Ideas of freedom, love & infinity

newsflash: heaven has planets! ;o)

neekos — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:32:54 GMT

http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/2199860

New Drunvalo Melchizedek video: 2012 from the mayan tribal perspective

neekos — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 02:19:35 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rq3s0u73Oes&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fcommunity.infiniteeureka.com%2Fvideo%2Fdrunvalo-melchizedek-on-2012&feature=player_embedded Injoy!

Tranquility

neekos — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 02:58:12 GMT

The difference between being ‘tranquillised’ and being ‘tranquil’ To be ‘tranquillised’ is to be ‘held’ in a tranquil state, it is not tranquillity. Tranquillity is being tranquil without being held in that state, without the act of being ‘tranquillised’. Tranquillity is ‘being tranquil with no battles, no suppression, just being tranquil’. The more you chase tranquillity while simultaneously wearing the hat of ‘the tranquilliser’, the more you play ‘whack a mole’ with yourself and the more your head will hurt. First ALLOW yourself to be as you are, that is tranquillity. Surrender to serenity.

anger school

neekos — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:23:23 GMT

for the last few weeks I have not done much beyond meditate/sleep and transform my energy. When I view myself 'inside' I sense much rage that is unexpressed.. much of this is connected with 'being told not to speak' by teachers at school.. The knowing as a child that the 'lessons' that were being imparted were unnatural and effectively devoid of wisdom... combined with ideas about 'what will happen to me' if I express and choose freely anyway (fearing punishment) was reflected by a considerable degree of disassociation of myself from my energy such that my own focus, clarity and well being were deeply disturbed. At school we were often told not to speak in lessons and I perceived that expression from raw emotion was 'wrong' and even 'evil'... Now I can see that the beliefs that were ingrained in my teachers were themselves born of great self suppression... in extreme cases that imprinting of 'what is true' can lead to such self demonisation that the person literally does appear to be 'possessed'... it is simply that the true feeling has been hidden, leading to shadow self finding a 'devious' expression in another way. It doesn't need to matter who 'started it', the key is that we recognise 'it' and change. Here's a subtle example of what I am pointing at to define the basic pattern: 1. Child 'a' is punished using 'soft' methods such as more homework or whatever (possibly with overtones of 'Think yourself lucky we aren't allowed to beat you with a cane any more'. 2. Child 'b' sees this and realises that they do not want this punishment. 3. teacher say 'no talking'. 4. Child 'b' in wondering about WHY the particular lessons are being taught and thinking beyond the lessons encounters a very troubling observation about the world.. i.e. "Weapons are getting more and more destructive and yet there are no 'great' peaceworkers in society.. it is not spoken of in schools (no group movement for peace.. only studying wars in history lessons".. 5. Child 'b' feels VERY strong emotions about this and needs to express truthfully.. but is stopped by fear of punishment.. 6. Suppression pattern is reinforced and conflict is created seemingly forcing the child to choose between bottling up fear/ anger or being punished by a teacher. The teacher has assumed that children do not have anything to say that he/she needs to hear.. incorrect. These are the types of changes that need to be made right now.. nothing to do with money whatsoever.

