7

***Your Life Path Number is 7***


Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.
You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.
A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.
You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.
Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!


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Going home...

I have itchy feet.

Not itchy as in I've got a rash and need some cream itchy but, rather I want to be somewhere new.

When I was growing up I controlled the feeling by changing my hair colour or completely re-doing my bedroom. As I got older I would just pack up what I could fit in my car and take off. Most of the time not even telling anyone where I was going. It felt like freedom but, at the same time I always yearned to set down roots. Every time I would stay put in one place or one relationship for "too long" I would start to get restless and find a bunch of reasons to leave. When I got married I had only been back "home" for about 9 months. When I think back about it I'm not even sure if I told him that. I have always tried to tone down how much I move around because it feels so socially unacceptable. We are supposed to get a good job, buy a house and settle down, right? I really wanted to take off to England not long before we got married and he squelshed that dream so, I figured that was it. We were just gonna live in Long Beach happily ever after and I was going to try to be content with where I was.

Didn't work out quite as planned. But, that is for another day.

I've got a new...

I've gota a new phone number that is local (562) to where I am.

If you want it just let me know via a message on here or myspace.

Hmmmm

I just had a friend write me a note about (in a roundabout way) looking/searching/waiting for that one person to connect with or to spend your life with. Sometimes I wonder if there really is such a person. Not necessarily for me but, just for anyone. Are we maybe just deluded by love stories, disney, and hallmark? Not knocking the whole thing one bit. Just one of those things I wonder about at times. I guess it is also that I've been a bit lonely these days. No, not that alone-not-in-touch-with-god-universe-goddess lonely. Just lonely for another persons touch. Or the feeling that you know "they" are waiting for you at home. I think in general I am tired of doing this whole parenting by myself, I want another child, and I want to be part of creating a home with another person.

Anyway.......

I've done it now....

I went 100% Raw Vegan 2 days ago. So, mathematically speaking I am on my 3rd day Raw. Not sure if this will be a complete lifetime commitment but, it is a right now thing and then we'll see. I've already lost 2.5 pounds so, I'm getting what I want out of it.

Introspection, Retrospective, Re-evaluation

I just read Primal Mothering in a Modern World by Hygeia Halfmoon, again. Makes me think a whole lot about what I am doing as a parent and how much of it is based on what society as a whole says I "should" do. My heart just breaks every time I take Liberty to daycare and I've been feeling lately like a bad mommy. Being away from her for an average of 7 hours/day M-F goes against everything I think is right.

Get at one with myself

I'm trying to plan a little get away for the last week of March. Pretty sure I'm gonna go to Sedona and Jerome. I just want to sit in the desert and get grounded again. I want to feel it through my body and spirit.

I kinda don't want to go by myself. I want to go with someone who can understand the significance of getting realigned with my path. Someone I can be intimate with in an emotional and perhaps physical way.

Problem lies in that I know not such a person.