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Steve

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joined on 04/06/05
last updated 12/26/08
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There are a lot of kind people here

I am amazed at the generous nature of most tribe members that I've encountered thus far. They're willing to share their experiences in life and their knowledge freely with me. If my two cents can feed this family of friends half as well in return, yet another cool thing will have occurred in my life.

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Passionate minds at work

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Cause for pause

Gender
Male
Age
53
Location
about me
I try hard and am truly interested, though not the brightest bulb under the shade.

To bring a dead music to life is the among the most erotic feelings I know of.

Loving the kitchen and feeding my loved ones go hand in hand with my pleasure.

Being honest to myself at all times has always been, and will remain the best policy.
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My Testimonials

October 10, 2005
My favorite kitchen guru and true blue tribe friend! I look forward to every thoughtful letter I get in my mailbox. He brightens my days and makes me smile without fail. I'm so lucky to have him!
June 12, 2005
WE HAAAAAVE A WINNER! hehe*


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what was, is

I'm still a running blur.
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My guts strung out

We were birds just North-East on the fence-line,
against the Dakota blue
there with the off-coal
and white clouds.



Ask me and I'd say,
they were a bit too blue up there like that
reminding me of you_
fresh from a shower
and field of flowers laughing.

We were high there,
about the gold heads
of tall grass dancing
naked.

Giggling at me you smiled
and questioned: Tell me, do I fly too?
_Well of course silly,
you know you do...
Fri, October 23, 2009 - 9:58 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

Today, 4:32 AM

Insomnia starts the day. Glancing at the clock for the umpteenth time, and three, well maybe five cups of old coffee later, my eyelids open to find ants invading the bathroom. Poison for them, another cup for me, and listening to my honey in bed snoring away, I begin to think about his dreams and wonder if I'm even in them?

It would be so easy now, putting on shoes to take the trash out, to envision being tossed aside in that snooze filled slumber-land. A blond, tanned ... read more
Mon, October 19, 2009 - 8:36 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
I ask for the beer,
and drink it down_
and another,
and another,
and another,
until...

Fishing some quarters
from my pocket
I place them on the oak,
and stumble for the door
weaving a nod_
till tomorrow.

Half in salute
he plunges another glass
into sudsy water,
to pump vigorously off
the scum of this day.
Sat, October 10, 2009 - 7:17 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
He told her one day after eating lunch, “It’s not a matter of love, I don’t even like you anymore.” Passing a brush through her bushy red hair, she looked from the ceiling, to him.

He felt a pain. He’d not seen the flash of her blue eyes_ that kind of blue, for very long time, and it hurt. It hurt wrong. His left arm numbed. He touched his right hand to his chest, and sank to his knees in agony.

“Yeah honey…,” she mused, after the coroner left, “but I’ll be the one collecting the checks.”
Fri, August 28, 2009 - 2:49 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

Sunk on the table
an old melon draws gnats
with its heady putrefying scent.

So much like you
melodramatically flopped,
accenting my sofa-

Sloshed and complimenting
with an assured seriousness,
your martini’s olive.
Fri, March 6, 2009 - 11:21 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Once lived two boys, Omar and Hassain, in a village at the foot of a great mountain. Passing by it one day, the notion to climb passed through their heads. It was said by elders in the village to be a mountain of God, and in climbing to its top one could hear his voice; and so the two set out.

It wasn’t long when the littler of the two, Hassain, grew weary. His small legs trembled. Having rested several times, it was decided between them to return some day when he was a bit older and st... read more
Sun, February 8, 2009 - 8:08 AM permalink - 0 comments
 

The purple fuzzy pile purred at me as I walked by. Good Lord, did one wink as well?

“Sweet, delicious fruit, fresh and juicy, the best that money can buy!” The squat round-faced man behind the counter hadn’t answered my question.

“Yes, but what are they?” I repeated a second time.

