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evan

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joined on 04/04/05
last updated 06/28/07
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me, some friends and a video camera...

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ZLAD!

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suicidal style

10. I Wanna Get Sick

[Muit, Pleasants, Clark]

I hurt myself so I can heal myself
I wanna get sick
I hate myself so I can love myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna release, I wanna get ill,
I wanna get sick
I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick

I feel my best when I am at worst
I wanna get sick
I fight myself to make peace with myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick
Sick sick sick bbb get sick, ya get sick

I confuse myself to understand myself
I wanna get sick
I punish myself to replenish myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna release, I wanna get ill,
I wanna get sick
I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick
Get sick get sick get sick

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Benoit Mandelbrot

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learn it, know it, live it!

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a blur of color and carcinogens

this little creature reaches sexual maturity, then reverts back to it's basic life stages. Check it out...

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turr..._nutricula
Sat, July 12, 2008 - 3:50 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
hELLO Phreaks, Weirdos, Cadets and Explorers....

I would love to wish you all a happy and wonderful week. Buuuut, the main reason for posting this is to get an idea of who is planning on melting down at the Meltdown? I've heard that it might be far this year (not in Cali). So, who still wants to go? ;)

peacepeacepeacespacepeacespacepeacespacepeacespacespacespacespace

your southern california evan
Tue, April 15, 2008 - 7:14 PM permalink - 6 comments
 
where do i begin? to better show you myself, i should cut of all my skin...
the blood gushes out, but is pushed back in, i can't but help but soak in my sin.
we tear tear tear our flesh, yet it heals, puncture wounds of love, perhaps our coverings care more about pushing forward than do we.
insomnia at 4 ay-em, through my mind is madness, mayhem.
but i'd be pleased to let you know,
that i was with you nearly,
i loved you dearly,
and you had me clearly...
this was never my intention,... read more
Tue, November 27, 2007 - 7:00 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
'ello all! i'm driving up from so cal on friday night, i have two seats open in my car as of now. tribe me if you want to jump in on this...;)
peace/
Mon, October 1, 2007 - 6:52 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
hello peoples, i've got some stuffs on my mind, so i'm just gonna lay it all out. for those of you that may know me, you may also know that I have started working at a new job recently.
I like this job because it involves chemistry, which interests me, and making new treatments for chemical weapons attacks as well as new medications for people that have psychosis. Basically, i'm doing r&d for a start up pharm company. As a start up, this company is tight on money, and needs to rent work... read more
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 1:45 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
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Samadhi (Sanskrit: समाधि, lit. "establish, make firm") is a Hindu and Buddhist term that describes a non-dualistic state of consciousness in which the consciousness of the experiencing subject becomes one with the experienced object,[1] and in which the mind becomes still (one-pointed or concentrated)[2] though the person remains conscious. Sahaj samadhi is the effortless and continual state of perfection of a satguru.[3] It varies from technical terms used to describe the higher levels of concentrated meditation, or dhyana (alt. "jhana"), in Yogic schools, and is considered a precursor for enlightenment, or Nirvana, in Buddhism. It is the eighth and final limb of the Yoga Sutra of Patanjali, and comprises the pinnacle of achievements in Samyama, the three-tiered practice of meditation including also dharana and dhyana.






Sugar-coated tablets containing 0.025 mg. (25 µg.).

Ampoules of 1 ml. containing 0.1 mg. (100 µg.) for oral administration.

The solution may also be injected s.c. or i.v. The effect is identical with that of oral administration but sets in more rapidly.


PROPERTIES
The administration of very small doses of Delysid (½-2 µg./kg. body weight) results in transitory disturbances of affect, hallucinations, depersonalization, reliving of repressed memories, and mild neuro-vegetative symptoms. The effect sets in after 30 to 90 minutes and generally lasts 5 to 12 hours. However, intermittent disturbances of affect may occasionally persist for several days.


METHOD OF ADMINISTRATION
For oral administration the contents of 1 ampoule of Delysid are diluted with distilled water, a 1% solution of tartaric acid or halogen-free tap water.

The absorption of the solution is somewhat more rapid and more constant that that of the tablets.

Ampoules which have not been opened, which have been protected against light and stored in a cool place are stable for an unlimited period. Ampoules which have been opened or diluted solutions retain their effectiveness for 1 to 2 days, if stored in a refrigerator.


INDICATIONS AND DOSAGE
a) Analytical psychotherapy, to elicit release of repressed material and provide mental relaxation, particularly in anxiety states and obsessional neuroses. The initial dose is 25 µg. (¼ of an ampoule or 1 tablet). This dose is increased at each treatment by 25 µg. until the optimum dose (usually between 50 and 200 µg.) is found. The individual treatments are best given at intervals of one week.

b) Experimental studies on the nature of psychoses: By taking Delysid himself, the psychiatrist is able to gain an insight in the world of ideas and sensations of mental patients. Delysid can also be used to induced model psychoses of short duration in normal subjects, this facilitating studies on the pathogenesis of mental disease.

In normal subjects, doses of 25 to 75 µg. are generally sufficient to produce a hallucinatory psychosis (on an average 1 µg./kg. body weight). In certain forms of psychosis and in chronic alcoholism, higher doses are necessary (2 to 4 µg./kg. body weight).


PRECAUTIONS
Pathological mental conditions may be intensified by Delysid. Particular caution is necessary in subjects with a suicidal tendency and in those cases where a psychotic development appears imminent. The psycho-affective lability and the tendency to commit impulsive acts may occasionally last for some days.

Delysid should only be administered under strict medical supervision. The supervision should not be discontinued until the effects of the drug have completely worn off.


ANTIDOTE
The mental effects of Delysid can be rapidly reversed by the i.m. administration of 50 mg. chlorpromazine.

Literature available on request.

SANDOZ LTD., BASLE, SWITZERLAND
9792*-Z1540 e.-sp./d.-fr.
Printed in Switzerland.




an orangutan-hominid hybrid sent to earth in order to learn the fantastic secrets of earth chemisrty and take them back to the planet of the apes.

A plane of symmetry is an imaginary plane that
divides an object or molecule into two equal halves that are mirror image reflections of each
other. If an imaginary plane were placed so as to include H-C-COOH in (+)-Lactic acid, for
example, then the CH3- on one side would not be the same as the -OH on the other. Lactic
acid is said to be chiral since the two forms are related to each other like the left and right
hands, Your left hand does not have a plane that divides it into two identical mirror image
halves. Your left hand is therefore chiral. Because your left hand is chiral, it will not fit into
a right-handed glove.
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