flying pig flue - an education on pharmaceuticals and corruption

neekos — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 01:11:32 GMT

Many people are still living painful lives with regard to their beliefs about their health, disease and the nature of 'nature' itself. Many people trust that 'illness is inevitable' and 'I must fight disease' and 'science knows my body better than I can, so I will go along with them and their recommendations'. please allow me to share some insights which may be of assistance to you in understanding yourself, body, disease, life, nature, energy and the pharmaceutical industry. First of all.. lets look at some basic psychology.. The more you believe a particular idea is true, whilst simultaneously believing that this particular truth cannot be any other way; the more you box yourself into a corner from which you cannot perceive other options as you simply do not allow them to be real for you. Without realising how relevant your beliefs are to being well and how much you can limit your experience of life it can be easy to ignore what you are holding to be true. The more you trust that something is true that you strongly prefer not to be true (a painful truth), the more likely you are to hide it from yourself in order to 'get on with it'.. (put it to the back of your mind). What we often do not realise is that this painful truth (belief) continues to effect our thoughts, behaviour, health and experience of life. what we often do not allow ourselves to do is to CHANGE The belief through understanding why the belief is believed and recognising it as a belief and not a solid, immovable fact. We can hold many beliefs about beliefs themselves which make it seem safer and advantageous not to change them, often stemming from a sensation of loss of self trust and belief in your own worthlessness (stemming from a wide variety of experiences and self judgement etc.). People often choose to socialise with people who are 'like them' and this means they share many of the same beliefs. This reinforces the apparent truth of the belief to all those concerned (even though there may be a billion people who believe the opposite just as strongly). why all this talk of beliefs? well... now to health, life, nature, pharma and so on. It has repeatedly been shown by researchers, doctors and of course many other people that our beliefs about 'what is likely' are a primary factor of physical disease and 'recovery'. (See the book 'the holographic universe' for one list of references for this). So therefore we make ourselves sick and we heal ourselves too; within the framework of what we believe to be true. Many people will turn away from this understanding because it triggers them into feeling emotions and thinking thoughts which they have suppressed and choose not to look at/feel... There is no need to continue the subtly hidden self abuse that many of us perpetuate every day. If you are still here, thanks. :) In not understanding our own innate ability to heal ourselves and to naturally simply BE healthy ALWAYS because we know we can and prefer to be that we often mistakenly believe that it is 'this or that' which can help us (whether that is 'more money', 'less of this' or 'more of this'). When so many people are locked into the behaviour pattern of 'I will be ill and die if I do not get the right doctor/pills' this reinforces the belief further that 'we need more pills/research/doctors' etc. However, please consider the following: 1. pharmaceutical companies produce much of the VAST amounts of toxic synthetic matter which permeates much of us and our environment. This toxicity is not conducive to health. So the production of the drugs actually makes people ill before they have even shipped the drug to the shops. Visualise that particular spiral and you can see that there is a kind of infinite feedback loop going on.. In a sense it is like firemen constantly setting fire to things to keep themselves busy. this is a forgetting of our natural way of being where everything is provided within easy reach (it really is.. if you allow it to be). 2. Many drugs are created to treat illnesses which are really only scratching the surface of the issue.. so much of us is NON PHYSICAL you CANNOT successfully treat a dis-ease at its core with purely physical thinking/exploration. Often the symptoms will re-emerge in another way in the body because the underlying purpose for the symptoms has not been uncovered and transformed. This does not mean you necessarily need to meditate naked under a waterfall.. A simple change of perspective is all that is often needed to effect great change. 3. SO OFTEN it is the simple fear of 'looking weird' to others which keeps us locked into certain perspectives.. and most often because we are frightened of what society will say of our 'honour' if we choose differently.. this may sound strange to you, though may make more sense if you think about the mindsets of so many german soldiers around the time of world war II (as one example).. While there were many individuals in that army and many viewpoints, there was a general collective agreement to 'band together' to 'build/maintain our honour'... combined with many other fears about 'what will happen' if we choose differently (as we are just lowly in the hierarchy.. etc.) ... so choices which with hindsight were regretful and seeming insane were made en masse. 