Female

31

I could lie and pretend I'm a much better person than I actually am, I could pretend I'm way more intellectual than I really am. I'm not as deep as I could seem by being eloquent about the metaphysical elements that swim through my brain. But one thing I am is......good. I have wonderful conversations with strangers without crutches. I take my son to go see santa while explaining to him the mythos. I don't become an ass to protect myself. I get deep I balance there. I'm the grounded energy at a party while taking it to another perspective. I don't hurt people or make them feel uncomfortable to make myself feel in control or important. I wallow in vanity, I cry because of vanity. I am a real person. I don't create chaos to cloud my own shortcomings. I do create chaos to protect myself from unknown change. I hold grudges. I can't stand posers. I like nice people with heavy thoughts. I love being comfortable with my family, my son, my dogs, my food, my home, those are the reasons for community, to enhance to heal to nuture the life that which you have created.. Helping the old man that knows the true meaning of community and why it exists It is the sanctuary from those that do no provide a positive vibration I write poems for bus drivers that change my life. I heal those that seek it. I cherish the goddess. I cherish the invisible strand of energy that flows from one to the other and through and over. Crystals make me vibrate with intense energy that must be applied to those that are thirsty for KwanYin Avoloketisvara . oh, I like pudding too.
I do breathe the vibrant soft energy waves of the essence into my being and love exhaling appreciation.

procrastinating poet
crystal healer underachiever
sadist masochist mother
little girl tempestuous woman
empathetic apathetic
artist spectator
I am only I .
I like to be described as "amanda"