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We are living during interesting times. Every day I see people (including myself) especially in my generation wrestling with their values, beliefs, and the collective conscious ideas of society. Why? Because we are seeking truth. Institutions are breaking down. It's a great sign! Indigo Children are at work Consciously and Subconsciously. Materialistic worship leaves us spiritually empty, disconnecting us from our internal authority, and in the process destroying our planets eco system and eventually ourselves. It is obvious in the evidence of disease. When you don't live in alignment with nature we lose all knowledge of our true selves. "Know Thyself" It is interesting to note the origins of America began with the enslavement, and killing of Native Indians. Our "Great Nation" was built upon getting rid of Spiritual peoples who knew how to live in this Spiritual Alignment with our planet. What happened? The beggining of Lies, Arrogance, Greed, Manipulation, Consumerism...in other words SIN. Today many Native Indians are alcoholics suppressing their sadness, pain and loss which resides in the memory of their DNA. The key here is the sixth sense, the heart. The five sense, the world of ego has gotten way out of control. The sixth sense, the world of spirit needs to be incorporated back into our conscious awareness if we are to bring balance, peace and harmony. Our survival depends on it. Cancer, Aids, H5N1, Hurricains, Earthquakes, Tsunamis are just ways of Nature trying to create balance. If we dont live in balance with her, she will find her own ways. We need to wake up and support one another in this process..
January 1, 2007
A deep nature magician
her heart is Gaia and Yemaya
and her way inspires me
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HAPPY NEW YEAR and may you CAT
be blessed with as much as you deserve
which is todos mundo:)!!!
Blessings Warrioress of Light,
Ru
January 12, 2006
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follow the hearts of children into the land of innocence...

Today I viewed a video clip of a comedian, basically making fun of women. This cynical attitude had me climb into bed and instigated the question in my mind, “What is the problem here?” In our community, in our societies, in our world, there is a prevalent negative attitude toward women. Men think, women are supposed to do the chores, wash the clothes, take care of the kids, cook the dinner, while men lazily sit down and watch there beloved television, read their paper, and basically reside in their own selfishness. As if the women should feel lucky to have this kind of man around. As if they are doing us a favor for being there and remaining with us. Never striving to enhance her life, as she fully deserves, not only does this kind of psychic emotional abuse go on, a women eventually finds herself feeling undeserving,
Undeserving of what? Of any kind of loving kindness from this man by her side. Eventually she feels unloved, undernourished, underappreciated. And the man thinks he's doing enough by going to work everyday, and bringing home the bacon. What ever happened to a man wanting to please his goddess in every way? What ever happened to him honoring her as a woman, then lover, then wife, then mother of his children. Where has this respect toward women gone lost? I’m not trying to be feminist in any way. It’s not about being right or wrong, Left wing, right wing. It’s about the basic tenet in life. Do we appreciate anything feminine, whether that being our mother, our wife, our sister, and our mother earth...Look at the way we treat mother earth for example?
We bulldoze, ravage, pollute her earthly body and build monuments and institutions of fear, thinking how great and accomplished we are. We don't even consider how the great mother feels about all this ignorant action. We don’t strive to live in harmony with her. We don’t ask her for permission. We take her for granted, for all the fruits, and nurturing she provides for us. We think well that’s what she's supposed to do, feed her earthly children. And out of compassion for our little minds she continues to give. The same is for you lover. Appreciate her love for you. Have reverence and gratitude for having met her. Offer up your heart, your time, and your listening ear. Give her the respect for all her offerings to you. Remind her how beautiful she is, and how thankful you are to have her in your life.
Give her a gift, send her flowers. Every day is an opportunity to show her how thankful you are in receiving her love. A woman’s love is great, can feed you for life, it has given you life and will continue for all eternity. This love is a precious commodity that is never to be taken lightly. It is like any investment. If you watch your investments carefully, tend to what it needs, feed it your time, knowledge, experience, and attention it will grow. In the end you will prosper and see its return to you. If you feed a woman these qualities, I promise you, you will see the return in multitudes and better than any material investment can give you. Not only will you have a strong woman by your side that feels your nourishment, in return she will hold you for life as the man of her dreams. Why? Well because in giving will you receive. You give her your appreciation and show her in every way that you love her for being in your life, she will have no hesitance in giving you her trust, her confidence that you are the one for her.
