10/6/07
We left Bangalore and went to Hampi for 3 days. Hampi was nice. The people there were the nicest. Everyone smiles at you with a ‘Namaste’. The entire city is full of ruins and boulders. We rented a moped one day to cruise around the city. It was nice.
The city was without electricity most of the time so I could not use the internet. And then when we were in Bangalore I was too busy to use the internet so that is why I am sending all these blogs at once.

We are now in Auroville after a 24hr journey here. We had to travel back to Bangalore just to get here. I am sick of traveling, sick of living out of a bag. We are ready to come home. That is a scary statement for me though cause I am not sure I am ready for all that it entails. Am I ready for the struggle: struggle to find a job, a home, being penniless. Am I ready to come back to nothing, to come back to working for peanuts, come back to paying bills, come back to the stresses of America? AUGH!

I know the Universe will provide. It has thus far. I am strong. I know I will be fine.

This adventure has taught me so much. I feel I have grown a lot here. I know now that I want more out of life, I want more for myself, for my daughter. Not more material things but more of what life has to offer, more of actually living. I don’t feel as though I was living before because I was still living so much in the past. Well, I have finally been able to ‘let go’ of my past. I am finally living in the present and ready for what the future holds.

I am in the process of looking for cheap tickets back home; so, if anyone knows where I can find good deals then please let me know. I am going to try to leave on the 26th of June. I am also not sure I will have enough money for the flight back. So far, the cheapest tickets I have seen for Bella and I was for $1500. I am a few hundred short.

Hope to see ya soon!