joined on 01/01/08
last updated 05/13/08
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Probably my favorite. Just me playing with paint, but I have spent many a night watching this painting :).
about me
I am an amazingly complicated person, just like most. I'm nice to just about everyone and really enjoy seeing others happy. I am fairly exotential and have more philosophy about life and death than any one person needs. I have a minor in engineering and science and am currently getting my major in marketing, but still I have no idea what I want to do. My main goal in life is to be happy, though I would also like to get others to be happier as well. I want as many people as possible to open their minds and free their thoughts, however I know getting people to do this is not easy. I am caring, I think too much, and well, basically indescribable making this whole paragraph worthless. If you want to know who I am, you have to take the time to get to know me.
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My thoughts...... randomly
(blog entry)
So here they are.
"The last time I saw you, we were just split in two,
You was looking at me, I was looking at you.
You had a ray so familiar, but I could not recognize.
cause you had blood in your face, I had blood in my eye."
So what am...
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One day
(blog entry)
One day I will be
With her
Happy.
Her being me
My other half..... Whoever she may be.
One day I will feel....
Good as new..
Alive.
Real.
One day will come..
One day will come..
One day too late?
Or just on time.
Will it be beaut...
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Memoria
(blog entry)
Nestalgia of times that's passed....
Dreams that never came to be.
Memories that will always last.
When you were here with me.
Troubles of the here and now,
and to where I'm on my way
For I don't know where I'm going,
But do not want ...
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Love
(blog entry)
Ah Love...
Where does one even begin with a topic so broad? How does one go about explaining a feeling unexplainable? A feeling worth giving up "everything" to gain the true everything?
Many poets try to explain love. It is that feeling i...
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mostly just for me
(blog entry)
I am writing this now because I feel horrible and I need a place to vent...
So why am I so miserable right now? Is it because I miss Aerie? Is it because I feel as though I fucked up with Erin? Is it because I feel completely worthless? May...
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So here they are.
"The last time I saw you, we were just split in two,
You was looking at me, I was looking at you.
You had a ray so familiar, but I could not recognize.
cause you had blood in your face, I had blood in my eye."
So what am I going to do.... Is the question I ponder sitting here in the dar with one contact in. What is it I am doing? Ah, a far more relevant question. For how possibly could I know what it is I am going to do, when I still do not know what it is I am d...
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One day I will be
With her
Happy.
Her being me
My other half..... Whoever she may be.
One day I will feel....
Good as new..
Alive.
Real.
One day will come..
One day will come..
One day too late?
Or just on time.
Will it be beautiful, will it be amazing?
Will it be regular, boring, dull?
No... No matter how it comes, it will be amazing....
If it comes.
My other half, I still search...
Though I still think I already found you.
I still struggle with mmy thoughts.
I st...
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Nestalgia of times that's passed....
Dreams that never came to be.
Memories that will always last.
When you were here with me.
Troubles of the here and now,
and to where I'm on my way
For I don't know where I'm going,
But do not want to stay.
This place in time, assuming time is real...
Thoughts that spin... they move.... heal?
A heart that speaks upon death ears,
Not just mine but all of theirs.
For now I'm done, mind not set right...
I may be back tomorrow night.
<3
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Ah Love...
Where does one even begin with a topic so broad? How does one go about explaining a feeling unexplainable? A feeling worth giving up "everything" to gain the true everything?
Many poets try to explain love. It is that feeling in the back of your head that just glows. It leaves a person speechless. To find love, true love; it is what we are all at least subconsciously searching for. I know personally, it has been the focus of my goals since I was about 6. Someone to hol...
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I am writing this now because I feel horrible and I need a place to vent...
So why am I so miserable right now? Is it because I miss Aerie? Is it because I feel as though I fucked up with Erin? Is it because I feel completely worthless? Maybe I just feel like an all over failure.... I feel I have gone through 16 years of school now and still have absolutely no idea what I want to do. I am not happy, and that makes me even more unhappy because I am trying so hard to just be ok... Aer...
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