what is in my heart... has been a chord found and stuck that never stops pulsatin...

as the center of the universe pulses...

in practice letting go

old paradigm

and as the

eclipses

preparations

protections from those

whose ways are too aggressive passively or otherwise

whose ways too hyprocritical projecting ailing reflections... paradigms of tired motifs

whose knowin and unwitting behaviors perpetuates the unsustainable of might makes right...

of top ... read more

the first that came to mind pourin cream into the infinite blackness was the design left behind... some with conscious due care as the painters stroke on canvas... leavin impressions... hearts and clovers and then some intricate as silken laces... have you seen such designs... witnessed more often overseas. upon variations of expressos by myriad of labels. as with wine... the instance of appreciation... finer are the details.

upon the lips it pours... palettes baskin in the delicate paints... read more

when i thought it was gettin easier to bein... then another challenge... more trials come my way. being intimately human... findin relief when findin myself... when findin myself intimate and divine... when i visualize in my own embrace. and as much of a challenge it is when i find compassion and love in those tryin times... my heart finds relief.

and as you know having you dad in my life is more than a relief... its been a magical blessing... as much as ive dreamt since a child of a fathe... read more

there is somethin bout dancin to hearts content... amongst friends family genuine... findin beats of ones intent. the core resonatin... dancin the eternal thats ever so. jus got home dancin to hearts content findin solace of heart reachin out expressin love genuine... stumblin in face of lifes torrents... gettin up shakin in loves embrace. blessin come remindin once again loves intent. the whys... the whos... the how... the when and wheres no longer begs to question... no longer begs to diffe... read more

hello everyone~

im goin thru much again. i found another nail on my motorcycle tire just last nite... and no i didnt pick up a nail on a bike ride. found the motorcycle cover lifted off the tail end of the bike... would seem that it was meant to be noticed. this last nail is the third nail found in tire in a years time and is part of a string of events including shit smearing and even slashing of both tires without puncturing.

i pray that the torment transmutes and pray for protections ... read more