I spent 12 hours yesterday, sitting/running/climbing/skipping/dancing and tripping alone on a beach in deep contemplation essentially rewiring my brain. I was questioning EVERYTHING, and then questioning why I was questioning things so much.

What was it I was questioning?

I was questioning the concepts of "right" and "wrong", at the most microscopic, seemingly "obvious" level, as well as the impossibly chaotic level. It seems that the second we accept anything as being absolutely 100% "RIGHT"....we are essentially "wrong" in that we've accepted something as absolute, which means that when change happens (it ALWAYS does) we grasp on to our "rightness" and struggle against the change. I applied this to EVERYTHING that I experienced on the beach.

I guess struggling against change could be considered the ultimate human dilema. Always searching for what you think is right, what is comfortable, searching for that concept/feeling of being "home"...but then as soon as we think we've found "home"..."home" changes. When we see someone or something that seems "better" than what we are or what we have...then we label it as "right" and start to copy it...But then become UNHAPPY when "they" or "it" goes away or changes.

So now the ultimate question becomes: How do we make this logic work for us, and incorporate it into our lives? All I came up with is that we must go through life, essentially "bumping" things into what seems like the "right" direction at this MOMENT, then letting go of them and our concept of thier "rightness" completely, and quickly "bumping" the next thing. When something seems obviously wrong...then do what you can to accelerate it's change...BUT when something seems neither "right" nor "wrong" then leave "it" alone...because "it" must be balancing and that is exactly how it SHOULD BE!!