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" A woman's issues of soul cannot be treated by carving her into a more acceptable form as defined by an unconscious culture, nor can she be bent into a more intellectually acceptable shape by those who claim to be the sole bearers of consciousness. No, that is what has already caused millions of women who began as strong and natural powers to become outsiders in their own cultures. Instead, the goal must be the retrieval and succor of women's beauteous and natual psychic forms. "
"Once women have lost her and then found her again, they will contend to keep her for good. Once they have regained her, they will fight and fight hard to keep her, for with her their creative lives blossom; their relationships gain meaning and depth and health; their cycles of sexuality, creativity, work, and play are re-established; they are no longer marks for the predations of others; they are entitled equally under the laws of nature to grow and to thrive. Now their end-of-the-day fatigue comes from satisfying work and endeavors, not from being shut up in too small a mindset, job, or relationship. They know instinctively when things must die and when things must live; they know how to walk away, they know how to stay."
" A healthy woman is much like a wolf: robust, chock-full, strong life sforce, life-giving, territorially aware, inventive, loyal, roving. Yet, separation from the wildish nature causes a woman's personality to become meager, thin, ghosty, spectral. We are not meant to be puny with frail hair and inability to leap up, inability to chase, to birth, to create a life. When women's lives are in stasis, or filled with ennui, it is always time for the wildish woman to emerge; it is time for the creating function of the psyche to flood the delta."
From Book: "Women Who Run With the Wolves" by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D.
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Upholding the Goodness: Part 1 - The Battle For The Soul
It is your duty... when the negative energies call.
-Peace Mother
For days now, the air has felt thick and heavy. There has been wave after wave of negative energies floating around us. Each night I sleep very little, waking up many times, sensing this energy. I have been smudging the Center many more times than we normally do, to clear out the malevolent energies. Many people I have spoken to are aware of it. Others are feeling it, it is registering within them, around them, but because they still are not conscious of the "unseen" world", they stay perplexed or in denial. Nonetheless, it is affecting their feelings and behavior, as well as that of those around them.
I have felt the sadness in the air for days and today when I got out of bed I took a deep breathe and felt, "Ah, so much sadness still in the air."
Please offer up extra prayers today for humanity. Although these waves may trigger things in you, it is much worse for others who are not cognizant of the battle of the soul and how to protect themselves. Not everyone has spiritual practices, a Teacher, or a path that they can take refuge in. They may have Angels and Spiritual Guides around them, but they do not know it or have not accepted their presence and therefore are at a disadvantage in succeeding spiritually. You are supremely blessed when you know who your Spiritual Protectors are and how to call on them for aid and solace.
At critical moments like this, it is especially important to uphold the Goodness, Courage, Love and Faith of the Universe. When you choose to be happy, to stay close to God, to make wise choices, to surrender the ego, to serve selflessly, to stay focused on your spiritual path, to see God everywhere, to embrace compassion, to respect and love yourself, to offer up heart-felt prayers, sing radiant songs, think happy thoughts, dissolve negative emotions, and over all, CHOOSE TO TRIUMPH, you are assisting millions upon millions of beings who do not have your strength, who do not possess your conviction and zest for SPIRITUAL VICTORY.
YOU ARE THE KEY… YOU ARE THE ONE. THIS ASSIGNMENT IS YOUR CELESTIAL AND EARTHLY ASSIGNMENT… know that by accepting it with Sacred Enthusiasm and Faith-fullness, your loving energetic presence WILL BE THERE tangibly to assist someone who may be contemplating suicide today, it will provide a tangible reassurance for that being who may feel forlorn and desperate… for all those who are registering this wave of hopelessness that is floating amongst us in an aggressive way. You are the Protector of all the little brothers and sister, who may be suffering today… These waves of negative energies have a determined and focused path. DO YOU?
You must Choose to be strong, to be Good, to be Happy, to be a Radiant Warrior Of Light…this choice must be made for yourself, for your family, for your friends, for all of humanity, for all of Creation. When you do so, you ring the bell for Freedom.
If you choose to uphold the Goodness, to defend the Light for all Creation, you will need to work harder now. The pace of the negative waves continues to escalate. They are seeping in and possessing your loved ones, affecting their moods, hypnotizing them into acceptance of negative, self-destructive behavior.
