thank you playa

had an interesting experience on the playa that reminded me that I am a fucking warrior and i can do just about anything.

andthen?

I wonder what's going to happen next? :)

I THINK I CAN.....

Hey everyone..... I'm a few days in on NO CIGARETTES..... so wish me luck. I don't want the black lung :)

Yeah... i said i wasn't djing any more....

but i will make exceptions for parties like this !!!! DAMMIT!!!!!

For more info, visit:
www.goodbeats.com/hooked.html

much love and respect to you all.

where the hell have i been?

I wrote this for an email this morning.. wanted to share it with people not on my email list
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Hey friends and family!!!!!!

Where have I been? I've been painting and creating!
PLEASE COME TO MY ART SHOW IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.
If you are busy next weekend or out of town, then you better
be at The Bus Stop Gallery in san francisco next wednesday night 6-10pm.
I'm hanging my 2 or 3 favorite pieces at a trunk show for 8+ local fashion
designers. Come for me ... but stay and buy clothes. I know I will :)

If you aren't busy, please try and stop by my show in Berkeley
on Saturday, and come in to say hello to me at least. I've been
consciously painting and making music the last 3+ weeks straight.

I took the whole month of June off of work just to paint....
and it completely changed my life... and also ... it changed:
my goals, my personality, my artistic abilities, my dedication to
the act of "creating", and it deeply clarified my perspective
on life as a whole. An unexpected side benefit came from all this.
I also evolved on a musical level and because of it ...I have
officially decided to stop DJing until further notice so I can make
the album of music I've always wanted to make.

When was the last time you took a month off to chase a dream?
And no, I can't afford it.... but life is too short not to create
and try new things for myself just to see what happens.
Trying and failing is much better than doing nothing.

Kisses everyone. See you soon.
Peace and Love,
Eva

Running, walking, working out, ping pong, let's do this

A lot of my friends want to work out more and so do I. I can motivate, if anyone needs it :) I like running around lake merrit. I would love to walk in a hilly or super steep area of sf for an hour. Golden Gate park is 7 miles long (let's walk the length of it, jog it, or bike it- I have a bike too). I have a super sport all club 24 hour fitness membership and I'll come to your gum if you want. I know it seems to most of you i party a lot, but i am just going through a lengthy honeymoon phase of my life where I do what I want and it's fucking awesome. After being with someone for almost 25% of your life, it takes a while to get accustomed to being alone again. Anyways, I try to work out 5 days a week... WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME?

Goodbye My Love

today JANUARY 8th ....is the day to say goodbye to old habits.....

I'm saying goodbye to the cubicle.

RIP cube-baby, you know I love you, but we can't hang out anymore. I need to be free. But thank you for the regular paychecks and opportunities ... I have met so many interesting people because of you. You have made us lots of money, but still.... I don't think we can take this all the way. I just don't see us going long-term. I get claustrophobic and I like constant change.....

oh wise and great cubicle ..... may i never see you again.

To Voltron and beyond...

I love you all so much.... I have to make this trek north. My family is there, same job for way more money, more hoodies - less heels (didn't realize how important that was to me), and most importantly... my record label I'm on is up there and I want to put out some new music and they frickin heart me. I'm starting my new life by playing at the biggest dirties break-beat party in sf where they make 10 pounds of bacon .... it just made sense to make that my grand re-entrance into my new life...

Should I start a new Voltron up there and see if we can form like a megatron at burning man? Ooooh CAMP MEGATRON ...
anyways... i get sidetracked ....

Sonya book me for Lady Lush January 17th pretty please :) I'm free and I'll cover my plane ticket with the 5 drink tickets LOL.... OK now who's house can I stay at? YAY!!! Hopefully see you all on January 17th ... and then we can all ...

tjernobyl ping pong through the forest intense with bramblesauce and psychedelic eyes....

PS: I promise to see you all at every FMG so we can form in the desert. Chris and boozy (chru-san) please save me an opening to your magical courtyard near the bump and sprawl. LOL

Eva Las Vegas!

So, I've been trying many relaxation and mind-changing techniques this past few weeks.

First: I watched Planet Unicorn
Then: I mixed 3 podcasts and uploaded them
Then: I read some books about love and happiness
Then: I hung out with some friends

and all that really really seemed to work but....

I just booked 3 days in Vegas. Now THAT should really give me the change of perspective I've been dying for.
I really want to go somewhere where I can be a freak and be myself, or my freaky self, or whatever.

VEGAS, HERE I COME.

marinated brain

hey homies. i love you all. my head has been in a weird place for almost 2 months now. I thought I was becoming someone i can't stand, but I think I am growing up in a weird way. thanks to everyone who has just smiled and shrugged and loved me during this uber extended crazy phase. I had a "realization" the other day that my life and personal experience is so small compared to the grand scheme of the universe that my little blip of whatever might not be as significant as I had originally thought. I felt like I had been cut off at the knees and falling towards the stumps in disbelief. I feel like a snake and the skin i am shedding is personal realization with an extra helping of humility and craziness. This is deifinitely one of those times that will be funny in the screenplay, but in real life, kinda hard to get through. Maybe I'm hungry. I'm always profound when I'm hungry. Bacon sounds good... mmmmm.. bacon.....