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workshop video

   Mon, November 6, 2006 - 6:54 AM
ok i know i need to watch it again privately, but my first viewing of my solo at our workshop turned my stomach. That is absolutely the worst i've ever danced. I have a home video of practicing it, that actually looks darn good. So it's killing me how insanely bad this is. I know zivah will say i'm being to hard on myself but ick. ick ick ick ick. Makes me never want to dance again. That was so embarrassing.



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Mon, November 6, 2006 - 7:59 AM
I thought you looked great. I haven't seen it recently but if my memory serves me correctly you looked good. Can't wait to get my copy so I can see how badly I did. I think we are always our worst critics. Every time I see you dance I think you are an awesome dancer.
Mon, November 6, 2006 - 4:43 PM
a steady fan base should keep you balanced out. hehe. nothing icky about it in my opinion! so be as hard on yourself as you want....your adoring public will just work harder to counter balance it!

HA! take that! and a hug :)
Mon, November 6, 2006 - 5:57 PM
you should post it
Tue, November 7, 2006 - 7:59 AM
ack the sad sad video
I wish i could figure a way to post the video from home but it's recorded on a tape off an old camera. maybe i can use my digital and redo it.maybe i can pull the one off the dvd. i watched it with one eye covered cringing. arms flailing all around. no control at all. ack. it was a rough rough day--- super stressed bout my marriage ending. guess that didn't help
Wed, November 8, 2006 - 3:26 PM
Video?
I tell you what Mouse, every time I see ANY of the "so called" performances that I have done in public (i.e. recorded) it turns my stomach! Jemira beats me up pretty bad when she hears me talk like that, but really.
You know when you practice that you have good days and bad, YOU know you could have done better. Just hope that when you perform it's one of the good days...

Hassan "Do I really dance like that???" Ali