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mikapixie

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joined on 11/07/03
last updated 03/23/09
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My Testimonials

October 9, 2006
marika and jester are 2 of the strongest, most beautiful, intelligent people i have ever met. i love you both so much. words can not suggest how im feeling about the passing of beautiful tristan. i have faith that you two will overcome this and continue to make your new place into tristan's dream farm. i love you. please dont ever ever ever hesitate to call us if you need anything at all. even if it's a monkey. -h
March 15, 2005
2 WORDS: clown porn

xxx
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good stuff

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"visual mindbenders for not so faint at heart!!!"
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"comedia del arte info"
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"tricks o'the trade"
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"best fire stuff"
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workaholicdirtfairycostumedivaperformerclown with some serious talent for beautiful anythings
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musings of a fruitcake

i am simultaneously very very sad and also filled with a disconcerting joy at Tristan's everpresence. He is soooo big, so with all he needs to be with and still the great loving fixer of the broken. I miss him soooo much but yet he is always with me like he always was in living person, this state of mothering is very confusing. He is my son, my teacher, my ancestor all rolled into one.
i dream, i see, i hear...
the warnth of his love touches my skin, the innocence of his wisdom walks thr... read more
Tue, November 14, 2006 - 6:16 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
"...little bells and chimes soft like a whisper rings in my ears.
For someone so small. You can lead the music now...anyway you want."
~*IN LOVING MEMORY OF TRISTAN*~
Fri, November 3, 2006 - 3:44 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i want to thank you all for all your prayers thoughts and blessings youve sent our way. we are honored not only to have been tristan's parents but to have such a wonderful family in you all and all those whove come to help us now and in the past and future. many of our kin travelled many days to be here for the memorial and many whod not spoken to each other in years buried old hatchets and created renewed and restored relationships. a local church on the brink of dissolution, not only took ... read more
Fri, October 20, 2006 - 6:41 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Do Not Stand At My Grave

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.
Anon
Tue, October 10, 2006 - 10:49 AM permalink - 0 comments
 


my dearest family, it grieves me immensly to have to post this today, we have lived on our lovely farm exactly 7 days, when yesterday morning, october 7 2006 our wonderful and beautiful son drowned at he age of only 3 and a half. we are not sure how we will make it through the future without him, but hearing from you all will help.
please call us at 912 496 7085,
or write to or stop by at reynolds rd r1 box 2100, folkston, ga
we are but 35 minutes sw of the hostel. we will perform s... read more
Sun, October 8, 2006 - 5:22 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
land hunting, 4.5 acres, a pond, pasture, barns and bluberries. i think this is it finally, hour drive to work, biznez going great and meds working well. i guess i can't truly complain ceptin the absence of one of my boyz. someday soon tho i think he'll be here, when he gets done with his next heartbreak. here's hoping it comes soon or not at all.
i think i do well as a hermit tho and i kinda like it provided i can put my greasepaint on every once in a while and sewings been fun too...pupp,e... read more
Wed, July 5, 2006 - 2:35 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
me at work in my accomplished mood ha ha
sweaty, dirty but happy
not much time but exciting things in works, sba sucks, score rocks and working fulltime and starting abusiness is hard on everyone especially my lovely spouse who why i dont know still loves me and whom i dont know why i still adore. funnn funnn funnn but god glad to wear ever the clown at least lisalotta still has a sense of humour and a sexlife, me i dont know
bla bla bla thanks blog
Thu, December 1, 2005 - 3:50 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
so ptsd sucks and i've been wallowing in it for a time with business all about me simultaneously frying my grits, brains, body, soul...
time to move on and exit my temporary solitude
cyclical ramblin
i love all hallows though and that show was the one that dragged me by the short hairs
bunnies are indeed sexy
my honey breathes good fire and beds of nails are uncomfortably cozy, 'specially with spikeheeled nuns standing on my midriff... she wore no panties, i wore my pink furry ones and l... read more
Mon, November 7, 2005 - 5:29 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i remember, back in mombasa, kenyan sultry mornings, how good it was to sneak a gintonic from the locked, picked liquor cabinet and watch fat shortsleeved kneesocked bermuda wearing british men wiping dewey sunburnt faces, sipping their own, in the blistery shade before lunchtime...
florida augustheat takes me there and i sip mine today...
Mon, August 22, 2005 - 10:22 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
is just another way to be arrogant/ ignorant?
at least i THINK this is true, after reading over 300 posts on a seemingly endless rant by people of considerable knowledge and intelligence about annoying use of language. i was tipped (and ticked) off by the post of a plain 'merican speakin' person's peeve w/ a couple of non native'merican speakers use of "dated" slang.
my questions are as follows:
do we/ should we really criticize non native speakers:
-for their "annoying" use of our lang... read more
Mon, August 22, 2005 - 9:11 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
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