First and fore most I want to say HELLO!!!!!

I havent been using my tribe for several reasons. One because i hadnt had a computer for a long time. but 2 and more importantly I had rats. sneaky little people using my internet sounding board against me. sad affair indeed.

But i'm back now.

Much Luv and Affection, Liese

Well here i am just a little over a year after Luke changed my world. It has been both incredibly painful and rewarding. So much thanks luke i wouldn't have what i do today if u hadn't sent me packing. My finominal Boyfriend, a wonderful career, friends and adventures none of which i would have if i was still sitting miserable and alone at 4321. I have let u go. be free make better decisions and have a good life. lord knows i will.

I havnt been around much due to my courses but i start finals today. the universe has taken so much out of my hands and now i willing give her much of it and more. even my finals. i havent really felt like i can study so i said fuck it. i know what i know i will remember what i can. give it my best and come out on top...

I had a body talk session last night. it was really amazing. it has changed much for me. for what ever reason i had to give my self permission to luv my self. strange thing is i knew i needed to do that but she uncovered in my body and facilitated it. I feel amazing. so good. and once again very much closer to my self. I had some of the most amazing body work last week. I got my prolapsed uterus literally picked up and put bk in place. i felt it from the arches of my feet to the middle of my sternum. i of course will cont on with my Chinese herbs and acupuncture. sad thing is i was so out of touch with my self that i had no idea any of this was going on in my body till dec of 06' duh no wonder i was in pain.

And i must wonder what the year holds for me. it has been amazing and i am so lucky. im off to take another shower. Bout time i got reacquainted with my self. Much luv every one. i hope it has been good for u it was for me.........

Well our judge resigned so we have to get a new judge. We didnt have to go in to court today. My ex is being particularly nasty because he does not look so good in our cfi's report. But i Did get a alteration to our temporary orders. I now get to have at least one night a week where the girls spend the night now. It has been nearly a year since i hugged kissed and tucked my daughters in to bed. this is a great moment for me. thank you all for ur support and luv.