I have heartburn now, and I think I only swallowed back the anxiety of NO WORK three times since I got off the phone with my prior place of employment. Today, I am officially unemployed. I always thought of skydiving and this is exactly as how I imagined my body would feel , except there is no air blowing in my face no smile, I am in a sit still and want to hear myself scream out Aaaghh!! in this silent space of shock that I am now in... yet no sound has made its way out to voice this desire.
what to do what to do. count is at 5 times now. gulp. the taste is awful.
The upside to all of this, I have more time to clean my shitty apartment. Okay so thats not so much an upside, I cant help it now to make jokes since this is not at all fun for me.