4. It is possible to be so scared of aspects of the reality that you are perceiving that you put yourself on a kind of 'suspend mode', a loop which you follow each day to 'make the best of it', ignoring other more options which actually can help you a lot. 5. much healing is emotional and healing of that nature comes from the heart. if you are placing the responsibility for your health in the hands of others who's actions are motivated by gain/profit rather than simple love then you are opening yourself to great manipulation and needless suffering. This is not a slander against doctors, we are all motivated by love, it is simply that our beliefs can be very limiting and can energetically mean that we are maintaining dis-ease without realising it. 6. the belief that humanity is separate from nature and from the rest of life has perpetuated many beliefs such as 'life is hard', 'nature must be mastered' and so on. This has extended into seeing cancer cells as something to be killed, bacteria as something to be killed, animals as something to be killed and yes.. to some extent 'joy as something to be killed' and 'love as something to be killed'. 6. going back to WW2 Germany again, it is easy to see how being deeply boxed in to a certain perspective can create an apparent truth whereby great suffering is created far beyond what most people would otherwise have believed possible. it is also apparent that many companies were quite happy to benefit financially from literal genocide and mass murder. this could not occur without the willing participation of many people. many people thought they did not have a choice. YOU ALWAYS HAVE TOTAL CHOICE. So now we come back to modern pharma and swine flu... horse flu.. dragon flu.. whatever flu. have you ever noticed how history seems to repeat itself. that is not an accident. the repetition is because the same journeys are being made over and over again.. the same lessons are not learned.. the same ideas are being explored in different ways. history stops repeating itself when we CHANGE. As hard as it may be to face for some, our collective disconnection from nature, ourselves, love and so much more, has created in many people such perspectives that they are happy to create huge suffering as they believe it is the only way they can feel/be as they prefer to be (whether that be an addiction to 'feeling powerful' or whatever). This probably does include in a suprisingly high number of cases, not having any problem with ATTEMPTING to kill BILLIONS of people. It has recently come to my awareness that the American government has the legal infrastructure in place to supposedly enforce injections of a 'vaccine' for swin(dl)e flu under the supposition that it is 'best for everyone'. Some people may believe this to be something that they cannot stop if it is orchestrated; this is incorrect. There is a VAST amount of information online about the corruption involved with these vaccines, about how money is directly made by the same people who are providing the 'proof' that they are needed... about how the ingredients of the vaccine can make you very, very ill... and of course about all the topics I have touched on such as 'groupthink' (sympathetic 'harmonic resonance' between individuals) and how beliefs spread and are reinforced, often sub consciously. so please go read up and know that you do not need to live in fear or think you do not have a choice. nothing 'happens', it is created.. so be aware of what you are creating and buying into. furthermore we can experience all of this positively by at least recognising that with such resistance to changing perspectives that do not serve us, we sometimes create opportunities to explore and transform ourselves and our beliefs in hugely positive ways.. which on the surface may seem worrying. We simply need to be willing to nurture and grow rather than ignore, hide and kill! some practical advice for free natural health: 1. Eat natural, raw, organic food - this will help clear your mind, restore your physical health and help break attachments to patterns of addiction to certain chemicals, sugars and behaviours. Stop eating dense foods like red meat (and ideally all meat for a variety of reasons, not least that the animals are often killed and kept in extreme suffering and you then effectively consume that suffering.. is that what you really prefer to do??). 2. Drink clean, natural water. 3. breathe deeply to oxygenate the body. 4. move around.. dancing, exercise and particularly yoga will help the 'body pump' to process toxins and keep you fluid. 5. DETOX - This is fundamental. The toxins in our environment pervade our cells and prevent effective transmission of energy through the body.. So you can eat all the great food you like but the nutrition will not make it to the cells as they are full of crap. 6. End Denial - You are what you say you are.. :) so if you are internally saying a whole lot and pretending you aren't, then you aren't going to be able to create the life and experience that you prefer. Denial is hidden by definition, thus a simple 'oh no, I am not in denial' is in itself a denial... you would at least investigate to some extent if you were open and not in denial somewhat. much dis-ease can be transformed by simply acknowledging a facet of yourself which you pretend is not present. If you really do these whole heartedly you will be amazed at the changes in every aspect of your life. You will very likely not get sick full stop. obviously this is a big subject and I took a meandering walk through it.. I trust this will help someone. open heart, open mind, one. nick p.s. I have a website with lots of videos and other content if you are feeling adventurous: www.infiniteeureka.com