These forces are just waiting for each person to say, "I fear". As soon as anyone feels or thinks this, the sinister energies of the Universe, celebrate, move right in and proceed to invite more dark forces.
The battle for the soul has escalated. The Golden Law is: You cannot serve two masters. Evil cannot be close to Good, right now. You are at a point of choice with every breath. May you all-ways choose to serve Good, Trust, Harmony, Valor, Strength, and Compassion in the most faith-full way, by doing your spiritual work with great Gusto and dedication. Whatever your spiritual practices, I encourage you to go further, go deeper, let your love grow into a Mighty Force, which can dissolve and uplift, laser-like, wherever it is directed. Choose to be a walking Flame of Devotion to the Goodness of the Universe.
May all beings be happy, tranquil and serene, taking refuge in Divine Mother Grace and Compassion…
~ I love you all, Pash In Lakech, Peace Mother ~
www.sacredpeace.org/teaching...ach-1.htm
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An elderly Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life, saying, “A fight is going on inside me, it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf is evil—he is fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, selfpity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, competition, superiority, and ego. The other is good —he is joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too.”
They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked, “Which wolf will win?" The Elder simply replied, “The one you feed.”
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The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom his emotion is a stranger, he who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed. -Albert
Amazon Tribe Communicates through Heart Sounds
Talking like Dolphins and Whales
In what might be compared to the telepathic, holographic language dolphins and whales use, a tribe of aborigines has been discovered in South America who communicate in a similar way.
These indigenous peoples "talk" to each other using heart sounds that transmit exact images and experiences directly to the other person. Rather than using symbols, such as words, to represent a certain image or experience, the speaker communicates by triggering within the listener the same visual and emotional experience that the speaker is having.
Connecting by Direct Transmission
Renowned spiritual workshop leader, Drunvalo Melchizedek has been exploring the unique wordless communication practiced by this tribe living deep in the Amazon jungle. The Mamas, the religious leaders of the Kogi, "talk" telepathically to each other, speaking from the heart in images. Drunvalo describes his experience with the Kogi, "They make little sounds, but these sounds are not logically arranged into any pattern such as an alphabet. These sounds come from the heart, not the mind, and create images inside your head, and you can see what the other person is communicating."
Sound Delivers the Experience
Drunvalo details how he was taught to communicate using image-producing heart sounds. The instruction came from a Kogi woman who projected her consciousness into a participant at one of Drunvalos workshops. Communicating through this third party the workshop participant, the Kogi woman grasps Drunvalos hand, looks deeply into his eyes and emits "a soft and longing sound." Drunvalo relates, "The sound went straight to my heart and vibrated inside my very center, and I could see what she was saying. She made another sound, and my body responded with another similar sound that had never come from me before. Instantly, we were speaking in a new and profound manner that was so beautiful, so complete. It made all the languages of the world seem inadequate and obsolete. For two hours we communicated in images of full color and depth with all the sensory completeness of real life. I learned about life, and I learned about this woman."
Through this new type of communication, Drunvalo "saw and felt" the Kogi womans village in the Amazon jungle and "met" her husband, family and other native peoples from her village. He also learned why the Kogi came to teach him this new form of communication. The Kogi have a gift for humanity. The Kogi are contacting humanity at this time in order to teach this new powerful way of direct communication through image-producing heart sounds. "The Kogi want me to teach this new way of "talking" to the civilized world," Drunvalo shares. "The teaching of this telepathic form of communication is older than language. In the time before language, all of humanity 'spoke' in this way from the heart, not only to each other, but to all of the animals and the rest of life."
Gift of the Kogi
After learning how to "speak" through heart sound imagery, Drunvalo discovered this intimate form of communication with the Kogi woman had a profound impact on his relationship and feelings for his wife. "When I returned home, I saw my wife in a new light. I loved her in a way that was different, because I could hear the sounds coming from her heart. I could see her pain, and I could see her joy."
How the Kogi "See" People
Drunvalo shares, The Kogi do not see us as sleeping as many of the Hindu and Oriental religions perceive us. The Kogi see us as dead. We are not alive, but only shadows of the energy we could be. We do not have enough life force energy and consciousness to be classified by them as real people.
For more details about The Kogi Story, check out: www.drunvalo.net
by Keith Varnum
www.holisticjunction.com/displ...le.cfm
Rythym alongside plains of heat
Wave of air flies over my hair
Listening to the wheat fields sway
in its inconstancy...
