Since my Satguru left the bay area...Although I go through these moments of lamenting her phyisical body not being close to mine, I know that the guru is always with me, with us, inseperable...I guess I am grateful enough to love someone so unconditionally and know that I am loved so unconditionally in return...I could not imagine not having been blessed to have Amma as my guide in this life and in all those to follow...sometimes, when I wake up in the morning, before mantra recitation and meditation, I hug my pillow so tight and look at her loving gaze at the picture I have by my bedside and I know that today I am going to be alright...today, I will be of service to others...today, I will see the face of God in everyone and every situation I come across, not only because this is what Amma has asked me to do, but because it is what is true for me...may as long as this body continue to live, may I be of service to all, and be filled with love and compassion to all those I come in contact with...Jai Ma ! ! !
With peace and love to you all,
xox
Deveshwar...