Crop circles and who makes them

neekos — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 18:22:56 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUmd8QYxNfk :)

this is the only time you are likely to see me posting about politics

neekos — Tue, 26 May 2009 21:53:07 GMT

just because its so funny.. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk_politics/8062205.stm listen to the interview.

good/bad

neekos — Sun, 03 May 2009 16:09:30 GMT

consider that our focus can be constantly invested in deciding 'right/wrong', 'good/bad' .. The stress associated with each one of these decisions is comparable to the stress associated with the fact that we are even doing it in the first place! There can be a lot of emotional charge surrounding right/wrong, including self blame for choices that themselves have been deemed bad by the same being that made the choice that it has been decided is wrong. Much of the desire to choose as good/bad comes from the way of thinking that says "I feel good/bad and this makes me feel good/bad and so it is good/bad". This appears to be the 'easy way' to think in that it provides a simple pathway for navigation of 'the world'. However, this is only true if you ignore yourself, with willingness to explore awareness comes the understanding that it is the choice to no longer place value judgements on experience, thoughts, beings and so on, which is more emotionally relaxing and peaceful than any attempt to punish/reward with 'good/bad'. In other words.. as an example.. People often think when training a dog "I will use punishments to train this dog and get it to 'behave' (bend to my will)" or they think "I will not use punishments, I will use rewards".. Never considering a 3rd option.. "This dog in its natural state is the dog that I prefer to explore life alongside, if the dog does not fit in with human rules that is because it is a dog. In allowing the dog to be the dog I am allowing myself to be myself and that will be far more enjoyable than 'owning' a dog that can jump through hoops when I blow a whistle.

Holy Spirit

neekos — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 11:24:28 GMT

So I have had an understanding that holy spirit is further understood by the idea that it is 'whole energy spirit', 'the spirit of whole energy'... 'the spirit of the energy of the whole'. Though I hadn't 'gotten round' to mentally connecting this to where people use the phrase 'holy spirit'... I recently read a comment by bashar that 'holy spirit' is the energy of the combined consciousness of Earth (paraphrasing and from our earthly perspective). People often talk about how 'allowing in' holy spirit is to lose your ego and this is a something which requires clarification. It is not that you lose your ego because your ego is simply the outer layer of the energy that you are being when you are physically focussed.. The actor on the stage, so to speak. The actor does not need to cease to exist or go and hide while 'the big boy' comes to town. lol To see with holy spirit is to simply allow yourself to see from the broadest perspective possible for you in that moment, to include within your worldview the needs and essence of all beings and therefore also all of yourself. This is whole energy spirit... No ignoring, total acceptance, allowance, understanding and love. The actor may not agree with this perspective because of the script that is being followed, the script that has been written by the 'writing team within'; however, there is nothing wrong with that; to discount the perspective of any aspect of the whole energy is to not see whole energy and to not recognise yourself AS holy spirit. One does not need to prostrate themselves to be holy, only to know that they are and so too is all else! Anything less than this is the actor limiting his/her view while playing the role of 'holy person'. In truth, to me, if a person declares that they are holy, there is perspective in me which says "This person is not actually holy (whole e) aware, as they are defining only one subset of human behaviour as being holy and thus defining that they are holy and someone else isn't (according to their model of what holy is). Of course, you can say "well, you are doing the same thing", however there is something to note... I am not defining these 'holy people' as not being holy.. only as being 'not wholly aware', so not fully aware of 'holy spirit', still holy. So there is an extension to the definition of holy which includes 'levels of awareness' as being a parameter that is involved in the understanding of what holy is and this has nothing to do with rules, 'musts' and dogma. It turns dogma around. peace. nick

Harmony

neekos — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 13:52:45 GMT

Humony Hum on (E) Hum one E Hum one Energy Vibrate one energy. Harmony.

A Definition Of Zen

neekos — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:05:22 GMT

Original wording: Kyõge betsuden Furyû monji Jikishi ninshin Kenshõ jõbutsu Literal Translation: A special transmission outside the scriptures Not depending upon words and letters Directly pointing at the mind-heart of man Seeing into one's nature and attaining Buddhahood Modern English Interpretation: Something so different, no one could predict it It transcends language and communication And affects the most basic instincts and being Allowing you to truly be yourself and be at one with all the universe

