. an awareness i feel so many of you are ready to carry with me... visions we are having, ideas we are generating and the strength and depth this community has to create action and change, open new doors.. so tommorrow night - come - to 35 wyman street - meet me at the full moon, equinox, drum and dance gathering and be a part of the visioning.. i'm helping lead an element of the circle, the ritual tommorrow and i would be blessed to see you there sharing this space with us.. bring drums, bodies, snacks, water, visions, loved ones, and if you're able $5 to throw in the kitty and come play spirit to the new sun with me!! ps.. it'll get warmer faster if you're all there... (heehee bribery)

the dance

LadyPan — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 18:07:15 GMT

watching his grace twist and move energy spiral form sensual the light possessive grasp of hands dancing my hip slow form heat, beats and builds in drum time and the voyeur moves motion to desire tightening his grip taboo turned laughter we play on the brink of boundary enjoying the indrawn gasp of pleasures known once, now imagined and how much farther can feral fly before instinct takes over each dark corner beckoning for intertwined lips, tangled hair, slick and thrumming flesh? so we press into the dance tranced by rhythm inventing clothed passion and ignoring the tenuous fibers that maintain desires edge.

A Re-Awakened Mind

LadyPan — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 18:27:16 GMT

and now i return home thoughts of participatory economic structures fill my brain talks on anti-racism, colonialization and the killing of indigenous cultures, long talks with permaculturists, slide shows on building bottom chain urban aqua gardens and grey water systems... ahhhhh... there's my brain.. happy happy. horizontal movement building, for that matter horizontal non-heirarchy everything.. exploring the impact of diversity tactics in effective actions and how to work with the method of diversity tactic based actions while being organized and having a firm root goal. i am i am i am ... an activist, a doer, a changer, a liver, a wanter.. creating the world, seeking the world i wish for.. and Michael Alpert - what a teacher.. what a teacher.. one of many who shifts my world view. explains and delves deep into truly helping me understand the direction we need to go in towards a new vision... all of you are seeking this with me.. some of you perhaps have a different way of seeing this.. we need to talk soon friends.. but in the meantime let me say - wow!! there are people out there who are in it. and i want to always be one of them.

National Conference on Organized Resistance

LadyPan — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:28:25 GMT

so the bug hit.. i'm seriously contemplating cancelling clients, rescheduling and missing all sorts of things and taking off.. i haven't taken off in too long. Washington, DC - this annual conference called NCOR - The National Conference on Organized Resistance I usually go every year... Climate Change, Capitalism, and Resistance: Building a Movement for Climate Justice Outside the Neocolonial Box Decolonizing Your Mind: Indigenous Lessons on Freedom Diversity of Tactics and Nonviolent Action: Assessing and choosing a strategic framework Homotopia, Love Revolution not State Delusion How Corporations Constructed the Eco-Terrorist Menace are among some of the 200 workshops, films and events that take place in TWO days for the cost of $12 My crazy friends from Twin Oaks and other sustainable community folks have arranged housing and everything on that end already.. all i have to do is go.... so who would jump in my car by late afternoon and help drive? who's itching for incredible people, activism, changing the world, playing well with others.. and perhaps an awesome group of kinky fun world changing community folks..?

oh men oh men

LadyPan — Tue, 04 Mar 2008 05:00:39 GMT

you stare at us in deep confusion. we are but of the earth. no deep and unstated illusion. we crave to feel the wind, the storm, the sun and rain. the heat of passion, the cool of breath, the storm of love, the stillness of aloneness, cave quiet, dirt. we seek to be planted by seeds blown astray with ideas, inspirations and perhaps more directly, a nice firm cock. we laugh and become the harvest winds, october dreams, musing with the last of a bare breast, flirting in multicolored array, arousing the final licks of heat, before we burrow. we are capable of cold, shoulders, skin and eyes. temper-ment peeling back the wool of all-forgiving love and letting loose a survived will that has stopped war. we are capable of storms that leave visability at a minimum, make even the bravest soul afraid to turn the corner, not knowing what is next. and we can warm you with hot soup, hot vulva, hot sticky juicy entrances made for winter sweat.. even the coldest day cannot ease this fire, buried deep inside the snow cave, melting glaciers with soft fire.. we are just like you. we are of the earth. craving. living. seeing through illusions. being dirt. entering earth, entering earth, planting passion into trees, phallic limbs stretching caves and holes, grow, create, and fill again, seeking branches, to fill me in. oh men oh men we are only woman. really.

persephone.. this ones for you!!

LadyPan — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:47:17 GMT

The Loveship - Piracy and Burlesque - Tonight!!

LadyPan — Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:16:47 GMT

Greetings ye land 'n sea lubbers!! Come aboard the LOOOOVE SHIP this Tues Feb 26 at the MIDWAY CAFE 3496 Washington St. JP www.midwaycafe.com Featuring The SCALLYWAGS with special appearances by.. The Collective The Army of Broken Toys Jo Jo Lazar, Burlesque Poetess And Burlesque By.. Ginger B. Goode Ruby Roulette Jezebel Pussycat ACRONYMPH The Infatigable Fatamorgana ARRRR!! COME OR BE KIDNAPPED!! 9pm 21 plus $7 cover -- Jenn Bliss & Jason Berube MOONSHIP PRODUCTIONS www.themoonship.com

nature calls.....

LadyPan — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:45:53 GMT

heehee

Heart Wide Open

LadyPan — Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:09:34 GMT

I live with my heart wide open feeling what I feel fully and deeply some days that is joyous some days that is overwhelming some days that is intense some days that is exhausting in those moments where life brings me love i love i love and i flip upside down and i feel into my bones, into my blood, into my soul and in the moments where a friend passes away i love and i cry and i flip inside out and i feel into my bones, into my blood, into my soul and sometimes my friends are scared they love me and wish i didn't have to feel pain although they love for me to love for me to love for me to love and they say, can you feel more quietly, can you feel less pain and i say no loves i'm sorry i don't want to feel less than i do i have felt less than i do i have settled for half of love i have been scared of love i have run from love i have fucked up love i have abandoned love i have mistrusted love and now it's time for me to love there can be no disclosures, no words before or after, no shying away from the depths of my own heart and passions i am here to love love is the greatest secret of a healer love is the greatest gift in a friend love is the greatest binder of passion love is the creator of mother love is the only pledge so my spirit friend and i talk about the broken heart and i tell him i think it is the heart breaking open that it hurts because we go so deep inside and break open that which we are hiding from ourselves we find in the breaking open that we have more than we knew that we are deeper and sometimes that hurts and he says perhaps it is only your attachment to how you want love to be that hurts and i see it does not hurt to love you it only hurts if you don't want to love me the same way the love itself is not the problem there is no word before or after love love is love and yes i might dream of making that love our love i might want loving arms or to be a love-r in this moment today i am just going to love with no words before or after LOVE

Amateur Erotic Film Competition - Come with us !! Tonight

LadyPan — Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:12:58 GMT

hello dahlings - so far about 12 of us so far are meeting up at Matt Murphy's Pub in Brookline Village at around 10pm to love up a beer or two before making out way down the street for the Amateur Erotic Film Comp at the Coolidge Corner Theatre if you're already planning on attending, or just decided that you - come meet us ahead of time oh and if you need a ticket pop into good vibrations a little earlier. sweet!! see you tonight

My SISTER joined Tribe

LadyPan — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 20:03:27 GMT

go meet my sister she's my dearest friend in the world!! http://people.tribe.net/b21f8472-7b81-482f-b283-4c222f05e5a4 try that link or go to my friends and the third Laura (grin) is her yippee!! actually a lot of you have met her...