that things just are not moving along as fast as they could be? I'm feeling like that right now. Finances are slow to come along to meet my needs. The frustration in trying to decide what to do next. People don't return your calls or answer your e-mail. Which competition to enter or not enter. Costuming coming along slowly. Just getting things together for the future seems impossible sometimes.

Right now, all I want to do is focus on my dance. I want to begin taking other forms of dance lessons inorder to strengthen areas that I'm weak in. Like balance and spins.... I'd Like to get back into Ballet and Modern Jazz. Get back to my daily practice routine which has been languishing cause of my going to the gym to prepare for the level one. Now that that is over I need to find a balance between the gym and personal dance practice. If I believed that I could stop going to the gym, I would; but there are other goals involved with that plus I need to be in my best shape for when I go down to the Mothership in July for the Multi level week long and then in October for the level two week long intensive. Then go back in 2009 to test for level two....

I have two competitions to prepare for, BDUSA and Lillies of the Valley. Still trying to pick my music, Ugh!!! Then get hot on the choreography of the two pieces.... Then there is the part of me that says just drop out of the competition scene this year and just concentrate on your dance practice and level two certification, but I know that is not going to happen cause I want the feedback on my progress and going to the competition is how I get my feedback and check my progress.... Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....