Sun drifts over the horizon
'Till the moon appears with the
cold chill of the night...
I follow the brightest star and
keep my eye on it till I see you again
'Till tommorrow morning
walking along the road of destiny...
As the dusts kicks up with my every step
I listen again to the calls of nature
To the calls of movement and pattern...
I close my eyes
And envision the rotations
The encircling and englobing
of all the stars and all the planets
And the galaxies within all the universes...
Feeling my infinity yet acknowledging
how in this vast space I am one, with myself...
Serene calm waters of a flow
My love pours out to you like the river
The ageless rock of time beats
Heats and pounds emotion into my soul
Loud chattering springs of music
Ring to my ears
Tastes of sea salt kissing my lips
Leaping into the ocean of time
I swim undersea and search for all kind
I encounter every different type
Magnificant beauty and find
I hold my breath as to not
Disturb myself from this wonderful dream
Rising from the dark deep sea
The sun rises with me upon the horizon
Looking toward the silouette of a beautiful white dove
I smile in awe...
How could this be I wonder
How struck I am by your love
transforms
every
particle
in my heart
flooding
bridging
the gateway
into my mind
filling my
every
breath
pulling me to
my knees
in awe of your
presence
shattering
every illusion
of all I thought
I ever wanted
drying my tears
my sadness
disappears
in your love....
To see the world in a peaceful state...
Where people are not afraid of loving and demonstrating love to one another...
Where children can play in freedom and delight as the afternoon sun sets on the horizon...
Where animals are not killed but appreciated for their silent wisdom...
Where lovers don't quarrel but smile in knowing that all is fine...
Where people serve their life purpose and truly enjoy their work....
Where food and water is plenty for everyone...
Where government's place more faith in prayer than in weaponry...
Where schools teach about the importance of wisdom and true understanding...
Where money is not chased but welcomed into our lives...
Where nature is respected and not taken advantaged of...
Where the quality of the soul takes precedence above all...
Where people forgive themselves and one another to release guilt...
Where life is not feared but embraced with hope...
Where fame and power is not worshipped or abused but seen as an instrument to lead others into the light...
Where people get high on love and not on the temporal effects of substance...
Where people aim to uplift and inspire one another and not add more guilt or fear...
Where people are not afraid to express their soul and tell their truth...
Where there is no fear in asking God when in need...
Where when alone in sadness surrendering within prevails over suicide...
Where everyone knows that to judge others is to judge oneself...
Where punishment is seen as an avoidance to truly understanding and forgiving the criminal...
Where people nourish their bodies with nature not artificial preservatives...
Where masks with false smiles are peeled off and the scared child is exposed...
Where life and pure air is inhaled and not the superficial high of a cigarette...
Where people take their time and walk with ease...
Where marriages are entered for life when one feels truly ready....
Where restless hearts become content...
Where opinions and perceptions form into perfect harmony....
Where everyone understands that we are all one....
Where mothers can nurture their children without fear of how...
Where fathers can love their childrens mothers and be dedicated...
Where children can honor their mothers and fathers...
Where neighbors can honor their neighbors as themselves...
Where people trust...
Where the sorrows of past do not repeat but the essence of life sustains the joy of the present...
Where employers aim to lead employees into prosperity...
Where the homeless are inspired and encouraged to release the bonds that hold their soul down from achieving their long lost dreams...
Where the health of humanity is equally treated and not preferenced based on status...
Where quality of life reigns over the quanity of things aquired and done in one lifetime...
Where housing provides a save haven and not a place to worry because the costs are too high...
Where all the sciences and philosophies realise that todays problems are not external but internal...
Where the solutions are seen not in a prescription bottle but inside one's soul...
Where we understand the things that we do to ourselves out of fear of Divine Guidance...
Where we remember where we came from and know why we are here...
Where people are willing to change their minds and dedicate themselves to truth...
Where people are honest with themselves to change their course in life...
Where people dance not to the degrading tunes of violence and false beliefs while reinforcing them, but to celebrate the eternal aspects of life...
Where humanity is respected and one is not afraid to dream and live to see those dreams come true...
Where people die not with regret but in knowing that they lived the best life...
This is my dream...for myself and my dream for the world...
Into My Heart...