“They’re unlike anything else,” he continued eagerly unabated. “Filled with all the wonders and goodness one could ever desire in a fruit, but so indescribably delicate and evasive to the palate. C... read more
Mon, February 2, 2009 - 7:20 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

“Tom! Hey Tom, where’d you put the gun?” I heard Jeffee call from out back. Bein’ a lazy butt Saturday mornin’ I only want to roll over and stuff the pillow up my ears. But friends are friends right? I shouted from where I was laid out, “Where you left it ya big doofus!” “And where’s that?” he yelled back. I stretched looking up at the yellow-brown, rain stained, ceiling. “Well, why don't you go check up in the fort.”

Rusted boards nailed two years back squawked as he climbe... read more
Fri, January 30, 2009 - 7:59 PM permalink - 3 comments
 

Friend, Paul, I need of you a soul lain bare. Since her passing I have made love to my pillow, lonely. When I cry into its folds wondering why God has taken her, a violent shaking occurs within. I wonder at its meaning, and us. Sighing heavy into the dark night, I think about the smells, the wetness of her hair after love, and of what you've left inside.

Friend, I knew long of your loving her, and, I approved. Seeing your eyes seep into hers on Christmas day broke my heart. It br... read more
Sun, December 28, 2008 - 9:11 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

Ah, my dear Bettie-
brilliant light fades away,
how I will miss you.
Fri, December 12, 2008 - 7:53 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

So late the day, and suddenly
tomorrow’s blazed before-
a rising sun that bids farewell
the moon’s enraptured roar.
Mon, December 8, 2008 - 11:39 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

Decapitation:
Swift blade severs head; there's steam
comes from the basket.
Thu, November 6, 2008 - 7:56 PM permalink - 2 comments
 

Cold at this hydrant
it smells of politicians,
even after words.
Sat, October 18, 2008 - 11:51 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
It started like any other evening with Emily bringing me tea. Cold with lemon and just the right sweet- she handed it to me landing a kiss. She glanced at my blank notebook and yellow pencil silent on the page, questioning nothing.

She’d replaced the Bermuda two months ago with Buffalo grass, it bordered on a wilderness that we both tended to like at times, and so I questioned her, “Em, don’t you just love all this green?”

Pausing after refilling her jelly jar, she looked around, “Yes, ... read more
Wed, October 8, 2008 - 12:15 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Coyote slings the rat up in the air. It is dead, but coyote still plays. It drops to the ground. Coyote ruffs at it. It stays there and coyote ruffs again. Then coyote whines, cocks his head, sniffs the rat and eats.

Licking his lips, coyote runs over to the brush-pile again. Ears perk up_ listen. Nothing that you could ever hear, but coyote does. He hears. Springs coil in his haunches. Coyote leaps high, and wiggles through the ground cover grabbing another rat.

In the shadows of a de... read more
Sun, September 28, 2008 - 7:11 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
The baby was crying. She couldn’t go to it. She didn’t have the time. Held at bay, cornered in the kitchen, two young hooligans stood hands up staring down double barrels. Behind Sarah, her twelve-year old son Ryan put the phone receiver on the table. He wiggled his shoulders tight, “She says it’ll be a couple minutes till they get here, but to go ahead and talk, she says, and 'yes' she can hear you.”

“Ryan, you take Jenny and see what Charlie wants- Jenny, go with Ryan.” Taking his nine... read more
Sat, September 27, 2008 - 12:12 PM permalink - 3 comments
 

That we share our fleas
as old dogs is quite enough,
you may keep your worms.
Sun, September 14, 2008 - 6:22 AM permalink - 0 comments
 

If one could but see, it’s a desolate landscape framed by the wintered Sakhalin forest. We trudge toward our destination at night. There is the hard crunch of cold snow made by feet. A scream, a woman’s scream splits the night, echoing in the dry air. Approaching a hissing gas lamp, see, that yes, indeed there is much snow, snow dirtied by soot and street. Enter into the gray brick building below this dim glow: the hospital. Down long tiled antiseptic corridors and encounter a man pacing. H... read more
Sat, May 31, 2008 - 10:22 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
I see in myself momentarily mirrored:
A pair of naked yearning eyes
succumbed to that beautiful self,
flawed, indecent of character.

