I want to rip my fucking hair out right now, I can't believe he would do this to me! After sitting there and telling me I need to fucking do more for him, and he's so fucking poor, wah wah wah! I need to respect him more, listen to his feelings, not trample on him? WHAT THE FUCK, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE! He is dead to me, I never deserved to be treated so horribly and have my life wasted that way. I can't fucking believe this, my stomach is turning, I think I might throw up. I don't need anyone, I am self sufficient. I will call Breitenbush tomorrow and see when they need an LMT, I will start as soon as they need me. I must get the fuck out of here, get out of my skin and visit someone elses. Scratch that, I'll just leave "me" behind alltogether and float free and ALONE. At least then no one will steal from me, use me, harm me. I am an emotionally batered woman. Unfortunately I am the only one in the room holding a bat....

Whenever life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
Whenever life gives you someone who treats you like a common whore, throw them the fuck out.

I am Michele's wasted energy, time, love, lifeforce. Watch my flame die out before you, as a new one emerges in it's place. A new, stronger flame. My OWN flame, an unstoppable confidence flickering in the wind. I do not falter. I do not fall. I am strong. I can do this. I am strong. I am not weak. I am strong. I am stronger than this. I am stronger than this. I am stronger than this. I AM STRONGER THAN THIS.

Hello everyone out there. A little about me- I am a Licensed Massage Therapist practicing in Oregon. I practice therapeutic and relaxation massage in a local "day spa" setting. I love my job, and feel that working with people in such an intimate way every day brings me closer to harmony within my body, mind and soul.

I am a fun person, I love to take life as it comes at me. The sense of humor is a big issue to me--- if you don't have one, you probably won't understand me.

I love to dance, shake my booty, do the hussle, etc., although I have recently been a little more absent from the local dance community than I would like to, due to work and financial issues (don't you love those issues?).

If you have any questions, feel free to message me. I would love to meet some new people to hang out with, party, etc.

:) TTFN
Michele