This transformative deep ache
wants to lead me to find you
I became lost but I know
In my heart you are there
and will always be there
My soul...
You hold the reasons that I live
You call for me and I yearn to find you
Behind all the pain of all
the years and memories
You hide like a child
Waiting to be found
So I try to gather my things
and I raise my head up high
With an ache and a tear
Like a wanderer I move again
The journey into my heart
never promised to be easy
I must let go of all
I thought would save me
Let it all burn free
And shed lies and illusions of safety
For freedom cannot be given
to me from this world
This is the hardest lesson
I have ever learned
I want to embrace you
peacefully rekindled
and undiscovered
I seek to open you up like a gift
from the unknown
Reveal your love to me
And shine your light in my dark room
I want to feel your magnificence
Like I did for a moment
on that miraculous day
I tasted a feeling I cannot explain
I cried in joy and shed some pain
It was just a taste
And I am thirsty again
I seek to know what it is that you desire
What did you come here for
In this mysterious place
What do you long for
Come my soul and meet me here in the center of my
being...
Power to Harm Power to Heal
Elane Durham's Prophetic NDE Visions
www.near-death.com/forum/nde/000/75.html
On October 22, 1976, Elane had a stroke, precipitated by a brain tumor, followed by a marvelous near-death experience. She has stated that this experience was the most singular and most important thing that has ever happened to her. She was attending the American Floral Arts School in Chicago and was just three days short of graduation when she suddenly began having seizures. A classmate of hers called the paramedics. The following NDE testimony by Elane Durham and her visions of the future were profiled in the television documentary entitled "Ancient Prophecies". Elane was clinically dead for an hour and was being prepped for the morgue when she came back from the dead. Meanwhile she was give a tour of heaven as well as a vision of what could happen on this planet given our current course. Elane describes her NDE:
When I got to the hospital, it was not as if I was on the gurney look up, but I was moving, not necessarily walking, but I was at eye level along the right side of the gurney."
And there was my body on it, but I did not have any relationship at all to that body.
The next thing that I can remember is running across the fields of grass. There were maybe five or seven people that were there waiting for me. And I realized that one of them was my grandmother who died when I was nine years old. The other one was my husband’s friend Virginia and she had just died the previous February.
I was back in my body with a body slam and the defibrillators were above me getting ready to jolt me again. They continued to work with me but when my heart stopped again for the last time and I was pushed to one side to be prepared for the morgue."
Once again, Elaine reported leaving her physical body and entering a spiritual realm of light.
I was pulled into billions and billions of diamond-like sparkles and I was one of them."
Then Elaine was shown visions of the future. After she received these visions, she returned to her body and found herself lying in the morgue.
Elane Durham's Prophetic NDE Visions
The following prophetic NDE visions is taken from Elane's book, I Stand All Amazed: Love and Healing from Higher Realms (pages 53-56).
A Changed North America
As the angel pointed in front of me a wide view of land and water opened up, so that at first I thought I was seeing two countries. Instantly it was made known to me that I as looking at a vastly changed portion of North America, which was completely divided by a large body of water, and which had lost a large part of both eastern and western shorelines. As I saw this I was given a total understanding of the natural and man-made disasters that would need to occur to make these changes, and I was informed that these might or might not come to pass according to our choices as a people -- according to my choices as an individual.
Great Destruction
In this scenario icebergs and polar icecaps were melting. Earthquakes had occurred and there had been hurricanes and fierce storms -- the whole country had been ravaged by these things. I could also see massive fires burning here and there -- not so much the flames as the smoke that was ascending toward me -- as huge areas of the country seemed to be being burned. There were also explosions in some areas, sort of like sheet lightning in a dark sky, that were doing great damage.
Where Washington and Oregon had been there were mostly islands, the water coming inland over most of California and Arizona and parts of Utah and Nevada. Yet there were also islands there, massive ones, so it wasn't like it was all ocean....
On the East Coast I saw that much of the eastern seaboard was gone, though the water did not come so far inland as it did on the West Coast. I was also aware that the southern half of Florida was under water.
I don't remember seeing anything like Central America or South America, for water surrounded what I was seeing, and I didn't really focus on what was beyond that water. Yet at the same time, I had the understanding that the waters had risen around the entire earth, and that everything had changed to one degree or another.