Internal battles of perception and will

neekos — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 00:05:59 GMT

From: I wish to feel good... I do not wish to feel bad. To: I allow myself to feel as I feel and for that act of feeling in itself to be good. This from my perspective right now is a move from balance towards service to self to service to others. Why is this? In wishing to feel good you are sustaining a belief that some aspect of you is less than valuable, that something has to be squashed or is wrong. This is because internally it is possible to confuse what actually feeling good is. It is possible to label part of yourself as bad/naughty/wrong/evil and then to push yourself away into a self created hell hole and for that pushing away to feel good since through the labeling of this part of yourself as being bad it seems RELATIVELY good to be further away.. (out of sight is not out of mind). IT seems to be good because you seem be performing a service to your wellbeing by enforcing a rule which will keep you 'in the good books'. However, living to be in 'the good books' of an imagined other person is an act of manipulation and deceit in that you deny who you are in favour of who someone else says you need to be to be 'safe/loved/successful' etc. In doing this you create a huge build up of anger and resentment as part of you feels hated, you feel hated and secretly project that out into your world. The answer is not to flush the toilet on yourself but to integrate that which has been pushed away and to revalue yourself thoroughly. self forgiveness for judging yourself as wrong, self forgiveness for secretly being ashamed or anything else that is denied and labelled as wrong. As soon as you accept your energies, your projections, beliefs and creations you are able to change, grow and expand in appreciation, insight and ability to understand and flow unconditional love. In allowing yourself to nurture and be responsible for your will, mind and total self you see 'the all' that much more clearly and can be of service to others that much more effectively. By not projecting your own suffering onto others and forgiving others and self you allow other's will to be expressed that much more safely, the loving intent creates the space to receive. If you are confused and lost it is probably because you are focussing on a projected reality rather than your actual self right here, right now.. You cannot gain loving guidance for right now about what 'may be' or 'what was' by looking purely at what was or what may be.. look right now at the energy that has grown from what 'was' for much changes as we change ourselves and create our realities.

remembering being a baby and Law of Attraction

neekos — Thu, 26 Feb 2009 16:14:15 GMT

In my journey through myself I have been more and more attracted to examine, connect with and transform energies and beliefs I have held since I was born. I have gradually transformed the walls of denied energy which block my sight of those moments where painful perspectives entered my worldview, now I am largely at the point of transforming ideas which were generated at or after birth and also those which somehow, some way were with me before birth. On of the major memories I have is of being uncomfortable and crying for assistance. The more I cried and my parents could find no way to stop me crying, the more I cried and the cycle continued. My parents would say things, thinking I didn't understand, yet I did. I was very sensitive indeed and this built up a strong resonance of the idea that 'I am not loved' and then 'I am wrong' and thus 'I hate myself for being wrong and not being loved'. As I re-explore these moments and memories I can see that, having remembered what I have remembered and knowing what I know now, any limitation of the love I experienced was seeded in my own consciousness and forgiveness of self and others is the solution. It is essential if you seek to be healthy and really happy that you look at all of yourself and allow all of yourself expression. The roots of dis-ease of all kinds in all its manifestations lie in non acceptance, denial and non allowance of movement and expression. We shrink and twist and compress ourselves to hide from ourselves because we effectively brutalise ourselves in ways that we do not fully understand, however, with simple intent to understand and intent to change and integrate ourselves, the path to remembered unity is made clearer and clearer day by day. So how does the law of attraction work in here? The worldview that you create and maintain reinforces itself by attracting 'evidence' that it is true. Without understanding that attraction and reality creation is real we can find ourselves creating and re-creating an ever more hellish reality on the inside and the 'outside' world of 3D physical reality. Once this is realised and we begin changing what we believe to be true consciously rather than on a level outside of what we will allow ourselves to look at we attract new experience and new 'evidence', except the evidence is now not so much evidence as simply a reality which we prefer. with this information miracles are real again. :)

New song uploaded

neekos — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 00:47:20 GMT

I have just uploaded a new song to www.propertunist.com my music website. Its the first one where I have sung anything myself.. lol.. There was no planning and no proper studio, a spur of the moment thing on a cheap old mic... hence the unfinalised pitch corrections on the vocal.. lol . ;) Anyway, I thought I'd share it since I haven't uploaded any music to tribe before. The song is called 'send my love' and plays automatically when you visit the website. You may want to increase the volume on the music player as it defaults to 50%. Injoy! Nick

