http://www.suturesound.com/stwpt/tracks/0320_shoot_the_zombies.mp3



I dedicate this to cadhla and all my other zombie activist...

English Paper finally done... THANK GOD!!!



Don't really know how good it is, or if it will pass. Don't really care.

So fairebarbell has been bugging me for weeks to get this posted and I've put it off. But as I got a bit of a scolding this morning from him I will get it done.



My Birthday Wish-List - NOT a comprehensive list, just to give you an idea of what I have on my wish list....



(Organized by Theme but in no particular order... just in the order of what I was thinking of)



Knitting Stuff:

Interchangable Needle Set -

http://www.knitpicks.com/Options+Nickel+Plated+Interchangeable+knitting+Needle+Set_ND90245.html

Some books that I found interesting

Lace Book - http://www.knitpicks.com/A+Gathering+of+Lace_BD30581.html

Lingerie Knits - http://www.knitpicks.com/Knitting+Lingerie+Style_BD30936.html

Ocean Scarves - http://www.knitpicks.com/Ocean+Breezes+Knitted+Scarves+Inspired+by+the+Sea_BD30988.html

Socks - http://www.knitpicks.com/I+Can't+Believe+I'm+Knitting+Socks_BD30918.html



Music:

Handel V1 - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=4316548

Handel V2 - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=4316550

Handel V3 - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=4316562

Schubert - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=3563876

Debussy - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=2958920

Brahms - http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=34044036624269649&lc=recs:detail&item=2973558





Opera:

Cosi Score - http://www.jwpepper.com/catalog/lsearch?option=results&searchtype1=itmkey&itmkey1=10025081

A membership to MetOpera's Opera News -

http://www.metoperafamily.org/metopera/support/upgrade_renew.aspx?source=hd+member

Opera DVDs (I currently have none) - http://www.metoperafamily.org/shop/categoryHome.aspx?ID=19

Tickets to SF Opera - Sfopera.com



Folk stuff:

Always open to new recordings and books on sea shanties and general folk music.

Fiddle/Mando/Guitar Lessons



Faire Stuff:

A teeny tiny hat to match my corset

A new skirt/jacket to go with my corset (i would really love an actual costume that I could leave the booth in)



School/Study Stuff:

Gold Points - Adding $ to my card (works like a debit card on campus to the bookstore and food shops... If you want to do this, contact me as I have to give you my school id)

New Wireless Router

Webcam for my laptop (must be portable and compact)



House Stuff:

Someone to take the old boxspring to the dump for me

Piano Movers to move my piano into my apartment

A Full sized Bookcase for my living room

New sheets and a new Down Comforter for my bed



Misc.

New Bluetooth headset for my cellphone

Itunes gift cards

Gym Membership

Safeway Giftcards

Clothes, Makeup and accesories

New Purse

books, cds and dvd



And because a girl can dream:

Winter Session School Tuition - $800

Opera Scores Set - http://www.jwpepper.com/catalog/lsearch?option=results&searchtype1=itmkey&itmkey1=10000816

Digital Canon Rebel Camera - http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=8141511&type=product&id=1158323822437

Health/Dental Insurance

Okay, I've had it. Our wireless router times out every 3-6 minutes and it is driving me nuts!!! So I ask you all... Anyone know how and willing to come over and reset the router, change the ip, key, and all the details?

So why, if I've had a productive and for the most part good day do I currently feel like SHIT???

I have friends who all want to spend time with me, yet I feel alone. I feel young against my peers in maturity, yet old in age... and getting older. I want to celebrate my birthday, but I can't go through the letdown that comes with every attempt I make at such. I want to feel accepted, yet I push everyone away and hide in the corner. I want to be okay, but I'm not. Damn it.... I'm just not okay right now and it sucks!