Two Separate Countries
The area of water in the middle of . . . the United States was massive, and was widest or most extensive in the north. There were no Great Lakes as I had known them, for all of them had come together into this huge sea that extended northeastward into the ocean. The inland sea also extended southward, filling most of the Mississippi an Missouri River valleys and widening by many, many miles the Mississippi River where it flows into what we know as the Gulf of Mexico. This sea was so vast that I knew it could not be bridged, and so in essence the United States had become as two separate countries.
A New Seat of Power
I was also aware that the seat of power, or patriotism, had moved away from Washington, D.C. There was so much turmoil and warfare on the eastern side of this body of water that no authority really existed there. I understood then that in the scenario I was being shown, our country had come to the very edge of destruction -- to the brink of losing everything, because myself and hosts of others like me had chosen to seek worldly things rather than loving or serving others.
Additionally, we had refused to care for our precious natural resources. Because of our greed and selfishness our national government had lost most of its power, and could no longer completely govern or control. National laws were ignored, and there was no true nationwide governmental infrastructure left. What government there was seemed to be territorial, sort of like large tribes or groups of people who had banded together.
And I saw that because of the ramifications of these day-to-day choices the people, especially on the eastern side of this new body of water, lived in great danger and fear. There was tremendous anarchy and crime -- sort of like the Los Angeles riots spread nationwide. And the normal citizens kept themselves hidden away from all this, barricading themselves into their homes or wherever they had gathered together for security. many children didn't go to school, commerce as we know it had pretty much ceased, many people were starving to death, there was terrible violence from people who seemed like roving gangs -- it was just an awful scene of confusion and turmoil.
Yet in this scenario there was less of that turmoil on the western portion of our country. There was even a certain amount of prosperity, and it was there that I could see the new seat of power, if that is what it could be called. This area, or city or whatever, while on the eastern edge or shore line of the western portion of land, was located in almost the exact center of the combination of both halves of the country. Later when I looked at a map of the United States, I realized that it would have been very near present-day Kansas City.
From this location I could see power radiating outward, almost like light flowing out to strengthen and stabilize other areas. This power was what I called patriotism or strong moral character or spirituality -- a true spiritual force that was the only real governing power over the whole land. This is why I called that area the seat of power.
But I must state this power was totally spiritual -- a true power of spirit such as the angel beside me was exhibiting, or that I had felt emanating from Christ while I had been in His presence.
The Native Americans
I also sensed that some of the Indians -- the Native Americans -- were partially responsible for the peacefulness that was on the western side of this water. Some of these Native American peoples had a knowledge of how to live from the land, or how to be in harmony with it so it would bring forth in abundance according to their needs. They were teaching this spiritual knowledge to the people around them, and all the people were starting to learn to live in harmony with each other. At the same time they were beginning again to prosper by becoming harmonious with nature, or the natural elements upon which they depended.
Cassandra Musgrave's Prophetic NDE Visions
www.near-death.com/forum/nde/000/77.html
Cassandra Musgrave, from Lake Oswego, Oregon had a profound NDE when she was twenty-three years old that changed her life and provided a prophetic glimpse into our planetary future. As the guest speaker at December's meeting, she scoffed at claims that NDEs result from drugs or other physical anomalies. She states, "An NDE happens to your soul, not to your body."
In 1974 while water skiing with friends, she took the last run of the day. The waves were choppy, so rough that she was forced to let go of the rope. As she fell, it wrapped around her forearm, dragging her beneath the water. Her boyfriend was driving the boat, chatting and drinking beer with his friend. They didn't notice that Cassandra was down. She didn't panic, but had thoughts like: "This is a problem. I blew it this time. If I die, Mom will be really mad at me."
As she struggled to hold her breath, she felt herself rise in the air, yet she saw her body just under the surface of the water, being dragged at high speed. She saw the two men in the boat talking to each other, oblivious to what was happening to her. She saw her
three-year-old son playing on the shore. Cassandra was sucked into a tunnel where she could hear swishing and clicking sounds. She traveled fast toward the light at the other end, excited, feeling she was going someplace she had once been. She came out where there were flowers everywhere, brightly colored and gorgeous. Then she found herself surrounded by the universe, out in a galaxy with stars all around her. Although she couldn't see anything solid beneath her feet, she felt like she was standing on something.
