I'm so lost. can't think right now, can't sleep, too stressed out. Feel like crying but I can't. I'm confused, braindead...
LOST

I want to escape but I can't. I want to stop. I want to be free to fly away but I'm stuck in this spider web we call life. Responsibilities driving me to insanity. How will I cope with tomorrow if I can't handle today? My heads a mess, uncertainty of my future lurking in every corner of my mind...
I'm LOST

Spinning in circles, can't think. I have to leave the only place I've called home. Where will I go? I don't know where, I don't know how, I can't think. I'm confused...
I'm LOST

I'm alone. No one to help, I'm alone. But I cant run. I can't hide. I can't escape. I'm stuck. My son needs me. How will I cope? I have to keep on even if I don't have the energy, the want, the drive, the...I don't know, it doesn't matter. I can't escape. I'm stuck...
I'm LOST

What purpose is my live serving? I don't know. I'm nothing in this world driven by greed, want, money. I don't have any so who am I? I don't know. I'm all alone. How will I get by? I can't stand still, I'm wasting time. I can't move, I don't know where to go. Nowhere to run, no nest to fly away to...
I'm LOST

Sitting in the room, in the house that will no longer be mine. Can't stop my head from spinning. Can't stop stressing. Can't sleep. I'm so tired but I can't sleep. I can't cry. I want to cry, to ease my stress, to exhail but I can't. I have to keep going, puching harder, can't stop now. No time to waste. Get rid of belongings we lone have a week. Where will I go? I don't know. I have to live with Danny. Can I handle that? How will he treat me? Will he even act as if I exist? All he wants is me in his bed. Not his head, his heart, his life. I don't understand him...
I'm LOST

What to do? Where to go? Can't escape confusion, stress wrecking me running me over. I can't get away. I can't spread my wings. What does my future hold? I don't know. I can't see. My vision is blurred, everything is obscure. I'm spinning...
I'm LOST

My eyelids are getting heavy. I want to close them forever. I want to be free. I want to feel the wind against my face, in my hair. I want to hear the waves crashing against the shore and not worry what tomorrow will bring. I don't want to be alone but I want to be free. I want to live. I want to be whole. I don't want to be...
LOST

I want to feel truly loved and accepted. I need help. I need a companion. Where will I go? How will I cope? I don't know. I'm stuck in this spider web called life. Can't escape. Can't fly away. Can't run. Can't think...
I'm LOST

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