I wish that I could have birthdays more often. Actually I wish that I had ideas to have other people spawn better ideas from them more often. I had so much fun getting smacked with hand towels and having to run to get water balloons covered in mineral oil...it was the best night ever. I have to thank Hemlock and nightshade for taking such good care of me. you guys are the best. I'm all black and blue and I feel wonderful. thank you to every one who participated in my b-day extravaganza.... read more

So the guy I was seeing just dumped me, at a park near my house. I'm incredibly hurt because I feel like I did something wrong. I wanted it to work so much I think that I did every thing that I could to make it what he wanted. I gave myself, my heart, every thing that I had to this guy. I'm also very angry. angry at him angry at me. mostly angry at him. I feel like he could have told me sooner, like the minute that he was having doubts. I feel hard for him, so hard. it's only been a ... read more