Melchizedek came up to her. He didn't identify himself, but she recognized him and knew she had always known him. In the beautiful light that seemed like liquid love, Cassandra was the best of her. She stated, "I felt free. It was wonderful seeing him!"
Melchizedek was bearded, stood eight or nine feet tall, wearing forest green, rich burgundy and gold robes with a turban-like head covering. They communicated through thoughts. He said, "Are you ready to come?"
She exclaimed, "Already?" She felt that she had made a previous contact or agreement with him. She knew it wasn't her time to die, that she hadn't accomplished all she had committed to do. She understood that people on earth had chosen earth, their parents, the time to be there, lessons to be learned, and their situation that was designed for each person's growth. She gained the understanding that we are not victims like we think we are; however, it takes great courage to be born on earth at this time. Above all, she knew we were given free choice.
Although Melchizedek let her know it was acceptable that she not return to earth, she panicked at the idea. She felt like she had flunked earth.
Melchizedek said, "We don't see it that way."
She argued that she wanted to go back because she had more to do. She was drawn toward a border, but knew if she passed it, she couldn't go back to earth. To her left in the distance, she saw an entrance like a cave, glowing with light that led into another dimension where people were studying and learning lots of information.
Concerning that dimension she states, "In that space you know it all."
In the other direction, she saw crystal-like buildings or temples with gold framing.
She saw that earth was a difficult place to be right now, but there was a divine plan, and things would eventually be okay. A twenty-year span between 1992 to 2012 was a time of great transition of the earth in preparation for the dawning of the Millennium.
She understood that Mother Earth is alive, and surges of light are sent down to help heal it because it suffers from the pollution it is exposed to, and the increments of light cause bizarre weather patterns. She saw more frequent earthquakes, large tidal waves, a polar shift and the ice caps breaking up and melting. She saw the earth's surface changing, and many people dying, often in large numbers because they couldn't handle the light and its consequences, and they chose to do die because their souls needed further growth in another sphere. She saw people who had prepared themselves spiritually and were protected, while those around them died. She saw three days of darkness. She also understood that catastrophes could be lessened or delayed through the power of prayer.
She says we have spiritual amnesia, having forgotten the knowledge we possessed before birth; there is a higher consciousness for each of us, and it is important that we connect with God through prayer and meditation to be awakened. She defines prayer as talking to God, and meditation as listening to Him.
Melchizedek showed Cassandra what would happen if she chose to die. She saw her body carried to shore where she was given mouth-to-mouth resuscitation without success. Her boyfriend was crying, and she knew he would feel guilty for the rest of his life. She saw her son and knew she couldn't leave him yet. She didn't want people to suffer because of her untimely death, and because she had spiritual work to do, she chose to return to earth.
Cassandra found herself back in her body that had a will of its own. It was panicked and fearful. Coughing and sputtering, she surfaced behind the stopped boat, and yelled, "Don't you idiots see, I'm drowning?"
As they reached shore, her son said, "What took you so long, Mommy? I thought you were never coming back."
She knew that somehow he was aware of more than her 10-minute trip around the lake.
After her NDE, energy stayed with her for some time, and she could see auras around people. She didn't talk about it much because others were uncomfortable with her story or didn't understand. The longing to find the divine spirit she experienced during her NDE, led her for the next twenty years on an inner journey of spiritual study that included ministerial training through the Unity Church.
Cassandra is researching NDEs that include prophetic insights. If you have experienced one that you would share with her, you can contact her at:
Cassandra Musgrave
267 Cervantes
Lake Oswego, OR 97035
Phone: (800) 503-8898
access code #1
Cassandra Musgrave described her NDE visions of the future in the television documentary entitled "Ancient Prophecies". Here is how she described them:
"Basically, I saw that there was a 20 year period from 1992 to 2012. Things will be greatly accelerated on earth. All these things will be manifest by great earth changes: earthquakes, floods, tidal waves, great winds. I also saw there were certain areas that would be particularly affected – the areas of the east coast, which will be a surprised regarding earthquakes. I remember very clearly Japan slipping into the ocean. I was shown there was going to be something akin to 3 days of darkness. I don’t feel it is from a nuclear war. To me, it was more of a feeling of natural earth disasters with smoke from volcanoes that would block the sun. We are all going to be on a roller-coaster ride, and yet it is not forever. If we have darkness for 3 days, it will pass. We will always have the light."
