There was a time and a place where humilty created a floater stuck on the truth that nothing matters, so why bother?
Once there was a man, who with no master plan realized that he was the man. Someone gave it to him without his knowledge.
There has been known such a person, who has no ego to stand up to his convictions. He's lonely now.
There was someone who gave and gave and gave to the ether. Before they realized it, they became nothing, had nothing, and sacrificed enlightenment for a false concept of altruism. Oops.