Life in this human world is pretty twisted and scary at times. Sometimes there are two way streets, a one way and a possible u-turn that you will hear about later. But when taking the time to stop and retrive a map...wouldn't that map be to stop "within" ones center? Raising these questions and thinking about my own life has really set me at a stand still especially when you are the only one feeling that you are walking your walk. It is difficult being human and therfore appears to be easier to escape. Why do we have to always make things difficult when in reality they are not...Maybe I am just new at this whole "earthy thing " packed with its own threshold and baggage of jelousy, anger, and broken hearts. THe more it makes me tuffer the stronger it is having me turn so cold to that emotional sensation of love and all it's fullfllments. I want love and to be love and to share that love all on an intimate level with a partner that i can call supportive and reliable; strong enough to bring those broken pieces back to life. I thought that was how relationships were to be...am i wrong? Did I just not recieve that manual when i got here?

Why are we so afraid?

What's the deal with drama?

Every one has a story to tell...there are days of joy and there are days of sorrow. Yet even most importantly there are those days of consistent dreaming where we realize that there is nothing to wake up to. There are no alarm clocks, busy schedules or feared de ja'vu encounters....just visions and hopes of the present moment. Sometimes the stories we tell we wish to end as a single chapter. Others, we leave as epics where heros are wounded and once again loved by the gods and lovers still dream or call out to those they fear they have lost by heart or sword.
So how do we end those stories we the fountain of eternal tears or the deep wounds of lost battles? Do we remain obsessed with a few just because there are parts within our human hearts that feel that that life we once lived remains un-finished? How does that dwelling down trodded path end? When is it that we reach a period or a point of great exclamation where the confusion ends but not with oblivious? By fear of the heart we cast our sword and like a single blade of grass we lean unhurt...from there on we learned the tremors of pain by its point of signiture and sway our face away from its taunting call...

For the past few days I have been journalizing tons! Really seeking out where I have been existing in the last few days. There were lots of fears, temptations, traumas from past hurts and the sight of seeing common patterns in my life. But then I remembered the idea of friends. They trully are the gift of the Universe! I was having such a difficult time accepting harsh possible realities but then I remembered that no matter what it will all work out. It was hard to see through my lover's confusion and somewhat contridictions and to even start accepting them. it hurt soo much! But then there was this understanding that came from inside that helped me to once again reconnect with myself. The Universe had me bumping into friends that are deeply the love of my life (heehee...)

Through them I saw my own refelection and felt again emmersed with love and laughter and joy! Through them, I realized that no matter how alone I may be feeling in my own little world and uncertain about my decsions in life, there was always someone to hold me, kiss me until the tears left, crack me up and tell me it will all be alright regardless of the odds against me. ( GOD I LOVE LOVE PUDDLES!!!!!) By feeling this, it really brought me back to center and had me realize what was really important and how these crazy encounters will be nothing but something to laugh at in the future. Life does not have its guarentees and thank the heavens for that! No matter what happens there has always been some sweet soul walking closer to meet me. Thanks for being there...you know who you are :-) Love you and hope to see you soon again in Chicago xo

Pick me up quotes from Sex in the City :-) Can't just be mystical all the time heehee

“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous”

“Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away”

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.”

“I love you, but I love myself more.”

The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don't, but in the end they're the people you always come home to. Sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself.

“…I'm a loveaholic…”

“Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe you have to let go of who you were, to become who you will be.”

“Maybe we just obsess over relationships that feel un-finished.”

I had a few emails regarding distant healing, workshops and channaling for those that know me a little more intimately *smiles to you and love you guys*

I WOULD ABSOLUTLY LOVE TO PROVIDE DISTANT HEALING TO ANYONE THAT ASKS OF ME! NO COST! JUST LOVE heehee....And about the workshop deal, I am soon going to be a Reiki Master Teacher so I can get back to those that have commented as soon as I get certified. I know that I can teach already but I rather be fully certified first; even though the Universe has already attunded us to master level through our heart. HAHA... a baby I am sure could teach us much much more! Watch them and you'll know what I am saying :-)

If you guys come to Chicago, lets all find a place to meet to converse, do healings or just be own pure playful and silly self!!! What do you guys think? Love to get together like at the beach or something around twilight with candlelight. Anyone in for that during the summer?

Lots of love to you all out there. YOU TOO are all angels out there! 111 yipyip!!!!

“Imagine yourself relaxed in a safe and comfortable environment. There is nothing that you need to worry about except to be in the present moment and feel absolutely peaceful.
This moment is all about you…”

Receiving Reiki is a wonderful healing experience! It is able to help vitalize the body, mind and spirit, bring the body back into physical wholeness naturally, and releases energy blockages that prevent us from being our true authentic self.

This traditional Japanese healing art form is sometimes referred to as a method of “laying-of-hands” that can be done with or without physical contact. In no way is it able to interfere with any type of medical treatments. Instead, it is able to work hand-in-hand with conventional medicine and help the healing process to move quicker and smoother.

Please feel free to contact me if you have any questions or would like to receive a Reiki session

Sessions are $60/hr. or $35/30min.
Margaret Guieb (Reiki Master Practioner)
Lotusfire_111@Hotmail.com

I have been a student and practioner of energy work for more than seven years with Reiki being my main focus. I have learned that regardless of the issue, the healing always comes from within. As a channel, I am here to help you reach that key within yourself that unlocks your true authentic and intuitive being. Bless your heart…

*** I also provide services in Reiki Crystal, Intuitive Artistry and Crystal Wrappings. ***

!!! I live in Chicago!!! But I can also send some distant healing! Drop me a line *smiles*