THREE POPULAR WAYS OF AVOIDING POWERFUL GUIDANCE
by Caroline Myss
www.myss.com/Newsletter030403.asp
Method Number 1: Act Confused and Stay Confused: It's
Still an Act
Consider for a moment how many paradoxes are at work
within you. How many contradictions animate your
psyche and soul on a nonstop basis? If you answer this
rapidly, I say humph to that. These are questions that
require slow thought. And of course I have to add,
"How aware are you of the clever ways you have
developed to avoid connecting to your guidance?"
As a starter, here's a familiar paradox that serves
the purpose of maintaining sufficient confusion so
that you do not have to make any immediate changes in
your life -- while wanting your life to change
completely. The method is to stay confused regardless
of how clearly you recognize your intuitive voice. "I
completely trust in the Divine . . . however, not
really. . . . Well, I have a mortgage to think about
and kids . . . and even if it's just me . . . I can't
just go wandering off on some spiritual walk-about.
But no . . . I really do have complete trust in the
Divine . . . and I absolutely KNOW that I was born for
some higher purpose. . . . What am I waiting for? Oh,
a sign . . . well, not A sign . . . just a, uh, well a
job with, you know, medical insurance and a pension
plan . . . but not just any job. No, no, it has to be
one with a spiritual purpose and path of service. . .
. But let's face it, we have to think of tomorrow and
retirement accounts. What? No, I live in the present
moment. 'Now, Now, Now' - that's my motto, but we can
never be too cautious."
Method Number 2: Consciously Break the Rules
Another common method of avoiding powerful guidance is
to break the rules of cosmic order, because you think
that you can handle familiar consequences better than
unfamiliar change. When you make a choice that
violates a higher truth that you maintain as part of
your spiritual rules, you have to compensate for that
choice by fabricating a rationale. You start to fixate
on the "righteous reasons" you have that excuse you
from honoring your spiritual rules. Negative
righteousness is a very effective way of avoiding
powerful guidance, because negative feelings give you
the "right" to postpone change. For example, holding
on to past grievances can often serve as an emotional
anchor that gives a person a reason to remain fragile
and too vulnerable to get on with life. Few will risk
telling a wounded person that she has had enough of
her wounds and that it's time to make some serious
changes in her life. That kind of comment is
considered harsh and unfeeling, but is it really? In
the early days of a trauma, compassion is indeed
required. But as time goes on, how can it possibly be
useful to the wounded individual for people to support
her remaining wounded - especially if her emotional
injuries render her, consciously or unconsciously,
unable to get on with her life?
Number 3: Rely on Popular Excuses
Finally, we avoid powerful guidance by relying on
popular social, emotional, and financial excuses that
allow us, even if only for a moment, to tell our
intuitive system that we will attend to the guidance
we are receiving as soon as it includes a safety net.
Children, lack of financial resources, fear of
failure, fear of being alone, and fear of everything
are the most common roadblocks to incoming guidance.
The people who say things like, "I know I am supposed
to do something special" are usually leaning on one or
more of the above reasons to avoid powerful guidance.
And these are effective, at least for a while. But
then children grow up, the fear of failure never ends,
the years pass rapidly, and soon there is no time or
space left to do that "something special." And then
what? You become one of those people who write
sentimental Hallmark-like poems about how you would
live your life differently if you only had another
chance. You would become bold and daring and you would
wear purple hats and pause to smell the roses and
appreciate the sunsets. Yuck.
Here are my final thoughts on this matter, other than
encouraging you to spend the next few weeks reviewing
your own blockades. Every prayer is answered
immediately. You don't have to fast, light candles,
hang wind chimes from your back porch, and turn
vegetarian in order to get directions on what to do
with your mind, body, spirit, and life. You simply
need to respond to the signals: body stress, emotional
input, mental highs and lows, your intuition. Courage
is something that will never enter you through prayer.
Only action brings courage. If you can't immediately
respond to major stress signals, or strong creative
direction, then respond by doing something "small."
Just respond. At the very least, do yourself the favor
of admitting when you are avoiding powerful guidance.
It reduces spiritual stress considerably.
And that's it for this topic.
I'm sure I don't need to say this to any of you, but I
am going to say it anyway: Let us all pray for peace.
God bless all of you.
With love,
Caroline
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