What does it take to effectively guide change? Life in Portland has been so inspiring, in just the last year I've connected with more beautiful people and life-long type friends than ever before. I have a job that sends me to asia and central america, only requires about 10 hours of work per week all from home, and a six digit salary. I'm living in a mansion with three amazing roommates on 26 acres in north Portland. I'm growing at the core of my being, realizing the true mystical powers of h... read more

Who is he? Well....it depends on you. If you look at him with total emptiness, he'll be different. If you look at him with ideas, those ideas will color him; if you come to him with a prejudice, then he will be that. He is just a mirror. Your own face will be reflected.

So it depends on the way you look at him. he has nothing to impose. There is just a nothingness, a mirror. Now you have complete freedom.

If you really want to know him.....you have to be as absolutely empty as he is. ... read more

AWAKE::::::::
Shake dreams from your hair
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day's divinity
First thing you see <<@?@>>
A vast radiant beach in a cool jeweled moon
Couples naked race down by it's quiet side
And we laugh like soft, mad children
Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy
The music and voices are all around us. Choose they croon the Ancient Ones The time has come again Choose now, they croon Beneath the moon Beside an anci... read more

mother maui? Is that you??

I spent 12 hours yesterday, sitting/running/climbing/skipping/dancing and tripping alone on a beach in deep contemplation essentially rewiring my brain. I was questioning EVERYTHING, and then questioning why I was questioning things so much.

What was it I was questioning?

I was questioning the concepts of "right" and "wrong", at the most microscopic, seemingly "obvious" level, as well as the impossibly chaotic level. It seems that the second we accept anything as being absolutely 100% ... read more