i am cooking polenta in a house named casablanca
kipahulu has a magick to it that i cannot express in words
was my birhtday yesterday..
the very last year of my twenties has now begun
life, overall is good
nice to have a change of scenery and see beloved friends
spent the day @ the smoothie stand
drinking coffee grown on the land and coconut milk made fresh this morning
i walked around the fruit orchard...ate a tangelo & surynam cherry
i missed mama maui
thunder just cracked somewhere over the ocean
been super stormy & haven't swam in the water yet
tomorrow.. red sands beach, if the sun makes an appearance
life under a tarp on the big island has been rough
but i am learning a lot about myself and life in general
picking weeds and watching my keiki plants grow
marriage has also been hard
always had trouble staying committed
a sagittarian boredom sets in and my eyes wonder..
but i am committed to my son and therefor to his daddy
my yoga teachers say 'marriage and children are the highest form of yoga'
deep breathing is crucial and acting with kindness
ravi - a little powerhouse, is speaking sentences
loves 'doggies' and 'cocos' especially when together
this sunday i begin 4 days of yoga with eddie and nicki
long, long overdue.. my body needs to stretch
release tension and unexpressed energy
riding the waves of my saturn return
questioning even my sanity
but surrounded and enveloped by a calming beauty
grounded with wind in my hair
sometimes i am sad when my heart longs for things no longer in reach
but once i relax and look around, i see i have all i need