Friends

Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row
seat in our lives.
There are some people in your life that need to be
loved from a distance.

It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go
of, or at least minimize, your time with draining,
negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere
relationships/friendships.

Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention.
Which ones lift and which ones lean?
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage?
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which
ones are going downhill?

When you leave certain people do you feel better or
feel worse?
Which ones always have drama or don't really
understand, know or appreciate you?

The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of
mind, love and truth around you, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of
your life.

Since you cannot 'change' the people around you, change
the people you're around."

Girl Murdered- Taylor Behl

GIRL MURDERED by man she first met up online on MYSPACE !!!


Taylor Behl,a student from Virginia, has been found murdered. Her body turned up yesterday in a shallow grave and was confirmed to be that of Taylor Behl.The prime suspect, Ben Fawley claims to be an amateur photographer and is being held by authorities. She has a MySpace page and to see the comments from people while she was missing right up to finding the body is pretty sad and intense.Keep in mind that there are over 30 million people on this network so the odds are pretty good that you'll interact with some psychos and possibly some predators along the way(male or female). Just be careful and use common sense especially if you are female. I know 1st hand the amount of e-mails that women get every single day, half from guys posing as amateur photographers.
The romantic relationship between Taylor and Ben started online on Myspace.
Check out her My Space profile, which is still up and all the comments her friends have been leaving her from the day she disappeared up until today.

www.myspace.com/doowop


Here is the story on the News:
www.foxnews.com/story/0,29...00.htmlpage
www.crimelibrary.com/crimina...l/3.html

BE SAFE .

LOST

I'm so lost. can't think right now, can't sleep, too stressed out. Feel like crying but I can't. I'm confused, braindead...
LOST

I want to escape but I can't. I want to stop. I want to be free to fly away but I'm stuck in this spider web we call life. Responsibilities driving me to insanity. How will I cope with tomorrow if I can't handle today? My heads a mess, uncertainty of my future lurking in every corner of my mind...
I'm LOST

Spinning in circles, can't think. I have to leave the only place I've called home. Where will I go? I don't know where, I don't know how, I can't think. I'm confused...
I'm LOST

I'm alone. No one to help, I'm alone. But I cant run. I can't hide. I can't escape. I'm stuck. My son needs me. How will I cope? I have to keep on even if I don't have the energy, the want, the drive, the...I don't know, it doesn't matter. I can't escape. I'm stuck...
I'm LOST

What purpose is my live serving? I don't know. I'm nothing in this world driven by greed, want, money. I don't have any so who am I? I don't know. I'm all alone. How will I get by? I can't stand still, I'm wasting time. I can't move, I don't know where to go. Nowhere to run, no nest to fly away to...
I'm LOST

Sitting in the room, in the house that will no longer be mine. Can't stop my head from spinning. Can't stop stressing. Can't sleep. I'm so tired but I can't sleep. I can't cry. I want to cry, to ease my stress, to exhail but I can't. I have to keep going, puching harder, can't stop now. No time to waste. Get rid of belongings we lone have a week. Where will I go? I don't know. I have to live with Danny. Can I handle that? How will he treat me? Will he even act as if I exist? All he wants is me in his bed. Not his head, his heart, his life. I don't understand him...
I'm LOST

What to do? Where to go? Can't escape confusion, stress wrecking me running me over. I can't get away. I can't spread my wings. What does my future hold? I don't know. I can't see. My vision is blurred, everything is obscure. I'm spinning...
I'm LOST

My eyelids are getting heavy. I want to close them forever. I want to be free. I want to feel the wind against my face, in my hair. I want to hear the waves crashing against the shore and not worry what tomorrow will bring. I don't want to be alone but I want to be free. I want to live. I want to be whole. I don't want to be...
LOST

I want to feel truly loved and accepted. I need help. I need a companion. Where will I go? How will I cope? I don't know. I'm stuck in this spider web called life. Can't escape. Can't fly away. Can't run. Can't think...
I'm LOST

4/18/97 12:30am

Shadowboxer

Once my lover, now my friend.
What a cruel thing to pretend.
What a cunning way to condescend.
Once my lover, now my friend.

Oh, you creep up like the clouds.
And you set my soul to ease.
Then you let your love abound.
And you bring me to my knees.

Oh, it’s evil,babe,the way you let your grace enrapture me.
When, well, you know, I’d be insane -
To ever let that dirty game recapture me.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
’cause I don’t know when you’re gonna make your move.

Oh, your gaze is dangerous.
And you fill your space so sweet.
If I let you get too close,
You’ll set your spell on me.

So, darlin’, I just wanna say.
Just in case I don’t come through.
I was on to every play.
I just wanted you.

But, oh, it’s so evil, my love,
The way you’ve no reverence to my concern.
So, I’ll be sure to stay wary of you, love,
To save the pain of once my flame and twice my burn.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
’cause I don’t know when you’re gonna make your move.


Fiona Apple

Sleep to Dream

I tell you how I feel, but you don’t care.
I say tell me the truth, but you don’t dare.
You say love is a hell you cannot bare.
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care.

I got my feet on the ground and I don’t go to sleep to dream.
You got your head in the clouds and you’re not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So don’t forget what I told you, don’t come around, I got my own hell to raise.

I have never been insulted in all my life.
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride.
First you run like a fool just to be at my side.
And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I can’t abide.

I got my feet on the ground and I don’t go to sleep to dream.
You got this head in the clouds and you’re not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So don’t forget what I told you, don’t come around, I got my own hell to raise.

Don’t make it a big deal, don’t be so sensitive.
We’re not playing a game anymore, you don’t have to be so defensive.
Don’t you plead me your case, don’t bother to explain.
Don’t even show me your face, ’cuz it’s a crying shame.
Just go back to the rock from under which you came.
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim -
And don’t forget the blame.
I got my feet on the ground and I don’t go to sleep to dream.
You got this head in the clouds and you’re not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So don’t forget what I told you, don’t come around, I got my own hell to raise.

Fiona Apple