The 5th dimension

neekos — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:59:31 GMT

Taken from: http://insightsfromthemasters.ning.com/profiles/blog/show?id=2174739%3ABlogPost%3A26326&xgs=1 Forty years ago, the intuitive words of a song called Aquarius, brought the dawning of the New Age into our collective awareness: "When the Moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter aligns with Mars. Then peace will guide the planets, and love will steer the stars." At dawn on 14th February the Cosmos actually embodies this perfect alignment to support our collective manifestation of Love and Peace, and the dawning of the Age of Aquarius.

nuts

neekos — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 23:47:21 GMT

we are often like squirrels, burying nuts in safe places to be retrieved when the sun shines again. we bury our feelings, our beliefs, our truths. what if the only reason there ever appears to be lack and unsafety is BECAUSE we have buried them rather than leaving them out in the open. Nick - letting the wind get to his nuts since 2009. LOL ;)

Donuts?

neekos — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 00:40:28 GMT

A man walks into a bakery run by a yogi. He walks up to the counter and asks "May I try a donut?" The levitating baker replies without opening his eyes "There is only Dough and Doughnut, there is no tryyyy". Ba dum Tssshhhh!

New video from drunvalo melchizedek

neekos — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 14:55:51 GMT

http://community.infiniteeureka.com/video/drunvalo-mechizedek-on

Chakra cycles

neekos — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 00:38:43 GMT

WOW! I just listened to a session with Bashar from about 15 years ago.. He talks about chakra cycles in our development and explained the following idea: Our lives develop in 7 year cycles in tune with the progression of the chakras. There are 2 sets of cycles, a large 7 year cycle for each of the chakras and then a repeat of the progression again within that cycle, each chakra taking up 1 year. i.e. Birth - 7th Birthday - Foundation cycle - Red Within that cycle: Birth to 1st birthday - Foundation cycle - Red 1st Birthday to 2nd Birthday - Emotional cycle - Yellow 2nd Birthday to 3rd Birthday - Intentional cycle - Orange 3rd Birthday to 4th Birthday - Love cycle - Green 4th Birthday to 5th Birthday - Expression cycle - light blue 5th Birthday to 6th Birthday - Psychic cycle - Indigo 6th Birthday to 7th Birthday - Divine cycle - Violet And then it begins again for the next 7 years, this time with a major cycle focus on Emotion - Yellow. This continues until the 49th Birthday, when the 'schooling' is complete and a new expression and experience begins. I mapped out my own life against this template and was really, REALLY amazed! Try it! I'd love to hear your experiences. Right now I am in the third year (intentional) of my 5th cycle (expression)... What am I doing? Preparing and planning a book and also designing my first album!! When does this major expression cycle end for me? 2012. With divine expression. 2013 is psychic foundation. .. I knew this was the map of my future roughly anyway, but to see it in such absolute terms is AMAZING! Woop!

holistic

neekos — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:03:37 GMT

When I view an overview of all the 'now moments' that I have experienced as 'Nick', the ones where I have felt the most peaceful and have understood/known consciously all that I need to know in that moment, they have been the moments where I was seeing holistically. By this I mean that I was seeing from the perspective and understanding that we are all interconnected and sychronised vibrations of beingness. "Why do these two people who have similar bags under their eyes befriend each other?".. the non-holistic me might think "oh, they are placing themselves on a kind of scale of beauty and have sought to be friends with people 'at their level'".. The holistic me sees much deeper.. "The bags are symbolic of a vibrational state of being which can be connected with and encompass many aspects, many ideas. The coming together of these beings is a joint exploration of themselves and of life." The holistic perspective is one that allows an instant jump to be made from linear to non-linear thinking.. To see the wood AND the trees AND the soil AND the animals AND the air, rather than just the shape of a single leaf. It is not the physical eyes that see but the whole eye (I) that creates the perception in totality. See more to see more. more of everything = more of everything. Do we really need more? No. Can we really see/get more? No. We only ever unfocus from seeing 'less'. :)

all your energies are vibrant

neekos — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 16:08:53 GMT

the head, the heart, the reproductive/creative energies... the higher self, the lower self... when united and completely allowed without judgment.. IS freedom! The natural self allows the freedom. There is no need to offload any of yourself to others, no need to pretend your weight must be carried by others. And there is no need to blame yourself for thinking you cannot handle yourself.

