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Words only succeed when they bow
Sat, July 25, 2009 - 2:53 AM
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We use words to convey, we are not objects of mental activity What is there to convey beyond labels, opinions, emotions, and sensations? What is this silent song breathing life, creativity, fragrance, and love into my veins when I'm broken and free? Free from the mental spirals of self imprisonment. In this age, no longer do we need any religion, any faith, any path to arrive home. So Ham, Shivo Ham, So Ham, Shiva Ham, So Ham Shivo Ham Know ... read more 
New Year's Eve of 2009
Thu, January 1, 2009 - 1:39 AM
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It seems that in the mass society of fast paced life, working at jobs that use up all of our mental energies and leave us with much anxiety to deflate after work. The economy taking a down turn has further dropped the moods of many of us. I would guess that alcohol and drug consumption, as well the belief/spiritual paths are getting more business as many of us have become entrapped and lost that sense of our self. Fortunately I have been able to take some time off... read more  What I'm demonstrating in this blog post is not something outward with regards to how to be a parent etc. What I'm referring to is an inner energetic trigger that I noticed was being activated in the morning as a reaction to what was going on with my kids. That trigger was causing dis-ease in my nervous system, and placing me in a reactive mode which is not a healthy place to take any action from. In that moment, first I began a process of examination and recognized that the situation di... read more 
What can be said when we have realized that whatever said and being said has been untrue?
Fri, December 26, 2008 - 5:03 PM
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What's the point to stand on any point when we have known that every thought, concept, and thing is helpful and destructive, i.e. having both opposite qualities. In this dissolving, there are flowers that bloom as our sense of thoughts/concepts/anything dissolves. Out of dissolving some flowers are blooming as naturally as a fart from a gas full stomach; excuse me that they just happen to be of ... read more I see both thoughts and actions rising from an inner core though this inner core is not a point, it has no real center it has no form, it is not vast like space, it is not flat like a one dimension either it is beyond in every sense, it is beyond beyond, nothing can truly describe it yet without any doubt, there is a sense of doubtless-ness, an absolute truth to it I see that thoughts and actions are rising all from this core an image that may go with this would be... out of some ... read more 
Spoon Bending
Wed, July 30, 2008 - 12:45 PM
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youtube.com/watch - this guy can bend with intention, not even using his hands youtube.com/watch Levitation youtube.com/watch - African shaman www.naruse-yoga.com/levitation.html - Japanese Yogi who now lives in Himalayas; photos from 1983 and again 1990 Turning Water into Pudding while in Samadhi in 1975 youtube.com/watch Abhisheka - milk miracle 2... read more do you know what it's like to forget to notice your breathing for sometime? do you know what it's like to forget the difference from you being alive or dead, born or unborn? do you know what it's like to be looking at body in the mirror without noticing if body is still heart beating or dead? that body, all this form is just a small reflection, the space of nirvikalpa nirvana is when even perception also fades hence no body knows nirvana, only those who reach the highest poin... read more 
I'm the one having your thought
Sun, June 29, 2008 - 9:45 PM
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out of me you come, and back into me you dive you are my face, you are all as without you, I would have never known I'm the Star, I'm the one who is perpetually creating the ever-new devotional bliss which leads you back to Me I'm the Maker of Stars My love is Silent this Here, is our sweet love affair! 
