Ive been so hardened and numb to so many things these last few years. I have found it hard to cry, no matter what happens. I listen to this song and the tears finally flow, i FEEL something.
the video link is the official music vid for The sleep Stalkers by Sigur ros. It is sung in icelandic language. the lyrics are below, translated as best as they could be i guess.
the video touches my heart deeply as well.

www.youtube.com/watch

Im Here Again
Inside You
Its So Good Staying He... read more

3 Doors Down- This Time

Unsure of yourself
You stand divided now
Which road will lead you there
Last time you fell and you hit hard
Your wounds have healed by now
But you still see your scars yeah

But its not the way it use to be right now
You've come so far to just let this go my friend , don't go out
The same way you did the last time
Youll break when you fall
Dont make the same mistakes you did all over
Youve got to believe in yourself this time

Live on, live it up today... read more

I have been in roseburg oregon for almost a month now.
I got laid off from my job.........was in a bad living situation with a crazy room mate , all the while still dealing and struggling (in a losing battle) with acoholism and addiction.
I asked my parents to move back with them when I realized my life was not going to get any better until i hit some sort of STOP button.
I also knew that my issues werent 100% addiction to substances........but that I also just gave up on life, long ago... read more

Muay Thai Training
Current mood: hopeful


www.militarymuaythai.com/

BTW, the school is not a "military" establishment. Is teaches the form of muay thai that is taught to thai military and police, hence the name.

So i spoke to my kru suuan (instructor) about posting the link to our school and he said it was fine. Where to begin. I cannot even express the gratitude to the universe I feel for allowing me to find the school I am at. It is not just your average fight gym, MM... read more

O' Say, can you see?
By the dawn's early light
we get 'em young, give 'em guns and ship 'em off to fight
While the rocket's red glare is keeping everyone scared
they say, "just relax - put your trust in me
and you can sit back and watch the war on your screen."

The country's run by lunatics, they're picking up their pens,
writing themselves into Revelation, "this is how it's gonna end!"
Well, I tried hard to bite my tongue, like a good American
but they recruited my little brother ... read more