I'm 33 today, yay!. Growing up I was looking forward to being 14 so I could go to the pool by myself. I had thought of what it would be like to be 21 because I could drink but never in a millions years did occur to me what being 30 and above would be like.
I ask myself, am I living an engaged life? I am exercising several days a week. I go to school to use my mind. I have people in my life who care about me and I care about. I have a career I am working on that is meaningful and ever evolving. I love my life. I love being physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually healthy. I don't take it for granted as I spent my 20's feeling numb, depressed, shut down. My energy is way up because I got it flowing. I learned that I needed to express my anger, sexuality, joy, goodness, etc... With like minded folks. I put myself in places that I could and continue to do that. I have gifts that not everyone has. I am very empathetic and I care about the health of everyone. I can work in situations where I use those gifts. A small thing but it's huge actually, people don't know how to eat. A lot of people eat to survive but they are not eating for healthy and optimal functioning. I can help with that. As a society we are not even eating with sanity yet. I can teach people how to eat. We also don't move enough, I can teach people how to move.
So I'm here at 33 and it's been a long strange trip. It's like a new world is open that I didn't see until very recently. This world includes: relationships that are a joy to be in. Where we are kind and funny and good to each other for a long time. This world is one where I have meaningful work that benefits humanity. This world is an engaged world, where I am fully present with all that I encounter.
And I do feel blest my everything these days.
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