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1. Lotus my daughter was consciously conceived, I was 18 when she was born on Dec. 13 2001
2. I ripped off my braces with pliers
3. I ran away when I was 14 to Hawaii from Seattle
4. The most important thing in life to me is family.
5. The father of my child is in Prison for 10 years or more & just went there about 2 months ago, we had been separated for 5 years but he was very involved in Lotus’s life & was an amazing father. This event has changed our lives dramatically but in...
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Sat, February 16, 2008 - 12:50 PM
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Mon, August 13, 2007 - 10:55 PM
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When I think about Love I see one truth above all others, embodied as a burning flame that rises above time & space, life & death, struggle & strive.
Beyond mind & beating heart, surpassing any grasp this physical manifestation cans even begin to breathe even the breath of life into. The truth that will forever continue to blow all minds. Truth of divine will.
Our will is the fire, a flame that is all encompassing. Our collective vision will be brought into forwishin through our will. As...
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Tue, February 27, 2007 - 11:52 PM
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A look into the skylike mirror which is Mind as such,
by which the nature of what is absolute, in which neither bondage nor freedom exists, is elucidated.
When it is seen in the course of the Guru's instruction it is the real spontaneous pristine cognition to which everything points.
This is the real presence of reality, to which everything points:
a presence that has nothing of an intellectual creation about it.
This is the absolutely real in all reals:
Beyond cause & condition,
i...
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Tue, January 16, 2007 - 11:54 PM
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We hear the call of our Wild.
We Play games to end their games.
The Play is a part of our work of unweaving & of our weaving work.
It whirls us into another frame of reference.
We use the visitations of demons to come more deeply into touch with our own virtues.
Unweaving their deception,
We name our Truth.
Mon, January 15, 2007 - 6:09 PM
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It's not all that easy to see beauty in fear,
frozen in time as your world disappears.
It is part of the message required by life,
to see the reality ~ sometimes played out as strife.
Why take a ride that is not very clear,
placed in the position of a forced volunteer.
Trying to taste the unquenchable thirst,
learning the lessons for better or worse.
It's actually an experience like cause & effect,
the power of fury …not yet learned to direct.
Most say the vision is hard and int...
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Mon, December 11, 2006 - 2:26 AM
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The time has come to face up to the truth,
whatever the consequences, those are the rules.
Nothing happens by luck or by chance,
the timing is perfect and your world is enhanced.
You're reading this message because of a light,
that has guided you inward, to see toward what's right.
Some of the travelers who get on this ride,
are not ready to see it, to think or decide.
They just need a push, a shove or a guide,
the great illusion is inward, and not just outside.
It's the secre...
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Mon, December 11, 2006 - 1:54 AM
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Change the significance of life with one word,
its spelling, its meaning, its message unheard.
Wake up the vision ~ come push or get shoved,
blow your own mind
for the truth u will find.
this time without limit or any to bind
The language of light is waiting within
Mon, December 11, 2006 - 1:49 AM
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Beginning from children we search for the cure,
that will change our opinions from doubt to secure.
A miracle potion that just takes one drink,
turns dreams to reality ...in the time of a wink.
You want in an instant ~ what takes a lifetime,
not willing to study or develop your mind.
But if you're a traveler on a search for the truth,
you could glimpse that illusion, that Fountain of Youth.
It begins as an image that seems inside-out,
with depth and with substance when clearly th...
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Mon, December 11, 2006 - 1:31 AM
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In the unified matrix of pure awareness, birth & death have one flavor.
WE live delighting in obsession,
deceived by illusion,
running after phantoms.
People & things appear in the mind as moon appears in water.
Seeing this, what is myriad has one flavor.
Knowing the cold flesh of old age, we long for the fires of our youth.
Releasing our attitudes about the body into the limitless realm,
old age & youth have one flavor.
The tighter we hold the objects of obsession,
the great...
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Sun, October 29, 2006 - 2:08 PM
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The Place of our knowledge controls the dream of our life because our faith lives in that Place. Our faith is not in the voice of our story, and it's not our reasoning mind. Our faith is trapped in a structure of our knowledge, & only the truth can set us free.
When we release our faith from the lies, we recover free will & make our own choices. We recover the poWer to Believe whatever we want to believe. And when we have the power to believe whatever we want, all we want is loVe.
~~~~~...
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Thu, November 24, 2005 - 7:27 PM
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When you look @ the waves from
a distance they almost look still.
Get right down in there & they are deep & daring.
One right after the other.
Breaking wildly turbulent with abandon,
with meaning.
Your feeling, when you look @ them,
when you hide from a distance,
they seem to disappear.
And all that is left are your
mind-born waves from where you cease to feel.
Don't be afraid to feel.
Drop yourself into your raging-waves.
You can ride them.
You can cross the se...
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Wed, October 19, 2005 - 6:56 PM
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~We are another way of the universe coming conscious of it self~
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People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the end, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway." -MOTHER TERESA (RIP)
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July 29, 2006
This here is the girl you wish you could have but you're never gonna cause once you think you've got her you'll see shes got you foo.
Hot Pants!!
May 6, 2006
I am in the deepest of gratitude and in love with this real sistar soul....our paths crossed and spiraled in. In such a way that I can not forget when I am around her & I remember to remember just cos she is there, here, now.... Crystal opened her heart, her home, her knowledge, her truth, her wisdom, and her very strong beautiful angelic real healing wings & wrapped them around me......and held space for the deepest healing I have ever had....A battle for nearling ten years that ended in her little island home.....I mean words cannot express how deep and pure my love is for this one.....so connected, so thankful.
Crystal you are an amazing being, mumma and one of my best friends......loving you up to the sky and beyond the beyond.....You are such a gift in my world xxxxxxxxxxx
December 8, 2005
you are the light! so much love in your heart! thank you for your friendship and for your caring ways! rock out my sista soldier
November 9, 2005
The Real Deal. Elfquest ain't got nothing on this StarSister. Word to ya Mama.
April 4, 2005
the rarest of kinds...
sweeter than nectar...
more lovely than the moon...
December 5, 2004
This a living rainbow
This is an ancient soul in a maidens body
This is someone so sweet to know
This is a blossoming wildflower and a humble hottie
This is a mama cedar, you cannot shake her
This a Crystal, a REAL rainbow maker...
and still waters run deep!
December 3, 2004
You can tell this girl is magic as soon as you see her. Sweet and soft and fuzzy and cuddley she everthing the faerys love. Magical Crystal Powers in the flesh!
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