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I am a woman of many faces, faces of love, friendship, honesty, integrity, respect. I do not hide behind masks. I have much to share on life, love and healing. I have come to a place in my life and my heart where I feel I can speak and be myself. I am kind and I will be fair and my respect is a given, I hope for respect and love in return, but lessons have to be learned, eh? Gift of vision, I see what is to be and answere's come to me as to why instances and circumstances have come to me, in other words the why has this happened to me have all been answered and the fires have been sooth'ed, the anger is quiet and understood. I listen and stay close to my heart, and each beat gives me a message, I listen to my heart when confrontaion or discord takes place, my heart is my sanctuary...I see a flower when I think of my heart, it is a rose.

Visions, started early, very early, young girl so confused when realizing that not everyone saw their future or knew what was taking place and transpiring. When the mind is innocent and society has not downloaded or cluttered the mind of a three yr old much can be seen through the soul and heart and eyes of this young child. It is an adventure...imagine a three yr old feeling the warmth of a day's excursion with the family, being there, seeing mommy and daddy with your sister and brother at a park and a few days later it happens. To a three yr old that is normal, she has left her body, she is sitting in her own little world on the living room floor and there is the family on this cool green grass with the wind blowing through the trees, seeing your sister and brother play and wanting to run with them, within a few days the adventure takes place, the young baby girl feels the connection. To her this is normal...it is butterfly's flying in the stomach. A given happiness and bliss that is born into that child and the need for change or for the need of want is simple, food, water, sleep, play and adventures. What more is there in this fresh young mind...

This child has made full circle now.

So now I am ready to learn more, grow more, heal more and I send this out to all that needs love and healing to be....the war's, our planet that needs pure energy healing lovelight....so be it.

I keep dreaming and seeing this place, it is beautiful, it is clean, there is balance and harmony, I feel it in me, I feel it can be....we live day by day with all that makes us uncomfortable, our struggles and discord, it is there always right, there seems to be some drama or conflict , big or little... it is there with me, always.. I am learning to look at it, make peace when it comes and breath with pure gratefulness for life. I then feel peaceful and the looking at what brings discomfort is understood and leaves. There is something more there, something that has never left us since the innocent days of looking through eyes with a beautiful mind of pure thought and bliss..pure innocence

Today is December 25th, 2006. This is me.....I am ready for more change and I am ready to share and learn and grow more so than I have ever imagined...I feel happy and good, I feel love....

This is me, I am that little girl where each and everyday I saw cycles complete and the exploration of life coming to me with little effort or of asking, it was a given, visions and being with my family....I remember this child with always a smile inside.

This was common for me. It was a normal feeling.

I then went to school and found out that not other children had the same experience or experiences in seeing....

Now I am ready to grow and learn about these gifts. I have matured enough to balance and configure what is real and what is not...
As I grew up I realized that I was different and confusion took place, I could see and feel the thoughts of my concerned loved ones thinking something was wrong...but all and all it was a gift from god that I had to come to recognize...I am now ready to learn more and I ask my angels and spirits of lovelight and the greatness of all to guide me with goodness with the visions that come my way..