notes to self...

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"whether there be prophecies, they shall fail;
whether there be tongues, they shall cease;
whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away."

* en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nutrition

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroglycopenia

Signs and symptoms of "neuroglycopenia"
Abnormal mentation, impaired judgement
Nonspecific dysphoria, anxiety, moodiness, depression, crying, fear of dying
Negativism, irritability, belligerence, combativeness, rage
Personality change, emotional lability
Fatigue, weakness, apathy, lethargy, daydreaming, sleep
Confusion, amnesia, dizziness, delirium
Staring, "glassy" look, blurred vision, double vision
Automatic behavior
Difficulty speaking, slurred speech
Ataxia, incoordination, sometimes mistaken for "drunkenness"
Focal or general motor deficit, paralysis, hemiparesis
Paresthesias, headache
Stupor, coma, abnormal breathing
Generalized or focal seizures

mundane: vomit

[Origin: 1175–1225; ME ermite, hermite, heremite < OF < LL erémīta < Gk erémīts living in a desert, equiv. to erm(ia) desert (deriv. of erêmos desolate) + -ītés -ite1]

throaty grr

hermit...

solace...

exquisite stillness of the world, where you are

the betweens of sociology, less implication for entitlement to be

to be...

not merely to be goaded or thrust

to add such things to being seems reductively quantintative

reducing the being to an aspect... a crumb

stillness all around... just beyond the social fabric, whatever it be

and to parley expects what?

why even place this upon this?

not as if it were'nt read

hate... what's the def

Hatred is an emotion of intense revulsion, distaste, enmity, or antipathy for a person or thing, generally attributed to a desire to avoid, restrict, remove, or destroy the hated object

forebearance:

a refraining from the enforcement of something (as a debt, right, or obligation) that is due


earn a keep
place a practice


forbear the hate
dissolve it into wonder

wonder of other, contrast between

...forbear the hate

~this i do

all is

well as could be expected... moreso perhaps

jaunted paths and rambles
collected impacts

checks and finds no desire to remount heads upon my wall

if they desire, my channel is open

i drop myself and stand again beyond the horizon

ahhh... identificationary pause for relief

so many strands... soo many structures...

awareness drawn out or cleft from within to deal...

coalescence... reconstituents

cloistered collections, there they be

a pause and reflection

time for me

apex

reconstructive