Fancy dancing the pinkest groan,
ecstatically jumping an honest bone,
enwrapped in the most violent
of tangos- she tosses
the last flower away.
Sun, May 11, 2008 - 6:59 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Tortoise, with nails gray-brown that had toughened each day of his many long lived, till one day he thought of them “My nails are hard; yes, yes they are the toughest ever crawled upon” and so, it was with that thought he set out to challenge life.

“This shell is a fortress hardened by tribulation, thus I am strong; I will persevere.”

At first, small pebbles merely parted as he shuffled his slow way forward. Gradually though, over time, much larger stones also creaked and groaned at hi... read more
Sun, April 6, 2008 - 8:23 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
Hung apple
haste in weight,
of sun’s most radiant slide,
gold rays aplenty taste you then,
to fill Eve’s knowing eyes.

That darkly storm-clouds' gathering,
indifferent tossed their rhythm;
a rainbow - hope,
outside the land of God,
new fruit is given.
Wed, March 12, 2008 - 1:44 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Inevitable
as sunrise changes profound,
through day older eyes.
Mon, March 3, 2008 - 11:52 AM permalink - 0 comments
 

The days were the days,
not those that I knew,
but of scent and in hues
quite familiar.
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 10:52 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
What price the pound of flesh then
when offered on the street,
that in like of herring
or tasty kidney meat?

Should she twine her hair 'round
and coo you with her voice,
what price the pound of flesh then
when mounting that of choice?
Wed, January 30, 2008 - 4:57 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Some folks
eat Roo,
do you?

Some folks judge
others too,
but do you?

And when it’s spilt,
milk will run
downhill;

To find a honeyed place inside
that nook to hide
and still…

Some folks rue
their food,

Well,
do you?
Mon, January 28, 2008 - 9:08 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

The stiffening,
quickening heartbeat
of disemboweled thoughts
pound.

They race hot
like hurried
nasty teen sex;
coming out sticky
and grinning
at silly creation,
with all the moon-pie eyes
of God on a good day.
Sat, November 17, 2007 - 8:01 PM permalink - 4 comments
 

“The Hymn to God”
he painted,
the fishes they do sing;
of silent voices
in the depths,
and beauty’s
subtle theme.
Sun, November 11, 2007 - 8:29 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
An indifferent breeze dries
the ragged clothes of longing;
combating aching bones, home,
my house- and possessions.

High spirits sent zagging
haphazard into a blue sky,
silhouetted easily,
a dancing butterfly
in the rippling grasses.

Overwhelmed (serve me this scene),
a time when even
thick thorned roses weep.

I take my softened heart
thinking now of colder winters,
and that longing for a field’s flowers
with mud between my toes,
I knew then
they kept me from that ma... read more
Thu, October 11, 2007 - 11:11 PM permalink - 2 comments
 

I’ve only a while
to make you
smile bright.
Might a hop, skip,
or small jump
do for you,
when I am
but memory
and through
here?

A bee trapped in the
window looks out …
Sun, September 23, 2007 - 7:07 PM permalink - 5 comments
 

I wanna be the red skin.
I wanna be the martyr,
hung up, nailed,
shot like coyote.

Roped to the hood
of a ‘52 Chevy;
a downed deer
rolling eyes and
sticking tongue
at everyone
that stares.

I wanna be the Injun
layin dead in the dirt,
beneath your cork gun.
That would be so cool.
Tay ya.
If only I weren’t so white.

I wanna have eagle feathers
hangin from my head,
wear buckskin britches.
(I wonder if my balls would sweat,
or be cooled hanging free?)

Tommy g... read more
Sun, August 19, 2007 - 7:49 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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