joined on 10/09/03
last updated 12/28/10
about me
... I try never to say 'no' to life ... throwing myself at it in hopes of soft landings ... knowing that ultimately I have only my experiences or my reasons ... I tend to favor experiences ... I almost always choose love over fear ... love deeply and passionately ... look for beauty wherever, I am and create it when there is none ... I am learning to enjoy the silence and the din ... to know more of me, you might try checking out www.littleredstudioseattle.com ... a place to start ... also, to see me and hear my poetry
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July 15, 2008
she makes a wily poet like me search fruitlessly for words never cheapened by use for others.
I would have to mine new words, create new languages, establish new poetic forms, to do this right, but alas! I must live with my failure.
Suffice it to say, she is brilliant, artistic, driven, personable, sexy, and luminously desperately, beautiful.
April 14, 2006
Ah.... this woman. Amazing spirit, liquid eyes, beauty, power and grace both inside and out. I thank my lucky stars for placing her in my path, and me in hers. Here's to new playmates - may out journeys together onstage be alive and crackling with creativity!
October 28, 2005
A beauty that glows from a place deeper than flesh and an inner stregnth stronger than bone, Eileen is a shining star. In a sea of poetic life, she is a leaping inspiration. Talented and kind. Funny and professional. Brazen and brave. She will awe you with er words and win you with her heart.
October 2, 2005
When I watch Eileen perform at LRS, I am bowled over. I think, "Jesus Christ! I know her! And she is my friend! How hot is that?" I am a happy man in her presence.
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July 1, 2005
i love this woman...she is my mentor and so much more to me...she has taught me much and i value her input and advice on many facets of my life...she inspires me to write poetry and to be the very best i can be...
June 26, 2005
Artist and muse, a joy to know and behold. My life has blossomed in the warmth of her passion for life and art.
May 30, 2005
Eileen...what can I say...an amazement..an incredibly intelligent, self-disciplined, courageous, beautiful (inside and out) young woman that has graced my life for many years. Witty, articulate, loving, caring, with a desire to please others. I have seen her grow and change as she battles life's little and some very huge challenges. She has grown into someone to emulate. Never get into a verbal battle with her..you will lose...she can outtalk anyone, if she chooses to. Charming and fun loving, Eileen is a bright spot in many people's day. So very dependable...she will do what she says she will do..so please be as responsible with her as she is and will be with you. Enjoy her..soak up as much as you can from her..she is a wise soul..sometimes appearing self-absorbed ...don't mis-judge her tho..Eileen is honest...so very honest..and sometimes to her detriment because this leaves her vulnerable to other's dishonesty as she only expects the good in each of us. Handle her as if she is a pearl that needs soft velvet to cradle it and revel in her company!
""There are two ways to live your life.
One, is as though there are no Miracles.
The other is as though everything is a Miracle."
--Albert Einstein
Rebuilding a life
one already restructured by hits
sustained, admirably
still, devastating
lasting, disruptive to form & function
the damage is visible
materializing somewhat crooked and worn
the pull renders this pot, still water bearing
forward
complete
active
heartening in its' support from the universe
frightening, maybe, in its' size & scope
Makes me StoP
I breathe
remember, the Napoleon
flaky, rich full of cream
an unusual indulgence
on my first spring outi...
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Fri, May 21, 2010 - 5:00 PM
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That oh, so romantic beginning
drawing a bath for your love
the white porcelain claw foot tub
light streaming through lace curtains
your joy in ministering, these things
is somehow, frustrating to me
the places you stop, seemingly
when I need your help the most
when my bodies' become lax, muscularly
flaccidly assaulted by the waters sway
my fatigue grows with my panic
recognizing how close the water
is to my nose in repose, bouncing
some vibrancy into my bones
in...
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Tue, May 26, 2009 - 1:54 PM
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She says to write “just for you,
Not for this forum
But you”
I feel the tears well up inside
Knowing I’m far too
Shy
Of my tears
I don’t want to hurt
Can’t imagine
I should
Go further
With this line of thought
What end does it serve
Giving voice
To that heinous
Realization
I’ve little
To show
For the years I’ve spent
Trying it make art
Of me
And all I do
What does it serve?
Piles of watercolors
Reams of notes
Called poetry
But really just
Bits of me
Scattered t...