when life gets complex, zen yo'self before you reck yourself
Sat, June 7, 2008 - 5:40 PM
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no thing as pure as the inhale and exhale no thing, other than exhale and inhale no thing, just hale! without in or ex, just hale yo'self! hale yes! hehe  fell from the infinite fall dissolved on top of less-than-flat  I was inspired to write this in response to an email; I share it here as I found what I wrote here to be inspiring at least to myself... so I can remember the echo of these words in hopes to resisting less, acknowledging more, and essentially living deeper within non-attachment. From my experience, the goal is to create the conditions of happiness for yourself... if you think/work on others, it goes no where. Work on happiness of your own regardless of others, then you would naturally... read more 
To know Presence
Fri, March 28, 2008 - 6:33 PM
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Presence, Here and Now Infinite Moment to Moment Consciousness It may feel like there is more sensation of body, and surrounding It may feel like mind is not out associating and identifying with thoughts Have you ever seen how a Persian Rug is made? They line up thousands of parallel white strands of strong cotton strings Then from the top, using this Rug Weaving device run multitude of colors of strings It gradually makes a beautiful portrait of a Persia... read more 
ethics and truth are defined by the circle(s) you are in
Fri, March 21, 2008 - 11:52 PM
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there is no circumference in this circumference-less circle if you don't drop this insistence for circumference, you will only perceive me as mad or dumb This is the reason beneath madness... there is reason within the depth the Self-One has honor, and as such, honor is the veil only in humiliation can the no-self be distinguished from the Self-One as true honor can not be lost under neath our veils of names and ... read more
the most powerful impact we as individuals can have is through living authentic being-ness
Sun, February 17, 2008 - 2:37 AM
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the whole world is inside of us, everything outside is inside of us by manifesting peace and love within our entire being, by consciously transmuting and manifesting peace/love, we are creating 'world peace' I believe, we can even sit in a closet and by grounding such states of compassion within our own being, it has ripples out-side of us I've performed some tests on this numerous times an... read more 
What’s Valentine’s about?
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 8:27 PM
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Is it about you having given me all the love I needed? Is it about you being all that I need? What if I said Your ability to love yourself Your ability to be self-sufficient Your courage to stay true to yourself while loving me Was all that I really needed to be myself! If I told you, your love and strength guided me towards finding my own lover within myself, would you feel like you lost someone? What if I told you, that when I hug you, kiss you, make ... read more
Where is there to go?
Tue, February 12, 2008 - 10:17 PM
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What is there to do? What's there to find? I'm looking for ways to walk thru walls! are there any doors? We must just turn-in, look with-in! find _there_ is _here_ Just me to _be_ in the _flow_ waves comes and go there's still no where to go and nothing to do... in the middle of this ocean stranded and alone waves and waves, no body is here but waves no lands in sight... it's just me now and then, I see a rock... read more
The mind is in quest for knowledge, finding out the truth, that which would give it true knowing.
Sun, January 27, 2008 - 8:21 PM
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The truth is something which can 'occur' to the mind. When the mind reaches its limits, and realizes that it doesn't know (the truth), nor will it ever know (the truth) the humble mind surrenders. Once the mind surrenders, it becomes a mirror reflecting the flow of consciousness. The aspirant may at this point choose its state of expansion which reflects on its mirror like mind. For the ... read more
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The journey forever continues, no goals anymore... doing my best to respond to the moments
Below are some methods which work(ed) for me: - Savashana (Dead Corpse Position) practice – gave my body/mind great rest, and paved the means for conscious out of body experiences. - Raja Yoga practice as prescribed by Swami Vivekananda at www.ramakrishnavivekananda.info/vi...htm especially the PranaYama practices - Somatic Bodywork for healing sexual trauma, dealing with parent and childhood issues. My greatest healer in this has been Sabine Grandke-Taf from www.radiantemobidment.com - Systemic Constellation Workshops based on the work of Bert Hellinger - was tremendously helpful in identifying the bottlenecks keeping me from fully engaging in life and bringing them to awareness, acceptance, and resolution www.systemicconstellations.org/sy...tml - Monroe Institute’s Deep-10 Relaxation audio CD which used the Hemi-Sync technology to allow the brain to go into very deep states of relaxation, this coupled with the intent to remain conscious as the body, and brain shutdown, also helped greatly in paving the way of realizing my own consciousness regardless of my ‘carnation’. - On Sexuality, I would recommend books by David Deida and Mantak Chia... and the many real live Tantrica healers. - Geshe Michael Roach's Diamond Cutter the Bhuddha on Managing Business and your life. - Recently I've been learning from Bill Mundy www.billmundy.com in Berkeley, CA... Bill is just something else, he's about the closest person that I would still consider a teacher for me even after the awakening. - Also recently went to check out this "Advanced Instant Meditation" web site... surprisingly I found these methods helpful and simple www.iamcourse.com/course/ I'd recommend them for anyone to try it.
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