Merry MassChrystal to you!

neekos — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 15:56:24 GMT

Ever notice how people are more forgiving at Xmas time? Why wait til Xmas? Christmas everyday.

Ibiza

neekos — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 08:11:01 GMT

I BE moving to Ibiza... It is decided.. :) It costs £9 to fly there.. I can live and work there with my current passport as its all EU... smoking is decriminalised (they encourage you to grow your own).. I have been stunted in my very ability to think for so long now and a huge part was because I couldn't find a place I wanted to live... Somewhere that is my home right now.. ibiza is, I believe, nay know, the place! It will actually cost me very little more to move there than it will to move anywhere in the uk.. lol Sun, beautiful nature, music, party vibes, sea, spiritual perspectives (believe it or not).. And if the icecaps melt, I'll head over to greenland for a bit.. hehe.. See you there! Peace and infinite joy, nick

Build, Search no more

neekos — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 18:44:47 GMT

While you search you announce that you do not have. While you build you create from a place of knowing that you have/are infinity. In place of "Why doesn't this work as I wish" use "This works like this" I have tested this while riding a bike, while surfing the web and while fixing my pc... now to attract some cash and debt relief! One! Nick

jail time

neekos — Tue, 16 Dec 2008 06:55:57 GMT

ooh, that was fun.. today I came very close to taking the UK government to court to overturn drug law... or you could look at it the other way around that UK government arrested me for carrying cannabis. I very nearly went through with a court hearing as I envisioned occurring many years ago, however, I am in no mood for battle of that sort. The experience did however teach me a lot about the system from 'the other side'.... volunteer Policeman A views collecting 'drug scum' as 'clearing up the streets' and gets excited like a small child when he finds someone with weed. Policeman B detaches from self blame by 'just booking people in'. Policewoman C does an interview in a more detached way and is authorised to issue a caution (criminal record without punishment) and then thanks me for helping with her jaw grinding problem. Everyone likes my outlook and says 'bye', thanking me for my visit. LOL My lawyer is blown away by the degree to which she doesn't understand the truth behind drug law after just 2 minutes discussing it with me. OH MY! How frustrating was that... In a sense it felt like being a champion vegetarian chef and then being dropped on an island full of cannibals with guns.. hmm.. I used that metaphor recently elsewhere.. And was also discussing drug law frustrations 3 days in a row before 'chancing' upon the stop and search.. manifestation is real.. the trick is how to stop thinking about what you don't want to occur.. The answer is to find the path of transformation of the thing you don't prefer and WALK it thoroughly rather than complaining about what you don't prefer... I have been walking but also complaining.. just like those old cross country runs I used to do at school which would have been completed much more effectively if I had just run or not turned up at all.. What you resist persists indeed! To summarise, the case for legallisation = the more you make something illegal the more people do it.. making drugs illegal doesn't stop people doing them. in nearly all cases the people enforcing and making the laws have zero idea of the effect of the drug themselves beyond what they assume to be true, this assumption is reinforced over and over again because it includes definitions such as 'people who commit crimes are often on drugs' and thus to them 'crime = likely to be taking drugs'. people who do not take drugs also commit crimes, saying that 'offenders are more likely to take drugs' is like saying 'fat people are more likely to eat cake', not always true at all and not the only relevant piece of information by far.. It is the STIGMATISATION that is the issue here, nothing else. Where there is no stigma behind taking drugs, drug consumption goes down greatly. Many drugs are seen and understood to only be 'recreational and/or for escapism'.. very few people even consider them to be usable as tools because they themselves have never consciously understood themselves or the aspects of themselves that these tools effect. Rather than consider a new idea they simply go with the herd and continue to attempt to imprison people 'only following orders'... Not learning anything from Nazi Germany. It really did take me about 2 minutes to drop the jaw of my lawyer and wake her up a bit.. GIVE ME A TV SHOW NOW! I'M NOT JOKING, I'VE WAITED LONG ENOUGH!!! Peace Nick I am moving to holland! lol