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last updated 04/18/07
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Can't shake it....
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I think I have almost like an obsession with my ex. It's not that I love him anymore but I think I had just became accusomed to "loving him". I am workign on getting over it though. I have finally bagan "dating" (two guys in 2 1/2 years isn't bad....
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WTF is wrong??
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So I have been trying so hard to fight the "blues". The sitting in the bathroom at work crying, crying in the car, faking it at the evening job (allergy story) always sniffling (which definitely doesn't look good especially when your nose is a lit...
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Sometimes...
(blog entry)
SOmetimes it just feels like no one cares. Which is kind of stupid when I have friends who have done everything they could to try and make it better for me. I have been told that it may just be my lonliness talking. I have not had a real boyfirned...
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oops!
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So I did something that i am not proud of and I am trying not to dwell/regret it, but it is hard. I am trying to keep myself distant from certain people and situations but it is hard. I am and always have been an emotionally charged person and can...
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damn radio
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So i am sitting here been in the greatest mood and now not exactly in a bad mood but....so I am listening to the oldies and that song somes on "Have you seen her, tell me have you seen her?....oh I see her face everywhere I go..." Well you get the...
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I think I have almost like an obsession with my ex. It's not that I love him anymore but I think I had just became accusomed to "loving him". I am workign on getting over it though. I have finally bagan "dating" (two guys in 2 1/2 years isn't bad....Well I did hang out with one other guy) I just need to totally erase him. I need to forget he existed. I am trying to begin writing gain and stuff....But it all seems to be sbout him and the situation he left me in (How much fun a single parent wi...
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So I have been trying so hard to fight the "blues". The sitting in the bathroom at work crying, crying in the car, faking it at the evening job (allergy story) always sniffling (which definitely doesn't look good especially when your nose is a little red) I don't know. I am so tired it feels like. I don't want to wake up in the morning, I don't want to do anything. My house looks like a fucking disaster zone right now and I am seriously considering sending my kid off for the summer with her g...
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SOmetimes it just feels like no one cares. Which is kind of stupid when I have friends who have done everything they could to try and make it better for me. I have been told that it may just be my lonliness talking. I have not had a real boyfirned in about a year. I guess maybe they are right. It's wierd though I have become the laziest no doing nothingest person ever. I don't even want to clean my house. Idon't want to do my dishes and I used to be the cleanest person I know. I have been s...
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So I did something that i am not proud of and I am trying not to dwell/regret it, but it is hard. I am trying to keep myself distant from certain people and situations but it is hard. I am and always have been an emotionally charged person and cannot seem to keep myself from feeling in certain situations. I cannot help but dwell though all I am doing is making myself miserable thinkign about it rolling it over and over in my head. I keep thinking about if I should have done things differently...
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So i am sitting here been in the greatest mood and now not exactly in a bad mood but....so I am listening to the oldies and that song somes on "Have you seen her, tell me have you seen her?....oh I see her face everywhere I go..." Well you get the point I start bawling like a the little ninny baby I am....then I remeber I havent taken my meds and then I take them and taa daa....I am laughng and shit again...not quite sure if I like that....It's like I am now a pill head or something...they mo...
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