Needy Girl
[Calypso]
When shall I be free?
My Bio
You must be a lotus~
Never will I seek or receive private, individual salvation; never will I enter into final peace alone; but forever, and everywhere will I live and strive for the redemption of every creature throughout the world.
My Blog
i paid $1 at the shopping centre yesterday to one of those machines that measures your height and weight.. and found i've grown at least 4cm!! i'd always thought females stopped growing by about 20.. oh well then now i'm tall enough for the runway!
Tue, November 17, 2009 - 9:58 AM
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then when i told my grandmother in the evening, she said both she and my mother both weighed themselves today for the first time in ages as well. what a small world :D 
last night i moved my hand beneath a black and wild horse to find its beating heart
Sun, November 15, 2009 - 5:55 PM
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in the woods, we were upon a path 
i've descended. i'm not willing to blog yet another dream. i had a totally satisfying evening with friends and strangers alike and am now intoxicated and at a loss and entirely resolved. i went to the ocean who told me my will is no match.
Fri, November 13, 2009 - 7:34 PM
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somehow i ended up in a room full of people, where one of my old boyfriends, ~ he was a seriously wounded shamanic ketamine-addict who was convinced he was Shiva, would call me Kali and Parvati interchangeably, and swore he could see the molecules that made up my body ~ wearing a black leather jacket, was set to rampage with a gun. he was prepared to kill everybody, and i'm convinced he would have shot me had i not feigned death. it seemed there was another guy who i had feelings for trying t...
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 4:28 AM
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i was just researching the relationship between the kundalini spirit and the serpent in the Garden of Eden when i had a flashback:
Fri, October 16, 2009 - 10:05 PM
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late one night, early last year, in a home for wayward girls, i lay entranced on my single bed; i was on a beach in a violent storm. from the dark waves a monstrous serpent rose and reached above me. it came over me, and there it stayed. as a storm broke, i awoke and rushed downstairs to tell the good women what i'd seen in my half-sleep; i told them i had see... read more
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