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My blog. . . .
Tue, May 6, 2008 - 10:55 AM
Here’s the thing about my blog. . . . I post from the heart most of the time. . .raw feeling & emotion. . I get it out there.
We are only as sick as our secrets (heard that somewhere)
Some people actually read my postings. . . . . I duuno why? I don’t think I am a very good writer. I just type it as I think it. . .like right now. La la la.
Most of my posting are filtered “friends only”. I do this in an attempt to maintain some order and because as mentioned above. . .I post from the heart. I understand that some of you reading my blog actually copy it and send it to people not on my friends list. . . now if you are going thru all this trouble to copy and then send my posting to people not in my inner circle. . .well. . .enjoy.
(I’ll reserve comment on what kind of whack-azz borderline stalker act that is but. . .whatever. . . ) Just Fu¢kin ask me. . .
now when it comes to random inspired replies from the stellar few who take the time to click my little place here in cyber space. . I never edit, delete, or go shot for shot. . . . but I did have to respond to the one time accusation that I wuz a bad lay. . . . . a-hem. . . . yeah, right.
Jealous much?
Freedom of expression much like artwork hanging in a museum. we look and we all see it completely differently. I wuz at the Smithsonian a few months ago with my small crew and had a great time explaining what I saw and then listening to what they felt from looking at the same artwork. . . .
Some of you call me on my BS. Some defend me. some think I am a narcissistic fool. . . guess you are all correct.
The only person I take responsibility for is ME. so in my ever-positive attempt to do the next right thing. . . . I say. . . . . peace.
Speak soon. –N.
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 11:02 AM
Writing from the heart is no small thing. In a world that does not encourage intimacy or emotional immediacy an honest blog from a friend--even a web freind--can be a precious thing. We can always buy books if we want polished writing.
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Wed, May 7, 2008 - 4:15 AM
yeah, writing from that crumbled heap of organic matter, once know as ' My Heart ' isn't easy. Nor is puttn' down the words in my mind, in a way that would hope to make sense to others... . That's why I don't that that often.
Is that pic a metaphor for the way you feel? Getting dragged down into the deepest lowest place around? And hey, grasping for the light, the stuff that makes sense?.... Hold on to the light Nick, hold on... Sorry Bro, couldn't help it.... Keep doing the right thing, and the right thing will do you... There I go again...man late shift sucks, mind all fuzzy need a long long ride. Keep spewing & thinking !!!! |
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Wed, May 7, 2008 - 5:40 AM
For what it's worth, I think you're fantastic.
I still think about grilled meatballs and spaghetti! =) |
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Wed, May 7, 2008 - 9:19 AM
Nice to see your narcisism doesn't entend to not doing plumbing work.
Just joking. Narcicist is a word bandied about alot by people who don't even know what it means. If someone that I considered a friend copied off my post to friends only blog, they would no longer be my friend. I like the way you post. You say really cool stuff, we can see your process throughout your recovery. |
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Mon, May 12, 2008 - 8:20 AM
Interesting... this coming from one that not only calls you out on your BS, but one that also defends you. Such a random posting from someone with so much to say.
I recall you explaining the interpretation of art thing to my kid. That was well put, I think she "gets" it now. Thank you. She always got frustrated when others didn't see what she did in her own artwork. Insofar as the "lay" thing, I guess it depends on the frame of mind and the physical state of being of both the layer and the layee. Not claiming anything, here people. Just an opinion formed over many years of being married to one that couldn't perform when in a certain state of being. So, perhaps at the time the accusation was thrown one, the other or both were not in top form. I'm guessin' the guilty party has not been figured out in the "stalker" business which sucks because it can tend to make one hold back their true thoughts and feelings. And that is what this blog stuff is all about, no? Don't let the insignificant utterings and indiscretions of the few that "swim in their own ignorance " (quote from my kid, good huh?) hold ya back. We're here for ya. |
