Female

39

Hmmm... I'd prefer that we got to know each other in person so there was some intonation available but this is what we have. So...
I am an odd bird. I walk in many worlds. I teach high school by day and look almost as "normal" as other teachers but my true creative self expression is exotic, esoteric, wild, and radiant. I sometimes feel like I lead a schizophrenic life. I aspire towards being an earthy mama of beautiful babes in a quiet place off the grid but I live in LA and spend more time by myself in my car than I do in my garden. I pride myself on being articulate, well educated, and a strong thinker but sometimes it gets in my way such that I forget that emotions are not just "a crutch for the weak" and then I get a tsunami of feeling and don't really know what to do with it. I am practical and aspire towards having so many skills that I am completely indespensible in the new paradigm (growing food, beekeeping, building shelter, making fiber and cloth, raising critters and babies and tending to friends and family for similar things). In the meantime I'm creating structures so I can travel and play and eventually buy a home to build a lush food forest and clearly be living the life of my dreams.