My body seems to be good at rejecting things. Like drugs. And stitches.



And before anyone panics, I just got my wisdom teeth out, I didn't fall on my head again.

Today its the back of my right hip.

Molly nearly smashed me face first into a tree. Because I couldn't see it.

It's bloody cold out there. The mud's freezing already.

Monday afternoon I sat down for a minute and passed out for a couple of hours. Yesterday I was foggy all morning. Today I just felt mildly nauseous.

Since I fell, I know I've been light sensitive. I assumed it was from spending too much time inside. But...my night vision is fragged. I had to catch horses in the dark by sound.

Some things I know are just "normal" for fall for me. I get moments where I'm suddenly starving, but if I don't eat within five or ten minutes, it goes away, and I can't make myself interested in food. It hasn't been this bad since before Meredith, but I guess I'm just not staying active enough. But I can't be more active...I was still sore yesterday from riding Rose for ten minutes on Friday...at least with Azzy I can use a crop...and every Sunday/Monday I drag and I know I stop healing normaly. I have little scratched that I've had for a month.

so the left side of my neck has been tingly since I fell, and thats been slowly fading. normal. no big. But over the last week these random pains have started. First my back went spaz attack. Then my left hip had shooting pains every time I took a step. Thats clears up, and now in the middle of my last lesson something lights a fire under my right shoulderblade and uses my ribs for kindling.

*^$*(*%##$@!!!!!!!!!!!

I have my car.