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Mon, May 18, 2009 - 5:57 PM
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The name of my chapbook, refers to the opening poem, as well as the past-tense, active verb ... here's a taste of some of my best, i think:
Red “Felted” Wool
I’ve got a new hat
it’s red “felted” wool
smoothed by the hands of
one
artisan
somewhere
I imagine
out in the woods
bent over the tub
of cold water
hands chaffed from the
abrasion of wool and the elements
of water, soap and air
hands scrubbing the kinky wool
into these thick layers of knots
that only wool has
does
is
the idea of the abstract
magnification of strands entwined
with one another
excites me
I imagine its’ permutations infinite
like two bodies
magnified by a world of bodies interlocked
as humanity
and thus softened
as felted wool
by each other
Eileen Fix 01/23/04
“tactile cuing”
my therapist
the one who’s focus are my feet and legs
my ambulation
he says ‘tactile cuing’ is ok
suggests, I seek it out
to help me maneuver the space
as I try walking ‘toe to heel’ up the hall
that simple act of laying a finger
along that yellow wall
as I move forward
keeps me steady
graceful
upright
last night
at the party
I ‘maneuvered’ the space
felt free
supported by my friends
and the certainty of
lovingness
strung out like
vines for swinging
from hand to shoulder
waist to arm
eye to smile
felt cued in
I wonder this morning
as I hurry to my yoga class
if pitching forward, down the hill,
I’d roll down to the bay?
no, I’d probably just skin my chin
wonder if the person crossing this path,
down ahead would be offended,
if I asked for her shoulder to cue
would she offer her arm with a smile
or shake me off scowling
wonder if the world
would be better
if we remembered
‘tactile cuing’ is ok?
isn’t it?
mefr 11/15/04
penned 8/03 ... published in 'Grind That Axe' 03, Eileen Fix
I’ve been getting a lot of shit lately … for being too sexxy! … obsessed with it apparently … getting it, I say … think about this … last Saturday, to my absolute astonishment, … before I’d even had time to dress … there was a knock on my bedroom door … subsequently, I was afforded the opportunity of spending the day playing ‘worship the cock’ … “in”-ning until we “broke” for brunch … bathed, basked in the sun while sating ourselves and returned home for more bedtime stories and poetry … oh, yeah, and more sex!
… don’t get me wrong, there was plenty of the kind of action I like … good hard fucking … but, better .. with finesse and a true understanding that that much size endows one with …well, responsibility for the partners’ well-being … that means not hurting me -- too much … using plenty of lube and being responsible for your own orgasm … if you need/want something tell me! If you don’t like me touching your nipples or twisting them, biting you or purring loudly … tell me … I can’t read your mind while my eyes are rolled to the back of my head … you imagine telling me you’d like your sphincter stroked or licked or left the fuck alone! … but no words remotely resembling sphincter ever cross your lips … my point: I didn’t even get out of bed that day and sex was on the menu! … good sex, even …
… obsessed with sex! … just getting it!
… and talking about it without shame, nay with relish … I heard a speaker recently state he’d a theory that sex was simply a myth fabricated by the media to sell products involved in the attraction industry – shampoo that makes you sexy, lipstick that makes you kissable, deodorant for smell and a nice car to show you’re above average as a consumer, as well as, your income bracket … but, actual intercourse wasn’t happening for anyone -- with or without these products … my only thought was confirmed by looking at said speaker and realizing he would think it a myth! … he’s not getting any! I wanted to take him in my arms and debunk his myth theory, right there … no worries, I took that thought
impulse one step further and wasn’t able to convince myself he’d get it …
… so tell me please what’s wrong with sex … I haven’t heard many claim celibacy and yet admitting you’re having sex … well, you might as well tell the world “yes, I am a slut!” … I like sex! … it’s fun … it typically causes me to feel closer to that other human being … not to mention the color returning to my face and the fact that I’m using the equipment God gave me for good not evil … if I have only one life to live or a thousand … it seems to me that sharing such pleasure .. being tied to each other as human beings … sex, however nasty or tame, can’t be a bad thing … coming together … a blessing … a anctification of each other … so, fuck, have sex, intercourse, make love, cuddle, embrace and enlighten another … sanctify one another … I’m having a hard time feeling bad about feeling SO good … I won’t do it … or not do it … and if you don’t want to hear about it … don’t listen … or
read … or … whatever!
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