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about me
In a sexual sense, the most "accurate" labels are that I'm a nonmonogamous bisexual submissive. I think labels are incredibly restrictive and vastly inaccurate. I love deer skin floggers. Especially if they have air traps (poppers?). And those little pokey pinwheel things. I know what they are called, but its more fun to say pokey pinwheel. I want to learn more about everything. I'd like to have helpful people joining me in the journey.

I'm shy, but most can't tell. Usually. I tend to be quiet in new/unfamiliar situations, but once comfortable, it is often hard to shut me up. Even the most delicious of attempts do not always work. Sometimes I take myself too seriously. Most of the time I laugh at myself. I believe that beauty and ridiculousness are everywhere.

I am a reformed church girl. I believe in the connectivity of all things. I value love, honesty, and respect above all things, but that doesnt mean I wont stomp all over any of them. And then try to put the pieces back together.

I will not add you as a friend unless I actually know you. So let's get to know each other.
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Getting Over It (blog entry) I found out yesterday that my ex just married my replacement. My emotions about it have gone from hopeful (that maybe now I can really let it all go and move forward) to pissed (he swore he'd never get married again) to hurt (why wasn't it me?) an... read more
blog entry posted Sat, September 27, 2008 - 9:35 PM permalink - 1 comment
Honor Sarah Palin - Support Planned Parenthood! (blog entry) Vice Presidential candidate Sarah Palin is pro-life and an abstinence preacher. I fear for the safety of our rights as women to choose, and the rights of all people, especially the younger generations, to complete education regarding sexual activi... read more
blog entry posted Fri, September 19, 2008 - 10:10 PM permalink - 0 comments
Placement (blog entry) 4:30 and Allante.

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blog entry posted Sat, August 2, 2008 - 11:41 AM permalink - 3 comments
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I found out yesterday that my ex just married my replacement. My emotions about it have gone from hopeful (that maybe now I can really let it all go and move forward) to pissed (he swore he'd never get married again) to hurt (why wasn't it me?) and back again. I've struggled today to control the roller coaster ride, but haven't exactly been successful.

Removed from the situation, I know I dont want the life I would have had with him. And everything I told him about life moving forward, and... read more
Sat, September 27, 2008 - 9:35 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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