Grace Glides On Blistered Feet.

Nicole -

Your a woman of the earth. Growing, nurturing, loving, your relationship with the earth is of the utmost importance - I suspect your most at home in the middle of a forest, or in a lush garden, or perhaps a very green area near the water.

Theres a weird dichotomy in play with you. Your very much your own person, and very strong, self motivated, and persistent, but somehow you manage to cave in to the will of people far more often then you should. One of your biggest challenges is learning not to care about what other people might think of your actions - but rather to do them because you KNOW that they are right, and to be completely and utterly true to yourself. I suspect you do this because in spite of being your absolute and utter own person, emotionally you can be quite fragile, and interpersonal relationships are immensely important to you.

Sexual energy is very powerful in your system - and its expression vital to your spiritual well being. Theres a weird dichotomy here too - I think ultimately your most happy with the notion of a long term, stable, loving, long term relationship, I really do - its very you. Somehow though, theres another energy (I suspect it can be isolated as a combination of the Aquarius rising, Mars in 11th, and Pluto in 8th) that almost tries to sabotage that. Subsequently - I suspect that some of this energy probably gets released in friendships and acquaintances. This likely relates more to the place you are in right now on your life's path, and not what will manifest in the future.


chart reading from: people.tribe.net/8f17e7eb-...049c207522

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can't readily accept the God formula, the big answers don't remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command or faith or dictum. I am my own God. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.