Studied Law and found it an interesting puzzle. Won all my cases. A little intelligence, a lot of perseverance. Also majored in translation and am now wrangling with words. I have just launched my own company and on paper, at least, should be a roaring success. I live in splendid solitude, nestled in wild Canadian mountains, ensconced in poachers that have become afraid of me : ))). After a stint in the country country, the silence and the immense space I am looking forward to international living, roaming the Earth.
I am a science-fiction afficionado. I am writing material and essays on societal exploration, multi-dimensional shifting and consciousness expansion through speculative Sci-fi.
I have made huge changes in the past two years and I think that I have passed and mastered the hurdle of abuse.
I will put the blame on my soul wanting to experiment this as I final graduation school.
You have to fine hone all your abilities and talents to survive successfully to such a dismal situation.
I am a survivor but not an embittered broken one.
I am the wise one.
I will leave the part that follows untouched though it was written four years ago when I was a different person.
ADRESSING THE ISSUE OF CHILD ABUSE
I lived through an incredible amount of abuse as a child and got mine in a good Catholic home mainly by a perturbed person who was totally free to indulge her every sadistic whim, power ploys and everything that she willed. Ninety-five percent of her invitees gladly participated. In fact, I was abused by my parents mostly, each in their own characteristic way, but also pretty much everyone who got invited. It is remarkable that so many people, when offered the opportunity will accept to abuse an unprotected child and later adolescent.
That makes you wonder about human nature, does it? or at least the ability that some people have to indulge in that sort of activity when they know they will go unpunished.
Not a pretty.
No one ever seriously came for me.
The ones that were supposed to protect me were cowards and absentees colluding with themselves in exchange for the getaway. They left me with a legacy of shame that I carried for them, on top of everything else.
With time, I have seen them metamorphose into what they really are. The cowards get no easy ride and in the end neither do the predators. They are simply waiting for their appointment in time.
The child is totally at the mercy of the adult(s). As a result, every square inch of my body, mind and soul were repeatedly and violently abused. I spent the earlier part of my life in an isolated insane asylum and a hell-bent destructive environment. These were members of a family who were the local legal and policing establishment (and still are).
In our society of splintering families, the government is the last resort that steps in to insure the basic protection of its weakest members and future citizens. It has many pressing concerns to attend to, and no time to wager war on a different civilisation. Someone needs to police the government, maybe public opinion, maybe you.
How is it that we elect governments that do not even represent the large majority. The power structure has been created and is being maintained for the psychopath. We have bought into the indifference, have allowed ourselves to be disenfranchised. The psychopaths are often simple-minded cowards. We make their job remarkably easy. We entitle them. We have been brainwashed in buying into this state of affairs.
Child abuse is a growing phenomena that needs to be denounced for it leaves permanent scars on those who are/were victimised by it. These are the silenced voice whose contribution will never be heard, the broken voices speaking the language of dysfunction and pain.
Child abuse makes you a stranger in your own life, forever wondering if your reactions are normal, during the first part of your life at least unless you are willing to do the immense work on yourself. The work that your guardians should have done for themselves. Perhaps, these were different times and the resources not available.
However, I could have never acted that way because I have a human conscience.
That life purposely robbed me of a sane blueprint to living. Abusers everywhere are into mind control.
It is not the physical abuse that do you in. If you are not killed nor permanently maimed you will heal and be bodily functional. It is the mental abuse, the most devastating, that ruins you. Your mind is sometimes running with glitches, permanent sensibilities that you have to watch for. You inhabit a place called pain, inherit poison for a memory and constantly jog vicious circles, in more ways than one. I still visit those places but more and more rarely as the necessary healing is taking place. My last pilgrimage will be writing about it.
Predator psychology isolate you. Also, a female child is less important. In some country they are simply left to die in statistically impacting number. There are 80 million female statistically missing in the world. Did you know. What name shall we give it? It is not genocide. It has no name and therefore no verbal existence.
And child abuse is not the only blight that affect society.
I am extremely lucky to have survived and still have my voice. Many don't.
I must lend them mine.
For a long time, it is so hard for me to speak. I never let anyone close because they would find out. They would become one of the invitees. I also carried toxic shame for what had been done to me for my aggressors. It is becoming easier but it is not easy. However, I have to keep going if I am ever going to do what I set up for. The relative anonymity of Tribe has helped me come out with that terrible story and not feel soiled.
It is also not true that such experiences will leave you permanently maimed, not if you choose not to. Not if you choose to work hard. It leaves you well-seasoned and knowledgeable of the darkness of the human mind that few have been privileged to visit.
You have choice. Ever. Prepare for hard work.
And I have come out saner than many that just swallowed the societal drivel and mass-hypnotism.
So what does this say?
How are you going to address the dis-empowerment question ?
And also, while we are at it, how are you going the address the issue of disenfranchisement? Your own disenfranchisement.
For herein lies the solution.
Think outside the limits and remove your blinders.
Then , when this is over, the writing, I will perhaps resume my life as it should have been, doing it all at once because I am so late and so ambitious.
Darkness has slowly and reluctantly released its grasp on me.
I am very angry for having been treated that way.
There is no excuses. There will never be any excuses for that kind of behaviour as, the table slowly turning, I now tear into the abusers.
It is too late for me, but should my actions help the cause, I will have been rewarded.
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