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Just got a email from an old girl friend. Just a short affair years back. We us to keep up as friends after she got married and so did I. She found me on facebook. Wanted to say hi. She has a family, and home, is witting, all the things I've failed out. I'm happy for her, but I don't want to see your. Not while I'm living a life I hate. Not while I hate myself so very very much.
Wed, November 18, 2009 - 9:48 AM
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Sometimes I feel as if all my old friends have left me, and true many of them have. But it's me too. I ... read more 
Just wanted to put something up with a better mood than normal
Wed, October 28, 2009 - 10:17 PM
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 Ok, I just finished filling out an online application for a job as a first aid instructor. Any one who knows my back ground might wonder about this. But the job was recommend to me by my job developer. It is with the same mental health severs that does all of my care and job severs. They are looking for someone who is in the community since it is working with mental health clients. And they have training. Now come the part were I wait and try not to think about it. Patrick 
Looks like a slow boarding day. No money to go out. Nothing on TV but Holloween. Looks like a day at the computer. Try to get a few things done around the house. A touch up some writing. And try not to get depressed about it.
Sun, October 25, 2009 - 10:44 AM
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Patrick  I'm getting that feel something bad is about to happen. Don't know what or why or from where, it's just a feeling. Patrick
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Re: face book working Damn it!
(in Depression)
This tribe is one of the few places that are at less on the same page as I am. Thanks guys. discussion post on Wed, November 18, 2009 - 10:23 PM
face book working Damn it!
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Just got a email from an old girl friend. Just a short affair years back. We us to keep up as friends after she got married and so did I. She found me on facebook. Wanted to say hi. She has a family, and home, is witting, all the things I've...
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face book is working Damn it
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Just got a email from an old girl friend. Just a short affair years back. We us to keep up as friends after she got married and so did I. She found me on facebook. Wanted to say hi. She has a family, and home, is witting, all the things I've...
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Re: Emptiness persist
(in Borderline Personality Disorder)
Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to talk to you again. It comes and it gose, there is not much else to say. Patrick discussion post on Mon, November 16, 2009 - 12:45 PM
Re: pain
(in Depression)
<Is smiling every an option? >
Fake it tell you make it! Patrick discussion post on Mon, November 16, 2009 - 12:41 PM
Re: Need Moral SUpport.
(in Depression)
Can't really add much to the good stuff other people are telling you. Just put in one more vote for you are not aloun.
Patrick discussion post on Mon, November 16, 2009 - 12:39 PM
Re: Just Joined
(in science fiction)
Some days are better than others. I keep writing and hoping.
Patrick discussion post on Thu, November 12, 2009 - 2:34 PM
Re: Wouldn't you love to know???
(in ¡~Who's Been Looking At My Profile?)
Oh, M You have come to the right place.
click click discussion post on Thu, November 12, 2009 - 2:25 PM
Re: mixed state hell
(in Depression)
What I can't fighter. Is if starting over is such at Hell, (And I agree, it is). Then way to we keep doing it again and again????
Patrick discussion post on Thu, November 12, 2009 - 2:21 PM
Re: The Legacy of Shame
(in Depression)
It took me years to lean not to talk about it. People don't want you around if you are depressing. And not just freinds, it a good way to lose jobs, housing ,etc. I smile tell jokes and try not to let the black dog show his teeth. I hav... read more discussion post on Thu, November 12, 2009 - 2:18 PM
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